Saturday, November 28, 2015


I have been having an overwhelming urge to get into a feminine mode and go out out shopping as a woman.  I have wanted to the last few days to remove what body hair that grown back, use a feminine douche as an enema, use my vibrating toys on myself, then insert a tampon, spray perfume on and get dressed as a woman, complete with makeup and have my silicone breast glued on.
To start going out as a woman and to just live as a woman, from day to day for the few days or weeks.

Sunday, November 22, 2015


I sometimes wish I still lived in the subdivision at least there I didn't have any chores to do outside and I could stay dressed as a woman all day long.  The only bad thing about it was every house was right next to each other it would be hard to leave and to come back as a woman when everybody would know only a male lived there.
I am thinking of leaving here tomorrow morning as a woman, it would be nice if I could find a  shopping bag from a woman's store to carry back in, once I get back home.  I guess if I really wanted to I could go shopping at a woman's store and have one.
I used to leave here dressed as a woman find a place to remove some items do my shopping then find a place to replace the items and come back as a woman.  I just need to skip the one place where I remove some items and keep them in my bra, keep the earrings and wig on and go about my business.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015


I needed some things from the grocery store went there yesterday wearing panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose, black all-in-one body brief, woman's jeans a drab tee shirt, men's gym shoes and a light jacket.  I also dusted my face with face powder, eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.
I got the needed groceries plus two boxes of feminine douche, foundation and eye shadow.  I still would like to get eyeliner and another shade of eye shadow.  I could also get another bottle or two of hair remover or just buy a good woman's razor and some bubble bath beads.
It's hell living a double life at times if I ever could come into a ton of money, I would like to think I would give up my life style of being a male and become a woman full time.  I would also move to where it is socially accepted and warmer.

Saturday, November 7, 2015


I didn't make it out as a woman, for some unknown reason  I can't seem to make my way down the makeup aisle anymore when I go grocery shopping.
It has been several weeks since I have use feminine douche and have played with my anal toys.  I do need some more feminine douche, makeup foundation, eyeliner, eye shadow and woman's soap.  I could use another package of sanitary napkins and another bottle of hair remover lotion.
I may try again on Sunday to see if I can make my way down that aisle if I do then I can stay dressed as a woman for the next several days and be able to play with my toys.