Sunday, July 17, 2016


There has been times since my divorce some twenty plus years ago that I wouldn't have mind being seen dressed as a woman by my ex-wife.
Even today if possible I would like to be seen by her, to be out shopping dressed as a woman and accidentally see her or a few other women since her.
The one I dated after my divorce came final I wouldn't mind seeing that one as she was the one that used to use a dildo on herself or wanted somebody else to use one on her while licking between her legs.  I must say that she got me to thinking about using one on myself and it felt wonderful.
Then there is a third woman who I wouldn't mind seeing me dressed as a woman, she wanted the big type bouncer type of men, not the small penis of a male that I am.
Is it wrong for me to be seen dressed as a woman by these three women?  I think that they all might agree that it is only fitting that I should have been a woman to start with.
It would be so nice to see them and have them see me as a woman either on the arm of a dominate woman or a strong looking man.  To either of the man or woman to have their way with me and to let it be known that I am truly the woman in the relationship.

Monday, July 11, 2016


I am going to buy the hair remover lotion, feminine douche, tampons and sanitary napkins the next time I am in the grocery store.
I need to start becoming a woman in my mind and this will help in deciding that I am that woman.  Hopefully by end of summer I can be dressing as one again.
I got the basic bra and panties to wear and hopefully I will get the use of my left arm wear I can wear pantyhose by end of summer, shop for heels and flats in women's.  Then purchase some makeup and go out shopping for woman's attire.  To shop, try on and purchase, then shop some more.
My hair should be long enough for dye and styled at a beauty salon and might get my ears pierced and will differently get a pedicure and manicure done.
I want to start going out as a woman as the accidental I had back in February has open my eyes to things I dreamed about doing and what I need to start doing.
I need to shop for some dildos and would like to do it as a woman.
I went ahead and ordered a pair heels from Zappoo's this afternoon.

Saturday, July 9, 2016


I have come to the conclusion that I need to purchase some hair remover, feminine hygiene products and to start using them.
I really need to lose some body hair from my waist on down and I think I can use my good arm to apply some Nair hair remover all over my lower body.  Of course I would like to lose more  but at the present time.  I would also like to use a feminine douche as an enema and insert a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Then to don a pair of panties with a sanitary napkin in them.  Then to don my shorts and tee shirt it may help me in my mind to at least be a little on the feminine side.  May have see about getting some woman's tee shirts.