Wednesday, July 29, 2015


On Monday I use one of my vibrating dildo's myself and it felt wonderful, it suppose to cool off somewhat on Thursday and Friday of this week.  If or when it does I will put the dog back out and proceed to get into a feminine mood once again.  After douching I will insert a vibrating dildo inside of me and use another one around my groin area.  I want to be able to cum with touching that nasty things between my legs. 
In the near future I want to buy a dual breast pump the kind nursing mothers use.
I am looking forward to cooler weather where as I can go out wearing full makeup and be completely dressed as a woman.  I keep telling myself every year for the past few years that I want to go grocery shopping dressed as a woman on Halloween.  I would also like to find employment in a woman's specialty store where I could work dressed as a woman.  I would even consider working at PayLess shoe store if I could work there as a woman.

Sunday, July 26, 2015


I have a chore to do outside, it should take about three to four hours to get it done.  When I am done I will be getting on my way to being feminine once again.  After getting out of the shower and using  feminine douche I will try out one of my vibrating dildo's.  After it has been inside of me for 20 to 30 minutes, I will then insert a regular flow tampon and spray perfume on, then get dressed as a woman.  I may will put some makeup on along with woman's jewelry.

Saturday, July 25, 2015


The woman's tops came and I didn't like the fabric or colors so I sent them back.  Had planned on staying in a feminine mood all week but that changed on Wednesday when an old friend stopped by.  She needed to vent about her relationship with her ex-husband with who she lives with.  I really didn't want to hear it but sat there and let her vent.  From then on I wasn't in the mood to be feminine anymore.
Tomorrow being Sunday July 26 I will try again to be feminine all week, I also want to try one or more of my vibrators out.  I will need to go out on Monday for some meat to cook for supper leaning toward chicken, I want to start eating to control my weight and start back taking herbs and vitamins for women. 

Sunday, July 19, 2015


This afternoon being Sunday July 19, I will use my hair remover lotion, take an enema using feminine douche and insert a super plus tampon into my love hole to help hold the douche in.  I will then apply scented body lotion, spray some perfume on and proceed to get dressed as a woman.  My new women's tops should be here by first of the week and my dildo's should also be here by end of the week.
The next time I need to go out somewhere not only will I be under-dressed as a woman but will be wearing feminine jeans and a top.   Guess I could say I would be all dressed as a woman, might as well get used to carrying my women's billfold and purse whenever I go out.   Now I will have to shop for some woman's flat shoes, can't keep wearing heels wherever I go.
I hope to stay in a feminine mood all week, I do know what will keep in that mood I need to buy a chastity cage put it on and throw away the kegs to the lock.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015


Have gotten the urge to be feminine again, since I need to go out to the grocery store this evening I will be getting another bottle of hair remover and another package of feminine douche.
I want to keep my supply up, as I have a feeling I will be doing this at least twice a week if not more, I know I will be using the douche more often then the hair remover lotion. 
I still need to find some glue for my silicone breast.
I didn't make it to the grocery store yesterday but after I get done with another chore outside I will taking a shower using scented body wash, applying scented body lotion take an enema using feminine douche and inserting a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once I am flushed out so to speak I will reinsert a regular flow tampon, spray myself with perfume and get under-dressed as a woman.
I did order some women's tops yesterday to wear with my woman's jeans and slacks.  I might as well go ahead and order a couple of vibrating dildos to use on my feminine self.
Two vibrators are on their way, when they come I will put them to good use.  I even brought one that has a remote control so that when I go grocery shopping I can turn it on to remind me to buy my feminine needs.  I might have to hold onto the grocery cart.

Friday, July 10, 2015


Just gotten out the shower where I had used some hair remover lotion all over my body, applied scented body lotion, used a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  After thirty minutes or so I flushed it out, then inserted a regular flow tampon back into my love, sprayed perfume on, donned panties with a sanitary napkin , coffee color pantyhose, slip on heels and a all-in-one body briefer.
It feels so wonderful and right to be under-dressed like this.
I need to stop somewhere tomorrow when I am out and get some spray on glue, so I can glue on my silicone breast.
Somehow someway I need to start going out as a woman.
I want to experience being a woman with somebody, to have my nails done, ear pierced, go to a salon,  go shopping as a woman to performing as a woman in the bedroom.  To feel cum running down my legs and throat.
The dildo is nice but I want the real thing.

Wednesday, July 8, 2015


Couldn't find any knee highs, put on a pair of pantyhose, then I put on a all-in-one body brief with a pair of slip on heels and some face powder but didn't make it out of the house.
Right now I have nail polish on my toenails and still playing with my nipples and breast.  When I do go out I will have on panties with a sanitary napkin in them, pantyhose on, women's jeans with a drab top and women's gym shoes.
I will buy a couple of bottles of hair remover lotion and a couple packages of feminine douche.  I also want to go shopping for a vibrating dildo.
Here in the next month or so I need to find employment, would really like to find somewhere where I could dress in women's attire and work dressed as a woman.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015


Back from July fourth weekend and have been having an urge to get feminine, have been having a hard time playing with my nipples and breast today.  I might need to don a bra to give them some support and to let the lace to wonders to them.
I need to go out to the grocery store for some eggs and salad and for some feminine items.  Hope to do that this afternoon.
Before going I will apply some nail polish to my toenails, use scented body wash in the shower, then apply scented body lotion, panties and woman's jeans with knees highs and  woman's gym shoes.  I may have to go with a drab top.