12-19-2019

I don't know what came over me this morning, got up done some chores, then hit the shower.  Once out of the shower used a feminine douche as an enema and insert a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Shaved my face and released the fluid inside of me.  I the reinserted a well lubricated tampon back inside of me, don panties with a sanitary napkin, put my bras on, went into the bedroom and don my pantyhose.  Got a new woman's sweater out of the package and put it on, step in a pair of heels and went and applied foundation, face powder, eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.  I put on some clipped earrings and put on a pair of woman jeans.  Transfer my money and ID's to a woman's billfold, put on a drab jacket, stuck the billfold in a pocket inside of the jacket.  Changed out of my heels into some loafers and got into my vehicle and drove across town to a Victoria Secret store to buy some perfume.  No one batted an eye as to how I was dressed.
I must say it felt wonderful and right to be out dressed as a woman.  Hopefully I will doing it again in the near future, only the next time I will be shopping for clothes.

12-16-2019

The more I read stories about being taken  the more I want to experience it for myself.  To find someone who wouldn't mind me being dressed as a woman and taken out on a date dressed to the nines so to speak. To have him or her cares my nylon covered legs to whisper in my ear what they want to do, to cares my body and to stick something inside of me whether it is a strap on dildo or the real thing.  If the real thing to feel is shooting cum inside of me.
I have used vibrating dido's in the past and will be buying another one here in a week or two  
In the coming new year I want to start going out dressed as a woman, I want to do my grocery shopping as a woman even if I have to find a different grocery store to do it..  I had thought of wearing a business suit and going to one on a Thursday evening like I was just heading home from work.  I also want to start socializing as a woman and shopping for clothes and makeup as a woman.  To go to a nail salon for a pedicure and manicure as a woman.  If I can get my hair long enough to go to a beauty salon and have it style, colored .

12-14-2019

I went out today under-dressed as a woman to buy some manly item but that  didn't happen.  Instead I brought a woman's magazine.  Went to an Adam and Eve store where I brought a dildo and some butt plugs, then I went to a shoe outlet and brought a pair of heels.  I didn't intend buying those things but my feminine self got the better of me.
Next week she wants to go out and get some perfume and who know what else.

12-12-2019

I have been having a craving for sweet things here lately, if I was a genetic woman I would say I was getting ready to start my monthly cycle.
Maybe since I have been around women in my household for the last two years, I have taken on their hormonal instructs.
Besides having the cravings my nipples have been erect. and sensitive.
I will have to buy a vibrating dildo to use on myself and some perfume.  In the few days I will be going out under-dressed as a woman to do some shopping for my feminine self.

12-11-2019

It has been five days since I was under-dressed as a woman.  I have been waiting on a few things to be delivered.  Received a breast pump that I had ordered but can't get the switch to work, may need to look at it again.  Yesterday I received a purse, billfold and two pairs of clip on earrings.  Today I hope to get a sleep chemise and robe.  This morning I also ordered a pair of silicon breast inserts from Her Room.  That place has turned into one of my favorite web-sites to order from.
I need to get my feminine douche to use as an enema and a couple of super plus tampons, then to take a shower and shave my face and get dressed as a woman with some makeup on to see how my new earrings look on me.  Should I go out anywhere I will be able to wear my woman's jean as now I have a purse to carry my money and ID's in.

12-06-2019

Done something late this morning that I haven't done in a few years.  I went to the grocery store completely under-dressed as a woman, I even wore a woman's top with my drab jeans.  I also wore loafers without socks and if  person would have look they would have seen me with nylons on.
It felt wonderful and it didn't bother me while I was shopping for makeup.

12-05-2019

Since Monday; I have worn a bra and panties everyday.  For the last two days I have also worn pantyhose and have kept nail polish on my toenails.
It feels so right, that I should be dressed this way.
I need to go back to the store as I had picked up the shade of foundation and face powder.  I also need eye shadow and eyeliner.
I placed an order from Her Room for a night shirt and robe.
Hopefully by this time next year I hope to have a completely new woman's wardrobe to replace my existing wardrobe.  I will keep a few things but will replace most of it.

12-4-2019

For the last couple of months I have been thinking of buying a sewing machine along with a a fitting form.  There just isn't any dresses, skirts and woman's tops out there that I like the look of.
I was taught to sew a long time ago, have plenty of time on my hands and enough room to give it a try.  I do enjoy watching sewing channels on public TV.
I need a few things from the store, I didn't plan on wearing what I have on but it does feel good.
I used hair remover lotion all over my body, waited a bit the rinsed it off, then I used a feminine douche as a enema and inserted a tampon to help hold it in while I shaved my face.
Removed the tampon and sat to relieve the fluid inside of me.  Once flushed out I reinserted a well lubricated tampon back inside of anus.  Don panties with a sanitary napkin, don a clean bra, put pantyhose on along with a control brief, my woman's heels, a woman's top and jeans.
I then started to apply some makeup I brought last week onlt to find out I didn't get any eye shadow.
If I had a purse I would wear out what I am wearing as these jeans has no back pockets.  I will have to change into my drab jeans.

12-01-2019

I tried on a few items that I received this past week, came to the conclusion that I need an all-in-one body brief to hold in some spots, plus I also need a set of silicone breast inserts.
The skirt I brought needs to be a smaller size, but the jeans fit nicely.
So besides a long winter coat, perfume, wig, I also need all-in-one body brief and silicone breast inserts.
Done something I haven't done in a long time and that is to spend the day wearing panties and a bra all day long.

11-30-2019

I can't seem to stop looking at woman's web-sites to look at clothes and accessories.  I just placed another order from J.C. Penny for clip on earrings, a woman's wallet and purse.
Plus I sent in a review on some bras I brought from Her Room.

11-28-2019

Got my order from JC Penny yesterday and my shoes came Thursday from Zappos.  Hopefully by Monday I can try everything on, I will even apply makeup.
Last evening I was sitting in the living room watching TV when the soon to be ex-wife walked into the house to retrieve some bowls.  It was a good thing I had socks on otherwise she would have seen nail polish on my toenails.
I still need to get lipstick or lip gloss and I still need to order a purse, billfold, clip on earrings, perfume, a wig.and a long winter coat.

11-23-2019

I just ordered some panties, woman's tops and a pair of jeans with no pockets from J.C. Penny.  Once I seen that the jeans has no pockets in back I knew I had to have them, should I ever wear them out in public I will have to carry a purse with me.  Which also means I will be fully dressed including makeup as a woman.

11-20-2019

I wasn't going to get under-dressed as a woman today but here I am.  I started off by dying my hair, next was using some scented body wash, then using a feminine douche as an enema and inserting a well lubricated tampon into my love hole.  Don panties with a sanitary napkin in them put on my black pantyhose and my black lace bra.
Don my drab clothes to make out some bills. I went out and paid one of my bills in person, then it was off to Walmart to buy some ink for my printer.  Went across the road to the grocery store to buy a some items for Thanksgiving, thinking I will spending it by myself this year.  I also brought some makeup not all of it but most of it.  Still need lipstick or lip gloss, need a different shade of nail polish. need more douche and more hair remover lotion.
Once back home I ordered a pair of heels from Zappos.

11-19-2019

I needed a few things from a department store, I went out under-dressed as a woman and it felt great.  My new bras came yesterday fron Heroom and I worn one  under a pull over shirt.  It still feels great.  I need get a all in one body brief, I could feel my pantyhose sagging..  I also need to get woman's flat shoes and heels.
There is a Zappa's outlet near here I will have to check them out.

11-19-2019

Been having a couple of dreams the last few days.  Both of them  my soon to be ex-wife is in them.  One of them she has found my new bras and started wearing them herself and has let me see her in them.
The one last night she is wearing one of them and is being service by a big bull, she looks at me and just laughs while he pumping her full of his cum.

11-15-2019

Brought in hair remover lotion, feminine douche, tampons, sanitary napkins, an extra pair of panties and nail polish yesterday.
This morning before taking a shower I applied nail polish to my toenails.  This afternoon I am planning on losing all of my body hair, cleaning myself out and using a tampon along with a sanitary napkin in my panties.
I did place an order for two bras from Heroom.
Got to thinking I will need a control brief to wear over my pantyhose, will need to get a pair or two of woman's shoes.  Also need to get a woman's billfold and purse.  Can't forget makeup and perfume.
I will also be ordering a breast/nipple pump.

11-10-2019

Three weeks late but they have started moving out today.  Just got through ordering some pantyhose.  By first of the week I will be hairless and wearing lingerie and pantyhose.
By next weekend I will be ordering a breast pump and a dildo or two.
I would love for it to be the old days where I ordered everything on line that I wanted to dress as a woman and it would be here in a few days.  This time I have to do it over the next few months.
I have been in a financial bind for the last a couple of years.  I need to do this slowly this time and only get what I need to start with.

10-21-2019

Should have known better they didn't move out, beginning to think it will never happen.  I was hoping to get back into my feminine ways by now.
I long to be hairless and wearing women's attire.
To be able to wear feminine attire and to use women sex toys on myself.  I want to purchase a breast pump and to use it several times a day.  I also want a cock cage to wear and butt plugs to wear when I am dressed as a woman.  Which would be everyday.
Even if I was in drab attire for whatever reason, I would be under-dressed as a woman.  I would use only woman's deodorant and perfume everyday. 

10-16-2019

I was told this morning that they will be moving out this weekend.  I will be losing all body hair by first of the week and using feminine douche as an enema and inserting well lubricated tampons into my love hole.
Once all that is done I will then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose and control brief.  For now I will don drab attire and may go shopping for woman's shoes and attire.  I still need some makeup which I will get before the weekend gets here.
I can start replacing my drab wardrobe with woman's clothes.

10-10-2019

She told me last evening that she had wanted to be out of the house by October 01.  Well she missed that date, hopefully it will be by November 01 now.
I am having a hard time because I am wanting nail polish on my toenails, to lose all body hair below my eyebrows, to wear my bras, panties and pantyhose.  To be able to place some orders for woman's attire and have it shipped to the house.
Wanting to get the house back to the way it was, especially my walk in closet/dressing room.
I may even repaint some room in more pastel colors.
To be able to wear makeup when I have feminine attire on and to go outside wearing feminine attire.

10-06-2019

When the time comes that I can dress as a woman whenever I want to and for how long I want to.  I would like tto go out on a date with a woman as two lesbians or a date with a man.  To be able to go a show where I could wear a evening grown and have my hair fixed up, or just an afternoon in the park wearing shorts and a woman's top.  To be taken out to dinner in a dress or skirt and top and to remove my heeels and take my stocking foot and play with their crotch.  I would be a horny bitch that would need a good fucking.
I hope I would get it.

10-02-2019

She still hasn't signed the divorce papers, but it has got me to thinking once they are signed and they have moved out.  I will start getting rid of my male clothes and replacing them with feminine attire and lingerie.  Even today with it being so hot I have been wishing I had a woman swimsuit to wear outside.  I will keep a pair or two of drab jeans and shirts but everything else in my wardrobe will be from the women's section.  Next summer I will be wearing woman's shorts and tops along with woman's shoes.
I want to live as a woman for the next few years or at the very least dress as one.  To go to a beauty salon every few months to have my color touched up, my nails done and eyebrows waxed.
I want to experience making love to a man, getting a mouthful of cum and swallowing it.  Having a man shoot his cum into my love hole and having it run down my leg.  To have him suck and nibble on my breast and nipples.
I wouldn't mind wearing a cock cage either, that way I would have to sit to take care of business. Also to be able to spoon with him and to have him stick his cock in my love hole and for him to caress my nipples and breast.

9-18-2019

I went and seen a attorney this past Friday to get the divorce started, I picked up the papers for her to sign yesterday.
I have been slowly buying thing that I will need once they have move out.  I have panties, bras, two bottles of hair remover lotion, two packages of feminine douche to use as enemas.  Tampons to help hold the douche in, sanitary napkins to place in my panties in case of accidents. A pair of pantyhose along with a control brief.
Just got through placing an order from Macy's for a  dress, heels, purse and perfume.  In the near future I will be getting some woman's slacks/jeans and tops to go with them along with some woman's flat shoes.
The next time I am in the grocery store I will buy Cover Girl makeup along with some nail polish.
About a day or two after they move out I will be dressing as a woman and I won't look back, I will move forward dressing as I please and eventfully going out as a woman.
I will let my hair grow out, get my eye brows waxed into a feminine shape, get a manicure and my ears pierced.
I still want a couple of dildos, dual nipple pump and maybe silicone breast forms.

9-4-2019

The panties I brought are too big, so I didn't lose the body hair as I intended to.  I did order some more panties this morning along with a control brief.
I talked with a lawyer this afternoon about getting a divorce, I will call next week and set up an appointment to get the ball rolling.   The sooner the wife and her kids get of of here the better I will be.
My feminine self is wanting to take over the house and get it back to the way it was.  Mainly cleaner than what it is now.  She will keep the sinks cleared of all dirty dishes, the floors cleared and the basement also back the way it was.
She will also enjoy doing what she likes to do and that is using vibrators on herself.
She will also change the locks on the doors so she doesn't get disturbed. 

8-28-2019

I'm going away this weekend and I will taking some hair remover with me to lose all of my body hair.  I will also have some panties to wear and will probably buy some sanitary napkins to put in my panties in case of any leakage.  I will also have a bra on while I sleep.  When I am out tomorrow I will go ahead and purchase some feminine douche to use as an enema and some tampons to help hold it in.  I may go ahead and purchase some makeup and pantyhose while I have some extra money.  that way I can at least under dress as a woman with some make-up on.  I do need to get back into the practice of applying my make-up.
Hopefully I have enough left in my checking account to see a lawyer to file for divorce next week.

8-20-2019

Remarkable what a month makes we are headed for the big "D" the sooner the better.  We both agree we do better as friends than as a married couple.
To have nail polish on my toenails 24/7/365 days if I want to and to remain completely hairless and to wear panties for the same amount of days.  In fact I will get rid of all male underwear.
I can't stop thinking about getting back into dressing as a woman around the house and to start going out as one to do grocery shopping and to the mall as a woman.  I also want to go out to some clubs dressed as a woman.
To get nipple pumps, vibrating dildos and plugs.  To get a manicure and my ears pierced.  To buy night gowns and/or shirts to sleep in along with robes and slippers to match.
 Woman's slacks and/or jeans along with woman's tops.  A couple of dresses and skirts. Woman's winter wear coats and boots.  A few purses, makeup to wear along with perfume, some earrings, watch and a ring or two.
Buy a woman's swimsuit in the off season to start the new year off along with some leggings to exercise to lose some weight.
I will be able to move some exercise equipment back into the house and to have a bedroom as my walk in closet.
To be able to have more feminine attire than drab attire.
I will be able to paint some rooms in more pastel colors than a male should have.
I will also have a cell phone just for my feminine self and a new number to go with it.  I will keep my old flip phone for that other person in case someone needs to contact him.
Update got her phone activated today on 8-21-2019 and her own phone number.  She is on her way, now to find some extra money to file for the big"D"

7-27-2019

For the last week or so we seem to getting along better, don't know what has happen.  Did ask her if she wanted to go anywhere on Labor Day Weekend, she said no but if I wanted to go somewhere with some friends to go.
I have already made my mind up if I did go somewhere that weekend I would be losing all of my body below my eyebrows.  I may also start taking enemas again on weekends when they go out shopping.
I did place another order for panties and bra's this time from Macy's.  Panties can be worn anytime, bras on weekends when they aren't here.  Will have to get some sanitary napkins to wear in my panties in case of accidents.
I will also buy some woman's deodorant and maybe some perfume to wear. May have to buy some clear or pale pink nail polish to go my toenails.  This fall through late spring I will also be wearing pantyhose.  May have to see about some woman's jeans and unisex tops and/or shirts/blouses to wear.
I will also let my hair grow out, no more going to the barber for a trim.  I would like to see it get to my shoulders.

7-21-2019

I have been having a recurring dream that I am single again and have started going out dressed as a woman shopping at a women's specialty store.  I find some items I like and head to a dressing room to try on the items, a sales associate asks how the items are fitting, I walk out and show her.  I like the items and buy them she rings me up.  We have some small talk and my deep voice gives me away.  She said she is getting off work would I like to get something to drink as she would like to know more about me as I would like to learn more about her.
We go to place near the mall and order some coffee and we get to know each other, she excuses herself and heads to the powder room.  I thought she was skipping out but she comes back and gets in the booth next to me.  She kisses my neck and works her hand into my blouse and plays with my nipples, then moves her hand up my skirt along my nylon covered leg.  She tells me if we are to continue her place isn't to far away.  I follow her to her place, once inside we kiss each on the lips and our tongues intertwined, we slowly undress each other and she kisses and nibbles on my nipples. and sucks on my breast.  This drives me over the edge and per-cums comes out.  She pushes down on the beds and mounts me and continue to play with my nipples.  I shoot my cum into her and she moves up for me to lick it out of her, once cleaned out we both hear to the shower where we wash each other.  Once out I reapply my makeup as she does the same we both get dressed and head out for an evening meal and head out to a club.  The club is actually a lesbian club where she wants to show off her new lover.
After a short courtship we go looking for wedding dresses as she wants to keep me in dresses and/or skirts.  She wants me and I agree to her proposal that I will be her spouse and to be her woman and only she will know what is between my legs.
On our wedding night she took me with a strap-on while I am laying on my back.
On our anniversary she paid for my breast argumentation so now I have a c-cup and I was offer a employment at her woman's specialty store to help out the male customers that say they are buying for their girlfriends or wives. 

06-10-2019

You could cut the tension in this house with a knife the last two days.  She leaves the house without saying a word, I asked her something this morning and got a short answer, in my mind I keep going over thinking about a divorce.  I would rather be single again and do what I enjoy doing in my spare time.
I have dressed completely as a woman before and enjoy doing housework as a woman, from dusting to vacuuming the floor, doing my laundry, washing floors and doing dishes.
Should a divorce happen I wouldn't start going out as a woman for a couple of months.  I would lose the body hair right away and under-dress as a woman under drab attire.  I would also lay out in the sun in a woman's swimsuit.  I would let my hair grow out, get my ears pierced, manicure and eyebrows shaped.
I would slowly build up a starter wardrobe of woman's attire so that when I decided to start going out as a woman I would have something to wear to local stores to increase my wardrobe. In years past I would order everything on line and have a full wardrobe in a matter of days.  Now I think I would rather have a starter wardrobe and shop in stores where I could try items on and see how I look before buying them.
I wouldn't mind going on a date with either a male or a woman as long as I could be dressed as a woman.  I wouldn't mind having a affair with a woman as a woman.

06-08-2019

It has been over two years since I have removed all of my body hair and gotten completely dressed as a woman.  I do believe it is the longest dry spell that I have done for a long time.

06/02/2019

I can't stop thinking if this marriage should end soon, I will go back to cross-dressing in a heart beat.  First thing I would pick up in the store would be some Nair Hair remover, second thing would be feminine douche to use as a enema and some tampons to help hold it in.  I would also buy my cosmetics to get started.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman.  I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.

5-20-2019

Got to thinking about another woman I know, one of the last times I seen her she was wearing black leggings.  I wanted to caress her behind because it looked so nice in those leggings, I didn't for a number of reasons first she was married and second I didn't want to offend her plus I was wearing  panties  with a sanitary napkin in them under my jeans.
I had thought about sending her a letter and asking if she be willing to be a dominate woman toward me as she is now a widow woman.  I would love to serve her and to be her sissy behind closed doors to start with.  Go out of town and become her girlfriend  to go shopping, dinner or to shows as two women.  To be taken by her with a strap-on, maybe even find a man we both could have fun with.

4-29-2019

I was sitting outside for a few minutes when I seen my hot looking neighbor and it brought back a wave of memories.
When I first moved in here I was dressed as a woman most of the time and would sit outside for her to see me.
There were a few times I would leave about the same time as her in my vehicle dressed as a woman to go out for a drive.  One time we actually waved to each other
I always wished she would have stopped in when I was completely dressed as a woman and we could have went out shopping together.
The memories we all have.

4-25-2019

Know I shouldn't be looking at things to make me feel feminine, but couldn't help looking at some nipple/breast pumps.  Really would like to get one and start using it, what could she say if my breast started looking full?  Worst could happen in my mind would be that I needed to start wearing a bra.
May try it and see what happens.

4-21-2019

I got to thinking this morning of all of the Easter outfits that I used to buy, and would wear around the house or out in the yard for my neighbors to see me in.
I would also buy matching hats and shoes to go with the outfits.
I always wanted to go to a church service wearing one of those outfits but never did, oh how I regret not doing it.
If I did go out wearing one it was just to ride around town, even later on I would go out completely dressed as a woman and would just go to a post office after hours to snail mail bills.
I would love to be single again at times and to be able to dress completely as a woman and to go out shopping as one and to socialize as one.  At other times I am happy to be married, shame my wife doesn't share my old hobby.
I remember the first time she came to my apartment so long ago, I forgot there was a dress hanging on the back of the bathroom door. She asked about it and I told her sometimes I like to put it on.  she dropped the subject and has never said another word about it.
It is like don't ask or tell, not into it just drop it.
Really wish she would get into it but know it will never happen.

04-9-2019

Last night I got to thinking that I no longer wish to have intercourse with a woman, I would rather snuggle with one, caress her and lick her and that would be it.  I have no desire to stick something in her other than my finger or a dildo.  I wouldn't mind licking cum out of her.
I do want to dress as a woman and to go out as a woman and to socialize with women. With the right man I may even be his girlfriend or wife.  As long as I could always wear dresses, skirts and feminine tops.

3-27-2019

The panties and bras feel so good that I had to order more, just haven't gotten to the store to pick them up yet.
Looking forward to when I get get rid of this ugly body hair, it is one thing I hate is having body hair.
When the time comes instead of using color nail polish on my toenails I will use clear or pale pink, apply the hair remover lotion wait until it tingles then rinse it off, use a feminine douche as a enema and insert a tampon.  Then I will use probably baby oil to smooth my skin.  Don panties, a sanitary napkin and a bra to sleep in.  Next morning change my tampon and sanitary napkin.  I will need to buy some perfume the same brand as what my wife and step-daughter uses and will see if they carry some scented body lotion.  I do know I will be wearing pantyhose over my panties and under my drab attire.

3-4-2019

Well my Sunday of losing my body hair got shut down, wife's back went out and spent the day in ER.  I will have to figure another way to lose the body hair.
Just thinking about what I ordered has gotten my nipples hard.
I am still looking forward to wearing the panties when they come in along with the bras.
I will still get a package of sanitary napkins to wear in my panties.
I do know there will be a time when I can lose the body hair and use a feminine douche as an enema.  I just have to wait a bit.

03-01-2019

Probably shouldn't have done it, but done it anyway I just placed an order for two bras and six pairs of panties from J.C. Penny.
Monday afternoon I should be able to lose all body hair and the possibility of using feminine douche as an enema.  Along with tampons and sanitary napkins.
I will be able to wear panties 24/7, the bras everyday for a few hours unless it get cold again then I can wear layers.  The same can be said for pantyhose.
Later on I will shop for a woman's swimsuit as I will be able to wear it during the day. Should I get tan lines by wearing the swimsuit so be it. I will just invest in a tank top to make it look like I wore it out in the sun for those tan lines.
I may invest in some unisex tops.
I still have the idea of wearing a bra and panties along with pantyhose under jeans and a top the next time I go see my female doctor for a check up in June.

2-17-2019

Before placing the order for the bras and panties I found on J.C.Penny's web-site I went to the manufacture's web-site and found the same bras a lot cheaper by $20. plus dollars cheaper.  Also went on the web-site for the panties and found that they are on sale on the manufactures web-site as well.  Look like I might as well get a P.O. box after all.  Plus on the panties web-site I can order some pantyhose as well.
Just need to figure a way of losing all of my body hair.  My wife and I don't sleep together no more so being hairless won't be a problem or wearing panties constantly.

02-14-2019

I have been wanting panties and a bra here lately, I finally got to looking on a couple of web-sites and have found what I think I will enjoy on J.C. Penny's site.
Now just have to get a PO Box at a post office and start working on getting my body hair-free.  I have been letting my hair grow,  shouldn't be to hard to use sanitary napkins and other feminine hygiene needs.
I will have to get the same perfume as the wife and step-daughter uses.  I will need to get my own makeup.   I will also need to have a manicure done and to get my ears pierced.  Then to get woman's jeans, tops and shoes along with a woman's coat and purse.
Then either with them or without them start going out dressed as a woman shopping and/or to a club.
Regardless if they have a problem with it or not this is how I am going to live my life as.
The reason I say this the other day after they went out to do their thing the wife says, now you can do whatever you want. 
Went back on J.C.Penny's web-site and checked to see if I could have it sent to the store for a pick-up.  I will do that for now.  I may have to light some scented candles when I use the hair remover lotion.  When I get to that point I will also use some feminine douche as a enema and then use some feminine hygiene products. Then I will be ready to don my lingerie.

1-25-2019

Continue from the previous day;
They found a skirt that they wanted me to try on with a top to go with it.  Next we went to a shoe store where they found some  heels for me.  Told them I was concern about my short hair next was a wig shop where we found one on sale. Next we stopped at an adult store, the wife found a couple of dildos that she wanted to use on me, without my knowledge she brought them.  That evening we both took a shower and while in bed she proceeded to use a strap-on dildo on me and I loved it.  It is now a way of life for us.
Every weekend I am to dressed as a woman and we have started going out to clubs as three women only two of us act like lesbians while in the club.
They tell me when summer comes around I will be in a woman's swim suit.
After a night of my wife making love to me in a woman's sleeping grown, caressing me in places she never did before.  Kissing, sucking and nibbling on my breast plus pinching my nipples.  We got up the next morning after drinking some coffee and discussing what was going to happen that day.  My step-daughter took a shower first, followed by my wife and I was last to take a shower, once out I patted myself dry and proceeded to put the clothes I had on yesterday.  I also applied my makeup.  The wife gave me some perfume to spray on.
They decided that we were going to an outlet mall to shop as I needed more bras and panties. I also got more pantyhose.  swimsuit and will expected to wear it out on a public beach, hopefully by then my own hair will be long enough.

1-24-2019

Here lately I have been dreaming of my step-daughter and her mother coming home from shopping where they give me a couple of bottles of hair remover and tell me to use it.  Once hair is gone they tell me to use some baby oil to smooth my body.  The next day they take me out to a nail salon where they talk me into having a manicure done. I soon relax and have eyes closed, they have talked with the woman doing the manicure to add nail extensions and to put a mauve color on my nails.  They tell me not to get over excited as it is a holiday weekend.  We then head to a mall in another town where I have my ears pierced, then they take into a department store and have me sized for a proper fitting bra and panties.  I also have to get a sleeping grown and a robe.  They also had me get some pantyhose, we then head to the woman's section where I am to get a pair of jeans and a top to go with it.  Once items are paid for they have me change into the things I have brought.  We then head to the shoe store where I am to buy a pair or two of woman's shoes, then off.   We then head off to another store to buy a winter coat, scarf and gloves along with a purse.  Lastly we make our way to a cosmetic store where I have a makeup artist work her magic on my face and buy the needed cosmetics.