02-11-2020

She finally got the divorce papers signed and notarize, I sent them off to the attoney, now just waiting for it to be over and done with.
Hopefully in the next couple of months I can start going out the way I feel I am and that is a sissy who enjoys dressing as a woman.
Starting today I will be wearing panties and a bra 24/7/365 days a year.
Right now I do have my panties and bra on with some lip gloss, eyeliner and perfume.
I still want a breast pump the kind nursing mothers use but will have to wait as I owe on my taxes.
I will go out in the couple of month and shop for woman's clothes and ask to try them on before buying them.  I won't care who sees me buying them or what the sales women has to say.
I will get a manicure and in the summer go for a pedicure.  As my hair gets longer I will get me ears pierced and my hair colored and styled.
I will get a couple of woman's swimsuits to lay out in the sun to get that feminine tan.
Next year this time I will ne living as a woman with something extra between her legs.

02-04-2020

I'm having a hard time getting back into dressing as a woman, I may just have to force myself into doing it.  Any other time it would just come naturally for me to do it.  I have everything I need to do it including silicone breast that I brought with adhesive strips to secure them to my breast.  I also have two strapless bras that I brought to wear with a couple of dresses I have.
Today being 02-05-2020 I forced myself into dressing as a woman and it feels so wonderful and right.  I can say I don't like the strapless bras but they do look better under a sheer dress.  Once I get a wig I will taking some photos.  I will need to get my nails done also.
It may be a while before I can buy any new things for my feminine self, since the divorce isn't final I have to pay in my taxes, something I wasn't counting on.
If I had some tops to go with my woman's jean and a woman's coat I believe I would go out dressed as a woman.  I would love to go shopping or at least window shopping as a woman.  Just to get out and enjoy myself as the person I know I am.
Here lately every time I have been dressed as a woman I always find myself sipping wine, not that I am complaining.  I believe it helps in relaxing me, plus if and when I start going out to clubs or just out, a glass or two won't affect me so much.
I had wanted to take some pictures, but decided to wait until I got a wig and a manicure done.  Before the year is up I will have some pictures of my feminine self and will post them.

01-27-2020

I need a few things from the grocery store, going there under-dressed as a woman with perfume on. I also have on woman's jeans and a drab shirt.  I wll need to shop for a woman's shirt/blouse to wear with my woman's jeans.  I will also need a couple of woman's coats.
I need some lettuce, hair dye to cover up my gray hair, sanitary napkins and may get another bottle of hair remover lotion.
I ordered another set of breast enhancers this morning and a couple of strapless bras from Her-Room.
It felt wonderful being out under-dressed as a woman wearing woman's jeans, I really wanted too wear my straight leg woman's jean but opted for the wide bottom jeans.  I think the straight leg fit me better, in the near future I will wear them out.

1-22-2020

It has taken me a while to get back into the mood of being a complete woman.  Today is the day I am completely dressed as a woman wearing makeup, perfume and earrings.  It feels so wonderful and right.  I have some bills to make out and the woman in me wanted to do it.  So she gets to do it and she may be the one doing it from now on.  In the near future she will doing it with manicure hands and nails and once she has made the bills out she will take them out and mail them at the post office.  There is three things I need before going out dressed as a woman, I need some more silicone breast inserts, a wig and a woman's coat.  Once I have those and the divorce is final I won't care who sees me. I will be living my life my way.  Whenever I am dressed as a woman all I can think about is getting fucked as a woman.  I would love to be someone's housewife.
I need some stamps I thought I had enough out in my vehicle which I walked out there when I was completely dressed as a woman an looked.  I removed my makeup, took off my dress and earrings and now I have on drab attire but still have on my panties, pantyhose and bra.  Here shortly I will go out and buy some stamps to mail my bills.

01-13-2020

Today I have been dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on  since 8:00am and I must say it feels wonderful and right.  I even walked out back to feel the cool air air on my nylon covered legs.  I usually dress as a woman for a couple of hours, them masturbate and lose all interest in being dressed as a woman.  Not today I even masturbated but kept telling myself that I needed to stay dressed as a woman, when I start going out in the next few months, should I cum in my panties I will still need to be dressed as a woman.  I probably need to shop for another shade of pantyhose, my two favorite colors are black and coffee, thinking may have to get suntan..
The last time I stay dressed as a woman this long is when I first moved into this home.  Back then I would stay dressed as a woman for about 8 to 10 hours a day.  Not everyday but would do it about 2 or 3 times a week.
One thing I do miss today I don't have any douche, where as I would have douche this morning and inserted a well lubricated tampon into my love hole.
I have been completely dressed as a woman for eight hours could have gone longer but have some chores to do outside as my male self.  Come Wednesday I will be back to dressing as a woman.

01-12-2020

I placed an order for some tops from Lane Bryant this past week and they are suppose to be in the store this week.  When I get an email or text saying the order is in I will be going there under-dressed as a woman with my drab attire on but I will also be wearing makeup.  If I had a decent purse and winter coat I would walk in there wearing a dress and heels.  Hopefully I can pick the order up on Monday otherwise I will have to pick it up on Wednesday.  If I pick it up one Wednesday I may be able to find a purse I like by then and will carry it into Lane Bryant store. 

01-08-2020

I haven't been out dressed as a woman since right before Christmas, I have gone out under-dressed as a woman without makeup on but I was wearing perfume.
Today I decide that I was going to make meat loaf before starting it I went ahead and applied my makeup, only right since I like to dress in woman's attire, might as well do as the woman of the house.
I went ahead and ordered two all in ones extra firm to drop down two dress sizes as I want to start going out in the new year as a woman.  I also want to start excising to lose some weight so when I do go out I will feel more confident in myself.
I also want to go back to the Adam and Eve store, only this time I want to go in there dressed as a  woman.  That way she can take her time looking at dildos, vibrators and butt plugs.