Saturday, March 28, 2015


Still waiting on the dress to arrive.  I have been having a debating with myself on what to do with the dress when it arrives, my male self wants to send it back  as soon as it arrives but my female side wants to try it on and see how she looks in it before deciding what to do.  I believe my female self will win out.
A few more chores to get done around here on the outside, then in about a week I will be ready to get back into a feminine mood.
I hope to stay in that feminine mood a lot longer then I have in the past.   To be able to wear my silicone breast and more feminine tops outside.  To work on a tan wearing a woman's one piece swimsuit.  Just to  having a hairless body again, using feminine hygiene products and be back in panties and a bra will feel wonderful.  Once I use some feminine douche to clean myself out and before inserting a regular flow tampon into my love hole, I will be using a vibrating dildo on myself, then I will be gluing on my silicone breast.  I do want to wear a bra and a top outside while doing some chores in my yard, of course I will also be wearing woman jeans and will have to find some woman's gym shoes or loafers to wear.
I would also like to find a used bike to start riding and to purchase woman's workout wear when I am riding the bike.

Monday, March 23, 2015


I just went ahead and ordered a woman's dress from Macy's. got to thinking I have always gotten my feminine self a new dress for Easter.  Even though I have let to wear one out somewhere for Easter Services somewhere.  Just wearing it around the house has been enough but who knows I may wear it out somewhere.
I need to take inventory on my feminine supplies to see what I need to restock on.  As the weather has turned warmer, I can get caught up on my chores then turn my attention  toward my feminine urges/desires.
What I wouldn't give to find someone to suck and nibble on my nipples.

Tuesday, March 17, 2015


Snow has gone away but there are some chores I need to get up on before I can even think about becoming a woman.
When I do decide to start back again on dressing as a woman, I want to take my time applying nail polish on my toenails.  Take extra time on removing all body hair, using feminine douche, applying scented body lotion all over my body.  I also want to spend some time exploring with my vibrating dildo, once completely satisfy with it, then insert a tampon into my love hole.  Spray perfume all over my body, don panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose, all-in-one body brief and glue my silicone breast on.  Slip on some heels and proceed with my makeup, wig and women's jewelry.  Then select a dress to wear or a top with slacks/skirt.
Load my purse up with ID's and money and head out for drive, shop or to a club.

Saturday, March 7, 2015


When I decide to get dressed as a woman again if this snow fall we had this past week ever goes away.
I will only be dressing at home for a while, until my hair grows out and I can get the look down pat that I will feel will be convincing when I to decide to go out.
I still want to work on losing some weight and to get into a smaller dress size.