Monday, June 10, 2019

06-10-2019

You could cut the tension in this house with a knife the last two days.  She leaves the house without saying a word, I asked her something this morning and got a short answer, in my mind I keep going over thinking about a divorce.  I would rather be single again and do what I enjoy doing in my spare time.
I have dressed completely as a woman before and enjoy doing housework as a woman, from dusting to vacuuming the floor, doing my laundry, washing floors and doing dishes.
Should a divorce happen I wouldn't start going out as a woman for a couple of months.  I would lose the body hair right away and under-dress as a woman under drab attire.  I would also lay out in the sun in a woman's swimsuit.  I would let my hair grow out, get my ears pierced, manicure and eyebrows shaped.
I would slowly build up a starter wardrobe of woman's attire so that when I decided to start going out as a woman I would have something to wear to local stores to increase my wardrobe. In years past I would order everything on line and have a full wardrobe in a matter of days.  Now I think I would rather have a starter wardrobe and shop in stores where I could try items on and see how I look before buying them.
I wouldn't mind going on a date with either a male or a woman as long as I could be dressed as a woman.  I wouldn't mind having a affair with a woman as a woman.

Saturday, June 8, 2019

06-08-2019

It has been over two years since I have removed all of my body hair and gotten completely dressed as a woman.  I do believe it is the longest dry spell that I have done for a long time.

Monday, June 3, 2019

06/02/2019

I can't stop thinking if this marriage should end soon, I will go back to cross-dressing in a heart beat.  First thing I would pick up in the store would be some Nair Hair remover, second thing would be feminine douche to use as a enema and some tampons to help hold it in.  I would also buy my cosmetics to get started.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman.  I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.