Sunday, September 27, 2015


I believe the urge to be feminine is coming back, my order has arrived and I need to try the dress and the top on to see how I look in both items.
I am out of scented body wash but will use the bottle of hair remover I have left and some scented body lotion.  I will also us a feminine douche as I will want to use my vibrating dildo's before getting dressed as a woman.
I need to go out grocery shopping this week and when I do that I want to be under-dressed as a woman with some light makeup on.
I am hoping the man across the road will be going back to work in the next few weeks, he was in a bad accident back in April and he has put a dent in my wanting to dress as a woman and going out for drives dressed as a woman and just going out and being seen as a woman.
Hopefully by the end of October I will be going out dressed as a woman to shop for a dildo and to do my grocery shopping as a woman.  I wouldn't mind going shopping for scented body wash, scented body lotion and perfume as a woman, of course I would also be shopping for woman's wear, woman's shoes and woman's jewelry as a woman.
Hopefully by middle of the month I will be going to a support group for women like myself.  Then look out world, here I come.

Tuesday, September 22, 2015


Knew it was to good to last, have come to a stand still as far being feminine.  I'm sure that will change as least for a short time when I receive a dress and a top that I had ordered of of the internet from the Catherine's web-site.
I have to much going on this week as my male self but will take the time to try on my purchases when they arrive.
I did wash some dresses this past weekend and have them hanging in my closet for when I do decide to get back into my feminine mood.
I do need to take my woman's winter coat to a dry cleaner and have it cleaned.  May do that this week.
I have been telling myself that I need to start going out as a woman and would really like to go out as one window shopping or just shopping in general.  I would mind going out as a woman to do my grocery shopping of course I might stay a while in the makeup  and/or feminine hygiene aisle.  I do need to buy another bottle or two of hair remover lotion and another box or two of feminine douche as I use the douche as a enema.
I also want a bigger vibrating dildo, could go shopping for that dressed as a woman also.
I would need to have a manicure done for when I should start going out dressed as a woman.

Thursday, September 17, 2015


It has turned into a daily thing now taking a shower using a feminine douche and using my vibrators.  Today while I was using my vibrator I got back to thinking when I was in my teens I used to sit or rub my love hole and a posted bed  frame that my sister's slept in.  Apparently I knew way back that I was a sissy and wanted something in my love hole.
Only after getting a divorce did I actually to start to put something in back there from vegetable's to a saw off broom handle.  This went on for a while, until I started telling myself that I was a male and they didn't do those things.  I tried dating and the first woman I dated had a vibrating dildo that she used on herself, needless to say I was hooked.
Went from that one to another and it didn't last women that is, after the second strike out went to Wal-Mart and brought hair remover, panties, sanitary needs.  Went back to the apartment found a number and catalog for New-Port News woman's catalog and started shopping..  I would go in and out of wanting to be a sissy or even dressing as a woman.  I finally found a woman but she wasn't into the kink that I like and it lasted a good seven years and once again I found myself back into woman's attire and sanitary hygiene.
I am still friends with the last woman but it is a don't ask don't tell relationship without any strings.  I still dress as a woman and keep my body hair-free.

Wednesday, September 16, 2015


Didn't do anything the other day except get into a feminine mood.  This afternoon I got back into another feminine mood, took a shower using scented body wash, ran a razor up my legs, stomach, chest and underarms.  Used a feminine douche a enema and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold I in.  Once I was flushed out I then moved to my bedroom where I inserted a vibrating dildo into my love hole and stuck a smaller under my sac.  I didn't want to do it but did always I masturbated but left the dildo in my love hole for a while after cumming
I was going to remove the nail polish on my toenails but had to change clothes and go and help a neighbor put in a window AC unit.  Once back home and my evening chore done I came in the house and inserted a regular flow tampon into my love hole.  Sprayed on more perfume got a pair of pantyhose and put them on along with a black all-in-one body brief, black slip on heels and a pull over dress.  It all feels so wonderful and right that I am dressed as a woman.

Sunday, September 13, 2015


It felt wonderful yesterday afternoon being dressed as a woman without makeup or jewelry on.  Later today I will be getting dressed again as a woman, this time I will glue my silicone breast on and applied makeup, don my woman's jewelry and wig.  I don't know will happen or if I will go out but I am having an urge to be completely dressed as a woman.
I do have a couple of things that I could snail mail if I wanted to go out as a woman.

Saturday, September 12, 2015


This afternoon toward early evening I am suppose to go to a wedding, but with a cold front that has come in it would be a great time to become a woman and to go out as one.
I need to do some chores outside and when I come back in it would be so nice to lose all body hair, take an enema using feminine douche and insert a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I could use a vibrating dildo on myself, after an half an hour or so reinsert a regular flow tampon.  Apply scented body lotion all over my body, spray perfume on, don panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose, all-in-one body brief, silicone breast inserts, apply makeup, dress, heels, earrings, rings, woman's watch.  Load my woman's billfold and add some things to my purse and walk out the door for the unknown.
That would be a lot nicer then going to a wedding, unless I was out to everyone.
I didn't make it to the wedding, decided to stay home and become the sissy that I know I am.  Just lost all of my body hair, applied nail polish to my toenails,  have taken an enema using feminine douche and have super plus tampon inside of me.  Once flushed out I will use my vibrating dildo on myself and will either insert a butt plug that I have or will insert a regular flow tampon then get dressed as a woman.

Thursday, September 10, 2015


Had to go out today and while I was out doing a couple of errands I stop by the grocery store and brought 2-bottles of hair remover lotion, 2-boxes of feminine douche, 1-box of super plus tampons and 1-box of regular flow tampon.
I brought a few other things but really wanted my feminine needs.
Hopefully I will be using my feminine items tomorrow, Saturday morning at the latest.

Wednesday, September 9, 2015


I have a wedding to go to as my male self on Saturday, the temperature is suppose to in the mid seventies instead of around ninety like it has been.
Before I head out to the wedding I could make sure that I had on perfume, tampon inserted into my love hole, panties with a sanitary napkin in them, pantyhose and one of my all-in-one body briefs on.  Then get dressed in my suit and tie, take along a dress, jewelry, purse, silicone breast, heels, wig and makeup.
I could rent a room in a motel and apply my makeup, insert my silicone breasts in my all-in-one, put on my jewelry, wig, don a dress with my heels and purse.  Pack my bag with male clothes and come back home as a woman.
With temperature being down that low I do want to dress as a woman and go out for a drive or to a club.

Monday, September 7, 2015


I haven't made it to the store as of yet but have nail polish on my toenails.  I took a shower using scented body wash and sprayed perfume on.  I also used women's deodorant, sprayed perfume on a sanitary napkin and inserted it in my panties.  I also don a bra with my silicone inserts, put on a pair of woman's jeans and a men's tee shirt.
I may make it to the store for my feminine needs this evening or will wait until tomorrow to go.

Sunday, September 6, 2015


Have been home from a four day trip for two hours now and I am looking forward to becoming feminine in the next day or two.
I need to go out for some feminine supplies, hair remover lotion, feminine douche, super plus and regular flow tampons,  herbal hormones and spray on glue.  I might as well get some new mascara, eye liner and lip gloss and/or lipstick.
I am wanting to apply nail polish to my toenails and after using feminine douche stick a vibrating dildo inside of me and glue my silicone breast on, once the breast are set remove the dildo and insert a butt plug, spray myself with perfume and get dressed as a woman including makeup, wig and jewelry.
I need to start going out as a woman and to start socializing as a woman.
By this fall to early winter I want start doing my grocery shopping as a woman and to go window shopping as a woman.
It would be so nice if I could find employment somewhere, where I could be dressed as a woman.  To wear a dress with nylons and heels or a skirt, top and/or sweater with nylon and heels.  To leave here everyday dressed completely as a woman and to come back home as a woman.