Friday, May 30, 2014


One more chore to do outside and I will do that one in the early morning then I can become the woman that I long to be.   When I do start on my way to becoming a woman in the next few days I am in need of using my vibrating dildo on myself and may suck on another life like dildo that I have.  Man this week would have been the one to be a woman as the couple that lives across the road from me has been gone all week.  About the time they get back home the hot looking neighbor and her husband will be headed to the lake.  At the very least I will be able to walk around or sun bath in my woman's one piece swim suit.

Thursday, May 29, 2014


It would have been a good week to do some feminine things but that hasn't happen.  My male side had to do some male chores outside and he still isn't done doing them.  Needless to say he wore himself out yesterday went to bed hurting and got up this morning still hurting.  He isn't used to doing manual labor, which is probably why she isn't around this week.
I am hoping by Sunday I will have nail polish on my toenails and will be going out as the woman I long to be.

Monday, May 26, 2014


Weekend as a male is over, now to be a woman this week.  I have an another order in at the local Lane Bryant store and a pair of slacks to send back.
I am thinking this week I will apply nail polish to toenails and may buy some naturally feminine hormone supplements pills for hot flashes.
I really need to get back into my feminine mode and probably need to buy more hair remover lotion, douche and tampons.
I also need to find employment in the near future, still would like to work in a woman's store even if I could be at the very least underdressed as a woman but would be willing to work there as a woman or dressed as a woman.

Friday, May 16, 2014


I had decide that when I went after my order at the local Lane Bryant store I would be underdressed as a woman.
Right now I am completely dressed as a woman and it feels so wonderful and right, if my hair and fingernails were longer I wouldn't hesitate to go out the way I am right now.
I do need to work on a tan or find somewhere to have a tan sprayed on.
Went out last evening to get my ordered from the local Lane Bryant store, underdressed as a woman and even wore  women's pull over top with women's jeans and I had on makeup and perfume.  I do believe I could have worn woman's shoes,  jewelry and have been carrying a purse and nothing would have been said.
In the near future I will be trying that, once I have a manicure and my ear pierced.
I need to start dressing more as a woman and to start going out as a woman, I have way to many woman's clothes to just wear around in my home.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014


Just received an email stating that my order from Lane Bryant is in a the local store.  I will be going out in the morning underdressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on to pick it up.  I also want to stop at the PayLess shoe store and look at woman's shoes flats and something to wear outside when I have on my woman's swimsuit.
I have an order from Macy's coming tomorrow also, I had placed an order for some panties. 
I have also placed an order for some dresses from Jessica London, should be here next week I guess.  Looks like I will be dressing more as a woman in the coming weeks and months.
By late fall I do want to go out and do some grocery shopping and window shopping as a woman.  I also want to start going out to a support group and to a club or two dressed as a woman.

Sunday, May 11, 2014


I haven't been dressing as a woman as much as I wish I have been.  I do keep my body hair free and I do have a problem playing with my nipples and breasts.
Last night I go to looking at some women's attire on the Lane Bryant's web-site, found two dresses, a blouse and some woman's slacks that my feminine self liked.  She went ahead and ordered them to be sent to the local store.  My feminine self has told my male self that it will be her that will pick them up, actually it will be the combination of both of them that will be picking it up, he may be under-dressed as a woman but she will also have some makeup and perfume on.
More then likely when s/he picks the order up, s/he can go to the payless store and get a couple pairs of woman's shoes.
I just got through ordering some new panties from Macy's.
Now I am in the mood to get feminine but need some lubricant to use feminine douche, tampons and to use my dildo of which I don't have at the moment.
I had thought the neighbor was leaving as I would like to walk around in my woman's swimsuit for my hot neighbor to see me in but that didn't happen either.  I may go out and get some lubricant so that I can douche and use my vibrating dildo on myself.

Monday, May 5, 2014


I couldn't stand it anymore I had to become a woman today, I do need a few things from the store of which when I leave I will more likely be underdressed as a woman.  For now I have used hair remover lotion, showered applied scented body lotion, used a feminine douche and have inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I then headed to the bedroom to use my vibrating dildo and it felt wonderful.  I then inserted a regular flow tampon, sprayed myself with perfume then don panties with a sanitary napkin, coffee color pantyhose, slip on my heels, my all-in-one black body brief, woman's robe and started to apply makeup.  I then went and slip in my silicone breasts into my bra.
I really do need to go Wally world but need to do it in male mode, the makeup I have on should be fine as long as I keep my sunglasses on.  Now this evening I may apply more to the eyes plus apply lip gloss and blush.  I will also put on earrings and rings on my fingers this evening.
I am hoping that I can go out for a drive to a post office to snail mail some bills.

Thursday, May 1, 2014


I haven't been in the mood to cross-dress but that has changed earlier this week.  I got to looking at some woman's tops and the urge came back luckily I had some hair remover feminine  douche on hand.  I am now hairless and have nail polish on my toenails.  I have about an hour worth of chores left to do outside.  I will then come back in take a shower using some scented body wash, apply scented body lotion then douche and insert a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I will use my vibrating dildo after about 30-minutes I will take it out and insert a regular flow tampon into my love hole.  Then spray perfume on my body and get dressed as a woman including makeup, jewelry and a wig.  I still have some house work to do and I will do it as a woman.
If I didn't have to pick up a trailer this evening I think I would have went out for a drive as a woman.  There is always next week to think about.