Saturday, February 22, 2020

02-22-2020

I believe I am going to buy myself a sewing machine and start sewing my own blouses, skirts, slacks and dresses. 
There just isn't anything worth looking at for plus size  cross-dressers.
At the very lest I know can get the patters I like and go shopping for the fabric.  I was taught to sew back in my teens on a sewing machine and have stiched button back on since then.
Just need to get butt in gear and get this house cleaned out.  Then go out and buy a sewing machine and a du form to fit my body and start sewing.

Thursday, February 20, 2020

0-20-2020

I went back and read some of my older posts where I was going out as a woman.  Where has the time gone?  I was more confidant back then in going out dressed as a woman.  Now I have to get that confidant back and start living my life the way I feel it is.  I enjoy dressing as a woman, wearing makeup, perfume and woman's jewelry.  I never gave it a second thought about who seen me back then.  A couple of years of not doing it has it's set back but I'm sure I can get it back in time and enjoy the woman that is inside of me.  She needs to come out and shine and be proud of who she is.

Tuesday, February 18, 2020

02-18-2020

I have been wearing panties more and more along with my bra, first thing in the morning I put my bra back on.  It has gotten to the point I feel I need to wear a bra and panties all day long.  For it being this time of year I also wear pantyhose and it feels wonderful, I wear all of these under my drab attire but here slowly I am building up my feminine attire and will start wearing it out to do my errands  I will need to get some woman's flat shoes to wear.  By end of year I am hoping I will going out to do my errands as a woman.  I also want to go out as a woman to a club or two and wouldn't mind going on a date as a woman.

Saturday, February 15, 2020

02-15-2020

I just done something that I haven't for five years and that I glue on a set of silicone breast.  I have have had them and would let them ride in my bra but today after spending about an hour getting back into a feminine mood.  I decided to glue them on, I have a couple of errands to run this evening with a coat on I think I will be fine considering I am doing the errands in male mode I will be under-dressed as a woman with perfume on.
I have a few more items to get before I can start going out as a woman.  That will happen and the errands I am doing  this evening could be done as a woman.
I did order another dress and some tops from J.C.  Penny today.  I have a wig coming next week along with some more lingerie.

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

02-11-2020

She finally got the divorce papers signed and notarize, I sent them off to the attoney, now just waiting for it to be over and done with.
Hopefully in the next couple of months I can start going out the way I feel I am and that is a sissy who enjoys dressing as a woman.
Starting today I will be wearing panties and a bra 24/7/365 days a year.
Right now I do have my panties and bra on with some lip gloss, eyeliner and perfume.
I still want a breast pump the kind nursing mothers use but will have to wait as I owe on my taxes.
I will go out in the couple of month and shop for woman's clothes and ask to try them on before buying them.  I won't care who sees me buying them or what the sales women has to say.
I will get a manicure and in the summer go for a pedicure.  As my hair gets longer I will get me ears pierced and my hair colored and styled.
I will get a couple of woman's swimsuits to lay out in the sun to get that feminine tan.
Next year this time I will ne living as a woman with something extra between her legs.

Wednesday, February 5, 2020

02-04-2020

I'm having a hard time getting back into dressing as a woman, I may just have to force myself into doing it.  Any other time it would just come naturally for me to do it.  I have everything I need to do it including silicone breast that I brought with adhesive strips to secure them to my breast.  I also have two strapless bras that I brought to wear with a couple of dresses I have.
Today being 02-05-2020 I forced myself into dressing as a woman and it feels so wonderful and right.  I can say I don't like the strapless bras but they do look better under a sheer dress.  Once I get a wig I will taking some photos.  I will need to get my nails done also.
It may be a while before I can buy any new things for my feminine self, since the divorce isn't final I have to pay in my taxes, something I wasn't counting on.
If I had some tops to go with my woman's jean and a woman's coat I believe I would go out dressed as a woman.  I would love to go shopping or at least window shopping as a woman.  Just to get out and enjoy myself as the person I know I am.
Here lately every time I have been dressed as a woman I always find myself sipping wine, not that I am complaining.  I believe it helps in relaxing me, plus if and when I start going out to clubs or just out, a glass or two won't affect me so much.
I had wanted to take some pictures, but decided to wait until I got a wig and a manicure done.  Before the year is up I will have some pictures of my feminine self and will post them.