02-03-2022

 I have been letting my hair grow out, thought about getting it cut the other day. Pulled into the barber shop and they were closed for the day. Guess it wasn't meant to get it cut.

Brought some hair dye and today I dyed it, had to cover up the gray. I hate having gray hair.

When the weather warms up a bit I need to remove my body hair and start being feminine more often. I do enjoy it, love wearing bras and panties. Dressing completely as a woman, I want/need to start going out as a woman. I want to go shopping, have a pedicure and manicure done, get my hair styled as a woman's, ears pierced. I also want to go to some clubs that are gay friendly.

01-07-2022

It has snowed yesterday and still extremely cold today, I thought it would be a good time to lose body hair, use a feminine douche as an enema and insert a well lubricated tampon in my boi pussy. I also have nail polish on my fingernails and toenails.

I have nipple suction cups on my breast.

When I get paid which will be the middle of the month, I want to go shopping for women's clothes. Tops/sweaters, slacks, lingerie and pantyhose/tights. May even see about getting ears pierced and hair styled

2022 is going to be the year I start going out as a woman and spending more of my life dressed as a woman.

12-15-2021

 I have been dressing as a woman most days and wearing makeup as well. I do wear a bra along with panties under my drab attire. What drab attire I have left.

I am suppose to go shopping with the ex-wife this Saturday, I will have panties on for sure might also have pantyhose or tights on also depending on the weather. I asked her what her three girls wanted for Christmas as I have always gave the oldest one something every year for the last twenty years plus. I thought it was time to do something for the twin that just became teenagers. I would love to go shopping with her completely dressed as a woman but will have to settle with some lingerie under drab attire unless I wear woman's jeans.

Once Sunday comes around I will apply nail polish to my fingernails and maybe go out in woman's casual clothes and do some shopping as a woman.

Come first of the year I do want to get a manicure, ears pierced and get my hair colored and a feminine style done to it.

I do want to start going out as a woman and may see medical professionals about becoming a woman.

A woman can dream can't she.

11-09-2021

 Today I am completely dressed as a woman and it so much better after applying nail polish to my toenails and using a douche as an enema, then inserting a tampon into my boi pussy.

I even used my breast suctions cups before donning my bra. I have some laundry to get caught up on, then I will head out, under-dressed and smelling like a woman to do some shopping. 

I do have some light makeup on and I not planning on removing it.

I am completely under-dressed as a woman including my bra and I went shopping to restock my makeup with the makeup still on.

It felt wonderful and right. I had planned this morning to go out and get a wig. I was going to apply nail polish to my fingernails and be under-dressed as a woman. About the time I was getting ready to apply the nail polish my ex-wife called and needs someone to pick up her teenagers this evening. It put me out of the mood. I did try on different outfits and settle on gray women's slacks and a pull over top, which hopefully in a week or so I will wear that to get a wig locally. I will have to carry my purse and have my makeup on.

 Today is the longest I have stayed dressed as a woman since before 2016.

I am ready to start going out dressed as a woman.

11-03-2021

 It's has been going on three weeks since the last time I got dressed as a woman. I didn't do the completely thing that I normally do but here I am and it feels wonderful. I don't have nail polish on my toenails and I didn't douche or insert a tampon other than those things I am dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on. 

Hopefully between now and the end of the year I will be going out as a woman on a regular basis. This feels to good just to do it behind closed doors.

10-15-2021

 Sad to say the wig didn't fit, it's what I get for trying something cheap. I will go back to my favorite wig shop and try again.

May still go out a lot of women have short hair., besides it means I just get read sooner, there won't be no doubt that I am a sissy out shopping. 

I still have a  few thing to mail and will have more once I make my bills out.

10-14-2021

 Finally got my chores and errands caught up. I decided today was the day to get back into my feminine mood. I a[[lied nail polish to my toenails, trimmed and shaved my eyebrows, applied hair remover lotion all over my body waited five minutes and rinsed it off. I then used a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a tampon to help hold it in. I applied scented body lotion to my breast.

Here in a bit I will release the fluid inside of me and will reinsert a well-lubricated tampon back inside my bio pussy , then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose or tights, woman's slacks or woman's jeans a woman's top with either heels or flats. Apply my makeup, put my clip earrings on, spray perfume on and try on my wig. Should it fit and I like how it looks I will leave here and go to the bank and post office as I have something to mail. I almost forgot I will apply nail polish to my fingernails.