I'm going away this weekend and I will taking some hair remover with me to lose all of my body hair. I will also have some panties to wear and will probably buy some sanitary napkins to put in my panties in case of any leakage. I will also have a bra on while I sleep. When I am out tomorrow I will go ahead and purchase some feminine douche to use as an enema and some tampons to help hold it in. I may go ahead and purchase some makeup and pantyhose while I have some extra money. that way I can at least under dress as a woman with some make-up on. I do need to get back into the practice of applying my make-up.
Hopefully I have enough left in my checking account to see a lawyer to file for divorce next week.
Wednesday, August 28, 2019
Tuesday, August 20, 2019
8-20-2019
Remarkable what a month makes we are headed for the big "D" the sooner the better. We both agree we do better as friends than as a married couple.
To have nail polish on my toenails 24/7/365 days if I want to and to remain completely hairless and to wear panties for the same amount of days. In fact I will get rid of all male underwear.
I can't stop thinking about getting back into dressing as a woman around the house and to start going out as one to do grocery shopping and to the mall as a woman. I also want to go out to some clubs dressed as a woman.
To get nipple pumps, vibrating dildos and plugs. To get a manicure and my ears pierced. To buy night gowns and/or shirts to sleep in along with robes and slippers to match.
Woman's slacks and/or jeans along with woman's tops. A couple of dresses and skirts. Woman's winter wear coats and boots. A few purses, makeup to wear along with perfume, some earrings, watch and a ring or two.
Buy a woman's swimsuit in the off season to start the new year off along with some leggings to exercise to lose some weight.
I will be able to move some exercise equipment back into the house and to have a bedroom as my walk in closet.
To be able to have more feminine attire than drab attire.
I will be able to paint some rooms in more pastel colors than a male should have.
I will also have a cell phone just for my feminine self and a new number to go with it. I will keep my old flip phone for that other person in case someone needs to contact him.
Update got her phone activated today on 8-21-2019 and her own phone number. She is on her way, now to find some extra money to file for the big"D"
To have nail polish on my toenails 24/7/365 days if I want to and to remain completely hairless and to wear panties for the same amount of days. In fact I will get rid of all male underwear.
I can't stop thinking about getting back into dressing as a woman around the house and to start going out as one to do grocery shopping and to the mall as a woman. I also want to go out to some clubs dressed as a woman.
To get nipple pumps, vibrating dildos and plugs. To get a manicure and my ears pierced. To buy night gowns and/or shirts to sleep in along with robes and slippers to match.
Woman's slacks and/or jeans along with woman's tops. A couple of dresses and skirts. Woman's winter wear coats and boots. A few purses, makeup to wear along with perfume, some earrings, watch and a ring or two.
Buy a woman's swimsuit in the off season to start the new year off along with some leggings to exercise to lose some weight.
I will be able to move some exercise equipment back into the house and to have a bedroom as my walk in closet.
To be able to have more feminine attire than drab attire.
I will be able to paint some rooms in more pastel colors than a male should have.
I will also have a cell phone just for my feminine self and a new number to go with it. I will keep my old flip phone for that other person in case someone needs to contact him.
Update got her phone activated today on 8-21-2019 and her own phone number. She is on her way, now to find some extra money to file for the big"D"
Saturday, July 27, 2019
7-27-2019
For the last week or so we seem to getting along better, don't know what has happen. Did ask her if she wanted to go anywhere on Labor Day Weekend, she said no but if I wanted to go somewhere with some friends to go.
I have already made my mind up if I did go somewhere that weekend I would be losing all of my body below my eyebrows. I may also start taking enemas again on weekends when they go out shopping.
I did place another order for panties and bra's this time from Macy's. Panties can be worn anytime, bras on weekends when they aren't here. Will have to get some sanitary napkins to wear in my panties in case of accidents.
I will also buy some woman's deodorant and maybe some perfume to wear. May have to buy some clear or pale pink nail polish to go my toenails. This fall through late spring I will also be wearing pantyhose. May have to see about some woman's jeans and unisex tops and/or shirts/blouses to wear.
I will also let my hair grow out, no more going to the barber for a trim. I would like to see it get to my shoulders.
I have already made my mind up if I did go somewhere that weekend I would be losing all of my body below my eyebrows. I may also start taking enemas again on weekends when they go out shopping.
I did place another order for panties and bra's this time from Macy's. Panties can be worn anytime, bras on weekends when they aren't here. Will have to get some sanitary napkins to wear in my panties in case of accidents.
I will also buy some woman's deodorant and maybe some perfume to wear. May have to buy some clear or pale pink nail polish to go my toenails. This fall through late spring I will also be wearing pantyhose. May have to see about some woman's jeans and unisex tops and/or shirts/blouses to wear.
I will also let my hair grow out, no more going to the barber for a trim. I would like to see it get to my shoulders.
Sunday, July 21, 2019
7-21-2019
I have been having a recurring dream that I am single again and have started going out dressed as a woman shopping at a women's specialty store. I find some items I like and head to a dressing room to try on the items, a sales associate asks how the items are fitting, I walk out and show her. I like the items and buy them she rings me up. We have some small talk and my deep voice gives me away. She said she is getting off work would I like to get something to drink as she would like to know more about me as I would like to learn more about her.
We go to place near the mall and order some coffee and we get to know each other, she excuses herself and heads to the powder room. I thought she was skipping out but she comes back and gets in the booth next to me. She kisses my neck and works her hand into my blouse and plays with my nipples, then moves her hand up my skirt along my nylon covered leg. She tells me if we are to continue her place isn't to far away. I follow her to her place, once inside we kiss each on the lips and our tongues intertwined, we slowly undress each other and she kisses and nibbles on my nipples. and sucks on my breast. This drives me over the edge and per-cums comes out. She pushes down on the beds and mounts me and continue to play with my nipples. I shoot my cum into her and she moves up for me to lick it out of her, once cleaned out we both hear to the shower where we wash each other. Once out I reapply my makeup as she does the same we both get dressed and head out for an evening meal and head out to a club. The club is actually a lesbian club where she wants to show off her new lover.
After a short courtship we go looking for wedding dresses as she wants to keep me in dresses and/or skirts. She wants me and I agree to her proposal that I will be her spouse and to be her woman and only she will know what is between my legs.
On our wedding night she took me with a strap-on while I am laying on my back.
On our anniversary she paid for my breast argumentation so now I have a c-cup and I was offer a employment at her woman's specialty store to help out the male customers that say they are buying for their girlfriends or wives.
We go to place near the mall and order some coffee and we get to know each other, she excuses herself and heads to the powder room. I thought she was skipping out but she comes back and gets in the booth next to me. She kisses my neck and works her hand into my blouse and plays with my nipples, then moves her hand up my skirt along my nylon covered leg. She tells me if we are to continue her place isn't to far away. I follow her to her place, once inside we kiss each on the lips and our tongues intertwined, we slowly undress each other and she kisses and nibbles on my nipples. and sucks on my breast. This drives me over the edge and per-cums comes out. She pushes down on the beds and mounts me and continue to play with my nipples. I shoot my cum into her and she moves up for me to lick it out of her, once cleaned out we both hear to the shower where we wash each other. Once out I reapply my makeup as she does the same we both get dressed and head out for an evening meal and head out to a club. The club is actually a lesbian club where she wants to show off her new lover.
After a short courtship we go looking for wedding dresses as she wants to keep me in dresses and/or skirts. She wants me and I agree to her proposal that I will be her spouse and to be her woman and only she will know what is between my legs.
On our wedding night she took me with a strap-on while I am laying on my back.
On our anniversary she paid for my breast argumentation so now I have a c-cup and I was offer a employment at her woman's specialty store to help out the male customers that say they are buying for their girlfriends or wives.
Monday, June 10, 2019
06-10-2019
You could cut the tension in this house with a knife the last two days. She leaves the house without saying a word, I asked her something this morning and got a short answer, in my mind I keep going over thinking about a divorce. I would rather be single again and do what I enjoy doing in my spare time.
I have dressed completely as a woman before and enjoy doing housework as a woman, from dusting to vacuuming the floor, doing my laundry, washing floors and doing dishes.
Should a divorce happen I wouldn't start going out as a woman for a couple of months. I would lose the body hair right away and under-dress as a woman under drab attire. I would also lay out in the sun in a woman's swimsuit. I would let my hair grow out, get my ears pierced, manicure and eyebrows shaped.
I would slowly build up a starter wardrobe of woman's attire so that when I decided to start going out as a woman I would have something to wear to local stores to increase my wardrobe. In years past I would order everything on line and have a full wardrobe in a matter of days. Now I think I would rather have a starter wardrobe and shop in stores where I could try items on and see how I look before buying them.
I wouldn't mind going on a date with either a male or a woman as long as I could be dressed as a woman. I wouldn't mind having a affair with a woman as a woman.
I have dressed completely as a woman before and enjoy doing housework as a woman, from dusting to vacuuming the floor, doing my laundry, washing floors and doing dishes.
Should a divorce happen I wouldn't start going out as a woman for a couple of months. I would lose the body hair right away and under-dress as a woman under drab attire. I would also lay out in the sun in a woman's swimsuit. I would let my hair grow out, get my ears pierced, manicure and eyebrows shaped.
I would slowly build up a starter wardrobe of woman's attire so that when I decided to start going out as a woman I would have something to wear to local stores to increase my wardrobe. In years past I would order everything on line and have a full wardrobe in a matter of days. Now I think I would rather have a starter wardrobe and shop in stores where I could try items on and see how I look before buying them.
I wouldn't mind going on a date with either a male or a woman as long as I could be dressed as a woman. I wouldn't mind having a affair with a woman as a woman.
Saturday, June 8, 2019
06-08-2019
It has been over two years since I have removed all of my body hair and gotten completely dressed as a woman. I do believe it is the longest dry spell that I have done for a long time.
Monday, June 3, 2019
06/02/2019
I can't stop thinking if this marriage should end soon, I will go back to cross-dressing in a heart beat. First thing I would pick up in the store would be some Nair Hair remover, second thing would be feminine douche to use as a enema and some tampons to help hold it in. I would also buy my cosmetics to get started.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman. I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman. I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.
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