Thursday, June 23, 2016

06-23-2016

I had surgery on my shoulder on June 10 to repair three torn muscles.  Hopefully by the end of July I can start to back to being a woman.
I have body hair in places that hasn't had body hair going on 11-years now and it is driving me crazy.  I long for that hairless body, taking enemas at least twice a week sometimes more if I am playing with toys.  I also long for nail polish on my toenails, wearing a bra/all-in-one body brief, panties with a sanitary napkin in them, perfume sprayed on, silicone breast glued on, pantyhose, heels, dress, makeup, earrings and a wig on.
I will need to shop for some dildos in the near future.  I also need to get another purse and woman's billfold.
If I can start dressing as a woman again I want to start going out as one in the near future.

Friday, May 20, 2016

05-20-2016

I now have about eight bra's of two different styles and ten pairs of panties seven of which are hipsters and three are high cut briefs.
Late next week I will place a couple of orders one for some new silicone breast and the other for pantyhose.  I will also start to restock my feminine hygiene supplies, makeup, nail polish and perfume.  I may also place an order for an all-in-body brief, then start looking at dresses on line along with woman's tops and slacks/jeans.  I will also need another woman's billfold and purse.  Then I will need to go out shopping for woman's shoes.
I think this year if my shoulder surgery is successful come Halloween I will be going out in public dressed as a woman to do my grocery shopping and to go out on the town so to speak.

Sunday, May 15, 2016

05-15-2016

I need surgery to repair the muscles in my shoulder, that is happening on May 25.  After I have that surgery after about a week or so I am thinking I will go ahead and order some breast inserts so that when I get the OK to start using my arm again I can don a bra and my inserts along with some panties and slowly become dress as a woman again.
It has been hard on me by not being able to dress as a woman or as the sissy that I know I am.  I much prefer the feel of feminine undergarments and wearing of makeup and perfume then that of being dressed in drab attire.

Friday, May 6, 2016

05-06-2016

I am thinking the next time I am in the grocery store I will go ahead and get some feminine douche, two different sizes of tampons and a pack of sanitary napkins.  I may also go ahead and get what makeup I need along with some nail polish to use on my toenails.  I might as well get some Nair Hair remover while I am at it.
Might as well get a package or two of pantyhose.
If I could kick myself I would do it for throwing all of those clothes out.
By fall I am hoping to start going out as a woman and would like to find a woman who wouldn't mind me being dressed as a woman.  If that is impossible to find an understanding woman then I will find a man who is interested in a feminine male and become his bitch.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

05-05-2016

Looks like I will need surgery to repair a muscle in my arm or shoulder.
The last few days the only thing I have been thinking about is wearing some panties and a bra.  Being fully dressed as a woman and going out shopping or to a club.  I have also been thinking of being dressed as a woman and being taken by a man and becoming his bitch in heat.
I couldn't stand it any more not having any panties and bra's, so I ordered my panties from Macy's and the style of bra's that I like from Roman's.  I also ordered a black wool coat and scarf from Roman's as well.
One way or another I will be wearing panties by end of the month and hopefully a bra.  Then the real shopping can begin.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

4-26-2016

Looks like another two months of not dressing as a woman or more.  I go in for a MRI on Friday morning to see why I can't raise my left arm.  Then back to the doctor next week an explanation on what needs to be done.  If it is surgery to correct a torn muscle or what?
I really want to be able to wear an all-in-one body brief along with stockings, dress, heels, makeup and woman's jewelry.
I have been looking forward to losing all of my body hair and to get back into dressing as a woman.  To be able to use feminine douche, insert a tampon, sanitary napkin in my panties, pantyhose, bra with some light makeup and perfume sprayed on.  Then go shopping for a vibrating dildo and/or out shopping for woman's clothes.
Hopefully by late summer to early fall that can happen.

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

4-20-2016

Monday afternoon while looking for some shorts, I found a package that I had forgot about from Lane Bryant.
In it I found two woman's tank tops, one blue and one black I started to throw them out but after placing an order for a bra and panty I dug them out of the trash and washed them.  They are on the clothes line drying.
Next time I am at the grocery store I will be purchasing feminine douche, tampons and sanitary napkins.
Once I find out what is wrong with my shoulder and get it repaired then I will get fully back into dressing as a woman.