03-27-2021

 A couple of months ago I wouldn't have thought twice about going out  wearing a bra and some makeup on. Yesterday that is what I wanted to do, I was completely under-dressed as a woman including bra, had on a woman's top and blue jeans. I had applied my foundation, face powder, eyes shadow and lip gloss. As we are still required to wear a mask figure I could get by wearing lip gloss. I also had on a pair of woman's flat shoes but I was taking an extra pair of drab shoes to wear in a store.

Before I even made it out of the hallway I went and removed my makeup, remove the top and bra, changed into drab jeans and a tee shirt.

I really need to get back into dressing as a woman and going out with woman's clothes on. I really do enjoy wearing woman's lingerie, pantyhose and makeup. Just need to start doing it again and taking small steps.

03-021-2021

 Finally got around to using my hair remover lotion yesterday and it feels wonderful not having any body hair. I will be using it at least once a week to keep it all off.

I need to start looking at some woman's swimsuits as I need and want to work on a feminine tan this year, I am thinking of a two piece this year.. I also need some more woman's tank tops, shorts and woman's sandals.

I will continue to douche and insert tampons just not like I used to, I will limit them to about five days a month. Instead of three weeks out of the month like I was doing. I still wear a sanitary napkin everyday in my panties and change it at least three times a day. I do enjoy wearing woman's deodorant, scented body lotion and perfume whenever I am going out regardless of how I am dressed.

I need to start wearing woman's shorts and tops along with the sandals when out shopping. I will have to carry a purse as I know there won't be any pockets to carry anything in. I will have to wear some makeup as well. Seems like I have my summer planned out. 

I found a swimsuit at J.C.Penny's website that I liked it is a two piece that I ordered this morning the top is larger then the bottom which should fit as I ordered my size in the top and the bottom in my size. I will try both on when it comes.

I will plant some bushes along my fence line to screen from the road, don't really care if hot looking neighbor sees me or not.

03-18-2021

 Still haven't used the hair remover lotion, looking more like Sunday might be the best day to do it. I am back to wearing panties and a pad everyday. Today after taking a shower I sprayed some perfume on the donned panties with a pad, bra a woman's top and sweat pants for now. The bra feels so good on my chest that it is keeping my nipples hard. I may have to put on a pair of nipple clamps that I have.

My feminine self has written another letter to my second ex-wife telling her that she wants to be her BFF and that she is going to Easter services as the woman she is. From Easter forward wherever she goes she will do it as a woman and come summer she will be lying out in the sun wearing a woman's swimsuit. She would also like to meet her for brunch/dinner and go out shopping as two women. It hasn't been mailed yet but she wants to do it soon.

I don't think it will go over well and will probably never hear anything about it, unless she sees her out somewhere.

03-16-2021

 It felt good wearing panties and a pad all day yesterday, wore my bra up until I went to bed last night it felt wonderful also.

Sometime this week I will use the hair remover lotion all over my body. I brought some new nail polish yesterday and I might try it out after losing the body hair.

I need to get a couple of purses for every day use, the two I got are for a more dressy style occasion. Woman's slacks and jeans aren't made to carry anything in the pockets. So if I wear them out I will need a purse to carry my stuff in. I thought yesterday how nice a purse would be as I didn't have enough pockets to stick my glasses, cell phone and shopping list in.

Probably need to shop for summer wear such as tank tops, shorts, sandals, light weight dress and a woman's swimsuit. I want to lie out in the sun or work when the sun is out to get a woman's tan.

03-15-2021

 Took a shower this morning using scented body soap, once out shaved my face then used woman's deodorant, sprayed perfume on, donned panties and a sanitary napkin. Went into the bedroom and put on a matching bra and a pair of tights and a woman's top. Then put on my drab attire.

I almost forgot the feeling of wearing panties and a bra, not anymore this will be my choice here on out. I may have to get my silicone breast out of storage or just get in gear and get those rooms done.. Either way I will be wearing more woman's clothes when I go grocery shopping and will start wearing makeup again.

Hopefully one of these days I will go out shopping dressed completely as a woman.

03-13-2021

 I got to thinking about some of the previous dreams I had when back in 2017 and 2018 as to why a strange man would be in my house when there was a house hold of females living with me at the time. Maybe in my mind I am or was a woman or still am a woman. 

Why I would be dressed as a woman and a man come up behind me and take me sexual as a woman.

Just know I wouldn't mind having some more dreams like that.

03-12-2021

 I'm having withdraw from not dressing as a woman, so this evening I went downstairs to get a few items out of storage.  I got some bras, panties, sanitary napkins,pantyhose, got my shoes out a pair of low heels and flat shoes.

When I go grocery shopping I am planning on being under-dressed as a woman and will get hair remover lotion and more sanitary napkins.

I also ordered more bras and panties from Her Room this evening, if he doesn't work on that room she will.

03-11-2021

 He still hasn't got the other room finished or the Mistress bedroom painted. She is wanting both done here in the near future.

Especially since he agreed to a new mattress for her, she will be getting a new bed as well, the old one she is using now will go into the spare bedroom.Where his clothes will be kept. Should say his few clothes. as she has a lot more than he does.

She will like to get a dresser with mirror to match her new bed. Where she could do her makeup. She will get new bedding in a more feminine appeal. She want the whole house to scream a woman lives here, so everything will be in pastel colors.