10-20-2020

My feminine self has written a letter to my ex-wife telling about my desire to be feminine and wanting to go out on Halloween as a woman.

From the night forward living and going out as a woman in everything that I do. From going to a nail salon to getting my ears pierced and seeing about getting hormones.

How she would like to be her girlfriend to go shopping with and maybe have her come by and give me a good pegging with a strap-on dildo.

He wasn't going to mail it but since she has taken over his life, she wants it mailed. He has to go and pick up some medicine today, so what did she do, she applied nail polish to his fingernails, is making out a shopping list for feminine hygiene products for him to get. Plus he is going there under-dressed as a woman with some makeup on. He done most of it before but the nail polish is new thing for him.

Here in the future he will going there dressed as a woman, so he might as well get used to it.

She will be going out as the woman she is, shopping, to a club even to church service. 

What she really needs to do is go shopping for some butt plugs and dildos. She loves having a vibrating dildo in her backside, the longest she had it in there was thirty minutes and she lost count on her organisms.

10-09-2020

 

It has taken me 28 plus years to admit to myself what my first wife said one night while we were having sex, she said and I quote:You want to be a woman I denied it at the time but in truth that is what I wanted. Even now that is all I can think of having my own breast to fill out my bras, softer skin and a vagina to use.

Telling family and friends that I want to be a woman is different, don't know if I could do that especially with family I think I would be disowned, same with friends. Now if I ever hit the lottery I would just move away and start over somewhere else.

10-05-2020

 Now that I have been back to dressing as a woman that is all I want to do. 

I went to the grocery store this morning under dressed as a woman, once back home got my toys out and played with them it felt so wonderful. Vibrator in and breast suction cups going at same time. Now lounging around in my bra and pantyhose playing with my nipples.

Tomorrow morning will use some hair remover lotion, and use a feminine douche as an enema, plug it with a tampon, apply my makeup, remove the tampon and sit on toilet to flush myself out. then go and us my toys again they feel so good.

Then I will finish dressing as a woman and stay like that all day.

I need to start going out as a woman, to do my grocery shopping, go to a nail salon and just out clothes shopping as a woman.

I want to get a tramp stamp on my lower back and to get my ears pierced.

Next year I am thinking of going to see someone to see if I can get on hormones to increase my breast and make my skin softer.

Something has to be done all I can think about is being a woman.