I am thinking starting next month I will start ordering scented body soap, scented body lotion, perfume, woman's billfold and a purse.
I will start on getting some women's tops, women's jeans. I also want to get vacuum suction cups for my breast and a anal vibrator. Before using the vibrator I will need to start with cleaning myself out again.
Hopefully by October or November I will have a few items that I can start going out dressed as a woman , with my roommate approval or not.
I am thinking of once the twins are gone to college, I will start by wearing a bra under my shirts.
I will also get some women's tee shirts and jeans.
I will slowly build my feminine wardrobe along with makeup and perfume .
I do want to start going out as a woman with roommate or not.
I heard at Easter my roommate's oldest daughter will be moving out state in June or July.
With the twins going off to college, roommate will be at a lost,
Maybe my feminine self can pick up the slack and be the female she will need in her life. If not then I can be the female in my life.
Here in a couple of weeks I will be losing all of my body below my eyebrows. I will go back to wearing panties with a sanitary napkin in them.
I am thinking once the twins that my roommate has, as they will be going to college about 3-hours away/ my feminine self may come alive once again. If the roommate doesn't like it she can always move out.
I still would like to sell everything I own and move into an apartment where I could wear women's attire all of the time.
I would do or give anything to live in all feminine attire and to take hormones to increase my breast and to redistribute my weight. I also wouldn't mind getting breast argumentation done.
I did try under dressing with panties, pantyhose and control brief a couple of weeks ago, I couldn't get the pantyhose over my hips even tho I purchase the largest pair they offered. So much for buying at a department store. Well not the department store I like to shop at.
I do want to try again if I ever get the chance.
I got paid but had to use my budget for perfume on something else.
Tomorrow morning I should be able to lose what body hair that grew back and be able to don a bra, panties, pantyhose and control brief for a bit on Saturday.
Just wish I had some heels to wear.
