Monday, December 30, 2013


I ordered some sweater tops (2) and a pair of woman's jeans from Lane Bryant, started to have them shipped to my home but had them shipped to a store.  I am hoping they come in today or tomorrow should they do I will go to the store to pick them up under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.  One of these days I want to go out dressed as a woman and to go shopping in a store for my attire instead of ordering it on the internet then shipped to my home or store.

Friday, December 27, 2013


I will be getting under-dressed as a woman again today with some light makeup and perfume on.  I have some errands to run and I probably need to shop for a lighter woman's coat and/or jacket.  If I knew for sure I wouldn't be doing anything in male mood on Saturday I would like to have a manicure done and go out this evening as a woman.  I do want to start going out as a woman in 2014 and to work on losing weight in the new year.
Besides shopping for a new coat/jacket I need to shop for some woman's sleepwear.  I want to start the new year lounging around the house in more women's attire then the drab attire I have been in.
I would like to keep just the basic male attire and have my closets and dresser draws filled with woman's attire.
Should I get some money ahead I would like to have my bathroom remodeled into a feminine theme, then work on the rest of my home and also make it look like a woman lives here.

Thursday, December 26, 2013


There are some things I need from a couple of stores, I was wanting to go out under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.
In my male self I got on FB to check on a friend (female doesn't want to know about my female self).  I keep that part to myself, anyway she has been sick, I dropped some food off to her on Tuesday before going to Lane Bryant.  This morning I check to see if she needed anything, she said she was going to see the doctor.  Being nice I asked if she needed a ride, she said she would get back to me.  This has put my preparation on being under-dressed as a woman hold as I wanted to douche and insert a tampon before getting dressed as a woman.  I had seen some tops at Lane Bryant that I wouldn't mind looking at and buying if they are marked down.
I stay dressed as a woman for six hours yesterday in the same outfit and it felt wonderful and so natural to be that way.  If it wasn't so cold out yesterday I would have love to gone out for a glass of wine as a woman last evening but didn't.
If I don't hear something soon from the friend that is sick I will start getting on my way to being feminine.  I will wear a long wool winter woman's coat out today and head to a woman's department store for some shopping, in a different part of town.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013


I am on my way to being a woman for the day, only need blush and lip gloss to be applied.  I also need to select what wig I want to wear and one of my new dresses along with some feminine jewelry.  There are times when I wish I live closer to downtown Metro Louisville, KY as I would like to go out as a woman.  Living out in the suburbs there are way too many roadblocks that I would have to go through at this time of year.
It does feel good to be dressed as a woman, just wish I had someone to share it with.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013


I finally got around to picking up my two new dresses this morning the Lane Bryant shop moved out of the mall and down the road from it.
When I went in there to pick up my dresses I thought to myself the two woman they had working in there were big all the way around.  Thought they should hire some cross-dressers and their sales would probably go through the roof so to speak.  I do think I could pass as a woman even though I buy and wear large size dresses.  I like to wear fashionable dresses and skirts with tops, I believe I could pass as a woman and work there.
I will be getting into my feminine mood here shortly and will be in it all day tomorrow in one of my new dresses.  I probably need to shop for an apron one of these days to wear over my dress when I am cooking. 
I will look into going back to the Lane Bryant store under-dressed as a woman with some makeup on and wearing woman's jeans to shop for some tops.
I went ahead and place an order from Victoria's Secret for some body wash, scented body lotion and perfume.  Looks Like I will be doing this for a while yet might as well smell like a woman.  Who knows might go out one evening to a club.
Heard today that my niece is getting married the end of May in 2014, the wedding will be held up near Cincinnati, OH. I wouldn't mind spending the weekend up in a hotel and spending a couple nights as a woman at the clubs that allow CD;s/transgenders. 
One night I would have to spend it as a male but the other nights and the drive on the way home could be spent as a woman.

Sunday, December 22, 2013


I got a wild urge the other day to purge but only purge clothes that I no longer wear for one reason or another.  I still have plenty of lingerie, makeup, feminine hygiene products, perfume , a few dresses, heels and a winter coat.  I still have two dresses that need to be picked up at the local Lane Bryant store.  I may go out tomorrow morning under-dressed as a woman I started to that this past Friday but didn't.  Now I want to do it more then ever, I will be staying home this Christmas instead of spending it with friends and I can stay dressed as a woman all day in one of my new dresses.
After buying some tampons at the grocery store I came home and I am on my way to becoming a woman once more.  Before I get completely dressed as a woman I will be using my vibrating dildo on myself.  The I will get dressed as a woman and stay that way this afternoon.  In the morning I will get under-dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on along with a woman's watch and go pick up my two dresses.

Wednesday, December 18, 2013


Monday night I did go to the grocery store for a few items plus my feminine items.  I went there under-dressed as a woman with woman's jeans on.  I brought some grocery items that I needed plus my feminine items and the total of feminine items was over  $60.00, my regular grocery items was only $20.00.
I didn't get into my feminine mood yesterday but I believe I am making up for it today.  I am completely dressed as a woman from having a tampon in my love hole to the works everywhere else.  I am thinking about gluing some colored fingernails on that I found Monday evening.  Guarantee to last a week, I really don't have anything going on this week, might just do it and live with it.
I do wish I could find the nerve to walk out my door and head to the mall for some shopping or at the very least be seen by my "hot looking neighbor".
I didn't realize I am low on regular flow tampons, I will have to go to the store tomorrow and purchase some.  I might as well buy both sizes; super plus and regular flow tampons.

Monday, December 16, 2013


I stayed dressed as a woman all of the morning and about an hour or two into the afternoon.  I still need to go the store and I will do that here shortly.  I will be going there under-dressed as a woman.  I need to purchase a eyeliner pencil, douche, foundation and I want to see if they have some glue on fingernails in different colors. 
I need to go out in the morning as my male self on the way back home I will stop at another grocery store and purchase some more douche.  Once back home I will get into my feminine self.


Still have my breasts glued on and have one of my bra's on while I am doing some morning chores.  In about an hour I will be eating breakfast which today I switching over to fruit and yogurt for breakfast with one or two cups of coffee.  Then I will use the last douche I have and will have a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I will reinsert a regular flow tampon and start to get dressed as a woman, I will more then likely be under-dressed as a woman with a mix of outer woman clothes and male clothes.  I haven't decide what shoes or woman boots I am going to wear.  I do know I will be wearing some makeup,  have perfume sprayed on myself and I will be carrying a woman's billfold. 
I would like to shop for a couple of dresses and/or tops.  I also need to buy some more feminine douche.
Here I am sitting here  completely dressed as a woman. I have ordered a couple of dresses from Lane Bryant and having them sent to a store in the east end.  I need to apply some glue on fingernails and I will be ready to walk out the door as a woman.  Just as soon as the man across the road goes back to work.
 I don't have a problem with the women around here seeing me as a woman, just their men folk.

Sunday, December 15, 2013


I'm on my way to being a woman for the next few days, I applied nail polish to my toenails, and used some hair remover lotion I let it stand on my body for seven minutes then showered it off.  Once I patted myself dry I then used a summers eve feminine douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  I got to thinking earlier I may use two douches today as I need a good cleaning out.  I need to decide what size silicone breast that I will be gluing on.
I did use two feminine douches about an half hour apart after my second douche I inserted a regular flow tampon, applied my makeup and glued on my largest set of silicone breast.  I then got completely dressed as a woman and it felt wonderful. 
About an hour after getting dressed as a woman I had another over whelming desire and that was to use my vibrating dildo on myself.  I removed the tampon and inserted the dildo into my love hole and it felt wonderful also as I was still dress completely as a woman.    Her dress pushed up and her pantyhose and panties pull down, I inserted the vibrating dildo and after about five minutes I was shooting cum with just pushing the dildo in and out.  I am now thinking about going out as a woman this coming Saturday evening depending on the weather as I really enjoy wearing dresses more so than slacks and a top.
I am still planning on staying dress as a woman through Thursday.  I may have to go out for some feminine douche and foundation makeup.

Saturday, December 14, 2013


I have been having an over whelming urge to get into my feminine mood.  I need to go out this afternoon and purchase some hair remover lotion.  On Sunday I will be using the hair remover lotion along with douching and gluing on my silicone breasts.  Then I will be getting dressed completely as a woman and will leave my silicone breasts glued on for several days.  So that every morning when I get up I will have to don a bra to give my breasts support.  I will also be wearing feminine attire on a regular basis.  Should I go out somewhere I will dress according as a woman out doing an errand.  I already know I need to find some woman flats and gym shoes.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013


It has been a week and the weather has changed for the worst.  Middle of the week it was in the seventies and now we have snow on the ground and the temperature is around twenty-five degrees outside.
I have used my hair remover lotion this past Thursday and had taken a douche but that was far as I have gone.  Now I am thinking of applying nail polish to my toenails, taking a shower using scented soap then taking another douche and inserting a super plus tampon to help hold it in.
I did get dressed in some feminine attire but without any makeup, I had a regular flow tampon inside of me, panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose my all-in-one body brief, silicone breasts.  I then put on a woman's pink turtle neck sweater, slim legged jeans, woman's boots.  I put my coveralls on along with a winter coat and did some chores outside.

Friday, November 29, 2013


I have a plumbing problem in the kitchen the drain on the sinks drains really slow.  I brought some new pipe and fittings on Wednesday evening hoping to repair it yesterday.  That didn't happen I also found I needed to replace the trap so out to the hardware store this morning for more parts.  Once I get my butt in gear to repair that line then I can get back to being a woman on a cold day.  I can once again apply nail polish to my toenails take a shower and douche and insert tampons into my love hole.  I wish it was warmer out to where I could put the dog out and enjoy my vibrating dildo in my love hole.
With douching and inserting tampons then dressing as a woman with her makeup and perfume on will do for now.  Plus I will be able to do some baking and cooking as a only as a woman can.

Thursday, November 28, 2013


I had wanted to go out yesterday as a woman but didn't the man across the road from me has been off work going on two months now.  I don't mind the women around here seeing me dressed as a woman but find it offensive if the men around here do.
Lately I have only been dressed as a woman inside my home, I no longer go out for drives or to the post office as a woman.  I don't even go out shopping for woman's clothes under-dressed as a woman anymore.  The closest I came to doing that was earlier this week when I went to the grocery store under-dressed as a woman.  It used to be when I went out for drives I was completely dressed as a woman including makeup, jewelry and perfume on.  I didn't have a problem carrying a purse or who seen me leaving or coming back home.  Now all of a sudden it does matter to me.  Hopefully I can get over that notion and get back to being the person I long to be.
I have some time to kill while I am waiting on some blackberry cobblers to get done before I head out to a friends house.  The draw back about going is I have to be drab attire the whole time (don't ask/ don't tell scene).
Anyways I have decided to straighten up the dresser where I keep all of my lingerie and foundations clothes.  Plus I will be straighten up an closet where I keep my dresses, skirts and tops.  I have found some panties and pantyhose that need to be wash.
I will be getting back into my feminine mode on Friday.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013


Here it is Wednesday and I still don't have what I need from the store.  I will be applying some hair remover lotion all over my body, using feminine douche and inserting a tampon to hold it in.  Once flushed out I will reinsert a well lubricated regular flow tampon into my love hole, panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose and an all-in-one body brief.  I'm not sure what kind of top to wear but I am leaning toward a pink turtle neck with woman's jeans, light makeup with some eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.  Not sure of foot wear, cowboy boots or women high heel boots with a woman's long wool coat.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013


I didn't mean to get fully dressed as a woman today but here I sit with all of my under things on plus a woman's sweater, jeans and makeup on.
I still have a couple of outside chores to do yet.  I guess I will be wearing my coveralls and sun glasses as I have applied eye shadow and eye liner, can't forget the extra mascara I put on.  I need a couple of things from the store but don't know if I can get comfortable enough dressed like this to walk into a store.  I know it is all in my mind, but it would be a lot easier if I had a woman for support.
I wouldn't mind if my "hot" neighbor could see me now, I would probably cum into my sanitary napkin.

Sunday, November 24, 2013


The urge is starting to come back I now have two bottles of hair remover that I will probably be using today.  Once I use it I will probably get under-dressed as a woman with some light makeup on and head to the grocery store for some feminine douche as I always enjoy using it and inserting well lubricated tampons into my love hole.
On Monday I need to go to the Local Lane Bryant store and see if a dress is still there, if so I need to pick it up.  I will be going there under-dressed as a woman also with makeup and perfume on.
Done it used my hair remover lotion all over my body, once out of the shower I used some baby oil all over my body, sprayed some perfume on and donned panties with a sanitary napkin in them, coffee color pantyhose, black all-in-one body brief, black slip on heels and a new dress from Jessica London that came yesterday. 
It feels so wonderful and right to be dressed like this, now to apply some makeup and to spend the day as a woman.
I went to the grocery store this evening under-dressed as a woman brought a few items for Thursday and I also brought two packages of feminine douche, package of sanitary napkins, mascara, cotton balls and some herbal medicine for woman going through menopause.
I will be using the douche in the morning then inserting a well lubricated super plus tampon into my love canal and finish getting dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.  I am hoping to leave here in the morning dressed as a woman.  The worst that can happen I will be under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.

Friday, November 22, 2013


I have lost all interest in dressing as a woman, I know that this won't last that it only temporary.  When I lost the interest I went ahead and deleted my history from this site.  I will once again post when the urge comes back.