07-14-2022

 I just ordered some bras, panties and a purse from Macy's. I also ordered breast nipple clamps from Adam & Eve.

I am slowly on my way to dressing as a woman once again and this time there is no going back.

I am going to start going out shopping dressed as a woman, go to a nail salon for a manicure and somewhere to get my ears pierced. I may even get my eyebrows tattoo on, along with eyeliner tattoo on with some color added to my lips.

Now I need to get some feminine douche, tampons and nail polish for my toenails. Once my items show are delivered I want to be in the mood to be a woman.

I keep telling myself to just order a few things each month, it isn't working.

I just ordered some more panties and pantyhose and tights from Hane's.

I will need to get some woman's tops, jeans/shorts and shoes so when all of theses orders come in I can go out as a woman to get my makeup done. 

Guess I may have to order some makeup next.

07-12-2022

 Still waiting on my panties to show up, I had to go out this morning to get some blood work done.  While out I stopped and got two bottles of hair remover lotion, that I am planning on using today. I also got some baby oil, baby powder and a package of sanitary napkins.

Just wish I had gotten some feminine douche and tampons. I will need to go out on Friday and buy a bra.  I need to get some women's summer tops and shorts. along with bracelets and necklaces.

Panties did arrived and I lost my body hair and it feels wonderful not having any body hair and being in panties once again. Hopefully next week I will be wearing a bra and matching panties along with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-06-2022

 I am considering losing my body hair here shortly, using feminine douche as an enema and plugging my boi pussy with a tampon. 

I am also thinking of getting some new toys to use on my nipples.

What I really need is panties and bra, then lose the body hair, douche and plug my pussy.

I have to limit myself on what I buy each month, but would really like to get some panties and start wearing them  all of the time.

I just placed an order for a bra and 3-pairs of panties. 

I have a checkup in a couple of weeks where as I will be wearing panties under my drab attire and hopefully I will also be hair-free below my eyebrows. with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-05-2022

 I was informed today they won't be moving in, in one way I am disappointed but in another way I can go back to dressing as a woman.

This time probably late summer through late winter I am wanting to go out dressed as a woman shopping, support meetings for cross-dressers, nail salon and socializing at clubs.

I will have about three or four months to get a starter wardrobe, wig and makeup together. Then I will go out shopping for anything else I may need.

07-01-2022

 Here it is the first of July and the ex and her kids haven't moved in yet. I am thinking if they haven't moved in by the middle of the month the locks on the door will be changed again.

I will invest in more panties, bras, full slips, half slips, pantyhose, dresses. skirts, tops, heels, flat shoes, purses, makeup, perfume, women jewelry and a wig or two. I will also buy a couple of toys that I miss.

Can't forget about buying hair remover lotion and my feminine hygiene needs.

I will start going out this fall as a woman if they don't move in.

06-14-2022

 I don't know what will happen in the days or weeks to come. 

I do know I will be at ease a few days out of the month as I have just placed an order for some panties and a bra. I do know from past experiences I can't stop at panties and a bra. Sooner or later it will have to be more then just lingerie.

I will have to cross that bridge in the future.

06-11-2022

 I believe I have screwed up, back in late March my ex-wife and her oldest daughter came by the house and asked if they could move back in as they weren't getting along with her other ex as he lives with them so he can see his twin girls.

So I had to purge all of my feminine attire and toys.

Here it is going on the middle of June and they haven't moved in yet and I have started looking at panties and bras again. I am having withdrawls. All of my body hair has grown back where I used to keep it all off.

I am about to the point of changing locks again so I can go back to dressing as a woman.

At least the two back rooms got painted and my feminine self likes the color.