12-15-2015

I had thought I might have traveling this coming weekend so I had forgotten about buying some hair remover lotion and some much needed makeup supplies.  Now with the weather turning colder that weekend trip isn't going to happen.  It is suppose to have a shower tomorrow and if it does I will be going out under-dressed as a woman with woman's jeans and a woman's top on.  I have a light weight woman's coat that came last week I was thinking of sending it back but I might put it to good use on Wednesday.  Leave here as a woman carrying her purse and go out shopping as a woman and to come back home as a woman.  It could happen if I didn't  relive myself  before leaving the house.  It would be nice if I a certain woman or two around here could see me out and about dressed as a woman.  I would have to wear my heels as I don't have any woman's flat shoes.  I would also be wearing woman's jeans or slacks with a nice woman's top and I would diffidently be wearing makeup and perfume along with woman's jewelry.

12-07-2015

I had some chores that needed to get done this past weekend as a male.  Now that the weekend is over I will go back to being a woman during the day.  I have a half bottle of hair remover lotion left, will use it, then douche and hopefully use my vibrating dildo on myself.  Apply nail polish to my toenails and get dressed as a woman, then go to the grocery store for some much needed feminine hygiene  and cosmetic items.

12-04-2015

For the last few days I have been dressing as a woman including makeup, perfume and woman's jewelry and it has felt wonderful.  I just wish I could stay at it longer then what I have been.  Once I have an organism I need to remove everything, I need to work my way thru it.  I may need to go out and find someone to help get over having an organism and to stay dressed as a woman.
I will be getting dressed as a woman again today.  I ordered a coat, hat and gloves from Roman's yesterday hopefully when it come I will be going out in woman's jeans or slacks with a woman's top on with heels and makeup on.

11-28-2015

I have been having an overwhelming urge to get into a feminine mode and go out out shopping as a woman.  I have wanted to the last few days to remove what body hair that grown back, use a feminine douche as an enema, use my vibrating toys on myself, then insert a tampon, spray perfume on and get dressed as a woman, complete with makeup and have my silicone breast glued on.
To start going out as a woman and to just live as a woman, from day to day for the few days or weeks.

11-22-2015

I sometimes wish I still lived in the subdivision at least there I didn't have any chores to do outside and I could stay dressed as a woman all day long.  The only bad thing about it was every house was right next to each other it would be hard to leave and to come back as a woman when everybody would know only a male lived there.
I am thinking of leaving here tomorrow morning as a woman, it would be nice if I could find a  shopping bag from a woman's store to carry back in, once I get back home.  I guess if I really wanted to I could go shopping at a woman's store and have one.
I used to leave here dressed as a woman find a place to remove some items do my shopping then find a place to replace the items and come back as a woman.  I just need to skip the one place where I remove some items and keep them in my bra, keep the earrings and wig on and go about my business.

11/11/2015

I needed some things from the grocery store went there yesterday wearing panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose, black all-in-one body brief, woman's jeans a drab tee shirt, men's gym shoes and a light jacket.  I also dusted my face with face powder, eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.
I got the needed groceries plus two boxes of feminine douche, foundation and eye shadow.  I still would like to get eyeliner and another shade of eye shadow.  I could also get another bottle or two of hair remover or just buy a good woman's razor and some bubble bath beads.
It's hell living a double life at times if I ever could come into a ton of money, I would like to think I would give up my life style of being a male and become a woman full time.  I would also move to where it is socially accepted and warmer.

11-07-2015

I didn't make it out as a woman, for some unknown reason  I can't seem to make my way down the makeup aisle anymore when I go grocery shopping.
It has been several weeks since I have use feminine douche and have played with my anal toys.  I do need some more feminine douche, makeup foundation, eyeliner, eye shadow and woman's soap.  I could use another package of sanitary napkins and another bottle of hair remover lotion.
I may try again on Sunday to see if I can make my way down that aisle if I do then I can stay dressed as a woman for the next several days and be able to play with my toys.