This past Monday evening I did removed my body hair and dyed my hair. I also applied baby oil on my body. I donned panties with a sanitary napkin, tried on a pair of tights but could not get them above my waist. So I tried on the panty girdle and that didn't fit either.
I need to lose weight before trying again.
After losing my body hair and donning my bra with silicone inserts, I realized I needed larger inserts.
I decided that I need to start buying something feminine every month until I get enough to start dressing as completely as a woman and to start going somewhere as a woman. Whether it is shopping or going to a club as a woman.
I have been trying to get my roommate to move out for several months, nothing has worked. Dressing as a woman may work. Time will tell.
I am letting my hair grow out and when it gets below my ears I will get my ears pierced.
My roommate is staying at her brothers home to watch their dog.
Knowing this, this past Friday I ordered breast suction cups and breast inserts. Both came today, hopefully by tomorrow afternoon I can lose my body hair and starting using both of the items.
Some how and some way I need to start dressing as a woman again.
Thinking I need to have a serious talk with roommate Labor Day Weekend. I am going to tell her that I need to dress completely as a woman and I may go out as a woman.
I would like to go a club dressed as a woman even if was a gay and lesbian club.
I forgot how much it's cost to be a part-time woman.
I ordered some scented bath soap, scented body lotion and perfume along with some panties, purse and a woman's billfold from Macy's.
Total was $440. I know I could went cheaper but I don't like cheap stuff when I am wanting to dress as a woman.
I got the chance yesterday to use some hair remover lotion and used it on my chest, stomach, pubic area, legs and underarms.
Now more than ever i want the scented lotion and perfume.
My roommates oldest daughter will be moving to Virginia on July 19 and her twin daughters will be leaving for college around the first of August.
I want to be ready to start dressing as a woman no later than the last of September.
I will go out by myself if I have to, I'm sure I can find a support group to go to,
