08-26-2021

 Came in from mowing my grass and doing another chore outside. Took a shower using scented body soap, once out I used a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a tampon. Sat around for about 30 to 45 minutes before I took it out. I then reinserted another well lubricated tampon back inside of me, put some scented body lotion on, don panties with a sanitary napkin. Found some suntan pantyhose put them on, decided I needed a bra on. put one on then sprayed perfume on. Got a control brief out and put it on along with some low heels.

It feels wonderful and right. I will be doing this again in the morning but will go farther with it. Maybe a dress but will for sure include makeup.

08-22-2021-C

 I had my day being tomorrow planned out, I was going get up early do my outside chores then come in take a shower and get completely dressed as a woman.

I even went to the store this evening for feminine douche and tampons. I was going to go all out. I was planning on using my breast pump and vibrating dildo. I haven't use either one for a while. I was going to stay dress as a woman all day. Including my makeup and earrings.

That change a female friend is coming by in the morning. Last week when she here was she hinted around about me having no hair on my legs. Tomorrow if she brings it up again might just show her why there is no hair on my legs.

Really don't want to until  I get a wig or two.

Monday and Tuesday are out for dressing as a woman.

08-22-2021-B

 She took the liberty of doing what she wanted, she is now hairless and has nail polish on her toenails. Here in a bit she will apply scented body lotion all over her body then don her panties with a sanitary napkin in them, she may put on her bra and one of his oversize tee shirts. She is thinking of pantyhose and her woman's jeans. She may even apply some makeup before heading out to the store this evening.

08-22-2021

 I am tempted to remove what body hair that has grown back and apply nail polish to my toenails. The only problem is I like to use a feminine douche as an enema, then insert a tampon in to hold it in for a while. Once flushed out so to speak I will re-insert a well lubricated tampon then get dress as a woman including makeup and perfume.

I do need some laundry soap, may head to the store and get it along with the feminine douche and tampons. Then first thing in the morning I can get back into my feminine self.

08-21-2021

 I keep thinking about selling out and buying a small house in the city or move to an apartment. If moved into an apartment wouldn't have to worry about any home maintenance that would need to be done.

I am getting tired of living a double life and would like to get my eyebrows tattoo on along with eyeliner and lips tattoo on. I would like to see how it would be to live dress and shop as a woman. To get a manicure and pedicure done, to go to a beauty salon for hair appointments. Then maybe see about hormones and/or breast argumentation.

May have to think some more on this.

08-18-2021

 Ex-wife hasn't said anything else about whether I shave my legs or not.

They will remain bare I can promise that.

I just placed an order for more perfume, scented body soap, scented body lotion as I know I will be using it before long.

If she brings it up again hopefully I will have some wine in my systems and will come clean with her.

Who knows she might embrace it and run with it or tell everyone about it. Only time will tell.

08-14-2021

 My ex-wife came by on Thursday Morning, she wanted to ask me a personal question but didn't know how to word it. I told her just go a head and ask what she wanted to know.

I wasn't ready for what she wanted but she asked and I denied it, she asked if I had a secret about my life that I kept hidden from everybody. I said like what and she said that I like to dress in woman clothes and wear makeup.

How I wanted to really open up to her but was afraid of it getting out and I am not ready for that.

Told her I used to do it but not anymore and I haven't, mainly because I have a bad knee  and I can't bend it enough to get my pantyhose on or even apply nail polish to my toenails.

It is even hard to get dressed as a male let alone as a woman.

I wish I would had open up to her maybe in the fall I will.