Monday, February 19, 2018


Went to Wal-Mart to buy men's underwear, couldn't believe the price they wanted for them.  Four pairs of bikini underwear for $19.99 guess it was good price but don't have a problem spending more then that for women's panties.  At least I enjoy wearing them.
Once I get my taxes done next week hopefully I can some, women's panties that is along with a bra.
My nipples have been staying erect ever since I shaved the chest hair off, I believe they are wanting a bra to encase and hold them.

Tuesday, February 13, 2018


I well be stripping down here shortly and will be trimming my body and pubic hair down to where I will be able to use shaving cream and a razor on both areas in the next day or so.
I may stop by a store in the next day or so and purchase some bikini or hipster panties, feminine douche and other feminine hygiene products.
I need to get back to wearing panties and using feminine hygiene products.
I always felt more at ease when I hairless, had a well lubricated tampon inside of me, panties on with a sanitary napkin in them.  It always felt right and natural to be that way.
When I wear panties I have to sit to take care business and it always felt right also. To change my sanitary napkin and tampon.
I always kept my face clean shaven everyday unlike now it isn't.  Always felt more at ease with myself and didn't worry what others thought.  Unlike now I worry what others think.
It already feels so much better using a electric razor for trimming sideburns; to removing the bulk of body hair and pubic hair.  Knowing in the next day or two I will be shaving it all off and will have to shave my body every other day or so to keep it off.
Should I ever get the chance to use hair remover lotion I will use that time wisely.

Monday, February 12, 2018


Once taxes are done next week I will know when I can get a post office box and to start ordering some bra's and panties.
I am looking forward to wearing a bra and a panty again. 
My new wife and I have already sleep in separate beds so losing my body hair shouldn't be a problem.  The same can be said for wearing panties, bra might be a bit different at times but for the most part should be able to wear it also.  I will have to make sure I get the same sanitary napkins the step-daughter uses.  I will also make sure I get the same perfume they both use.
Another thing I need to do, I need to go shopping for a couple of dildos, one to use on myself and another one to use on my wife as I can't get hard anymore.  I do get hard just not a normal male does, I have to be dressed as a woman.  I would like to use it on her while I would be licking her juices and maybe I could get her to use a strap on dildo on me.
Later this week will invest in a women's razor to shave my body hair off, I would rather use hair remover lotion but it stinks for a couple of days and I can't have that.
I will also be doing my thing here in an hour or so and will lick it out of my hand, love tasting my own cum.

Wednesday, February 7, 2018


What I could really use about now would be permission by the wife and step-daughter  to get as feminine as I could become by myself.
First off I would apply nail polish to my toenails,second  have a couple of bottle of hair remover lotion, once they would spread all over my body and have waited about ten minutes or less.  Rinsed it all off, apply scented body all over my body.  Next I would take an feminine douche as an enema  and insert a super plus tampon to help hold it in., While I would waiting on the douche to do it magic I would go ahead and spray perfume on, don a bra and glued on my silicone breast and start on my foundation.  Once I was flushed out I would use a vibrating dildo on myself and after multiple orgasms I would go ahead and stick another well lubricated tampon back inside if me, don panties with a sanitary napkin in them.  Don pantyhose and heels along with a control brief and finish applying my makeup.
Then it would be whatever my wife and step-daughter wanted me to wear.  Allowed them to style my hair, be taken out to have a manicure done then off to have my ears pierced and then some more shopping for women's attire.
To be able to dress and live as a woman when it was the three of us.

Monday, February 5, 2018


Here in a little while I will be able to masturbate once again, I haven't been able to do it for a couple of weeks.  I have been looking forward to cumming in my hand and eating it.  To savor the taste of my own cum.
I need to get a good supply of razors to that I can shave off some unwanted body hair.  I will need to shave it all off and every time when I take a shower to keep shaving it off.  I also need to get some hair dye as I have been letting it grow out, I will see how long I can go before the spouse says something about getting it cut.  I really don't think she will say anything about it getting long.
My spouse started a new job today, she will be working about five day a week and be gone about 8 to 10 hours a day.  Once I find some extra money that Post Office box will become a reality along with some bra's and panties to start with.  Then onto feminine hygiene products and vibrating dildo.
I will have to take baby steps but I will get back to where I was in time.

Thursday, January 25, 2018


In the next few months if I can find the money, I am going to get a post office box and place an order for some bras and panties.
I also want to remove some body hair before summer gets here mainly chest, pubic area and under arms.
May start using feminine douche again as an enema and using a slender vibrating dildo on myself again.  I will have to get the same perfume the wife and step-daughter uses.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018


Got to thinking about what I was willing to do three years ago, I was communicating with another cross-dresser on a an adult site.  I was willing to give my life as a heterosexual male to become this cross-dresser's lover and be a full time cross-dresser myself.
Either this certain person was playing me or had seconds thoughts about it because a week or so later I got the brush off.  I was more than willing to pack my things and move in with this person to become his/her toy.  To give up my life and other hobbies to live and be somebody's love toy.
I would probably still be dressing if it wasn't for me passing out falling and dislocating my shoulder back in 2016.  I went through two surgeries to repair torn liniments and still don't have full use of my left arm and shoulder.
About all I can think about the good times I had cross-dressing and masturbate to that.