Monday, March 31, 2014


I was hoping the new outfit would have shown up today as this evening would have been a good time to wear it out for a drive and to the post office to snail mail some letters.
I only like to go out in the evenings when the man across the road isn't home and tonight he isn't there.
I had prep my silicone breast to be glued on and hand washed my dildo's to use on myself this afternoon but no packages.  I stayed dressed as a male all day but really would have liked to have been a woman wearing a new outfit.
There is a local woman's specialty store part of a national chain that is looking for sales associates and I have been thinking of applying for a position.  I wonder what they would say can't very denied the job other then saying I'm not qualify as I have a charge account with them and buy from there and have told one or two that the clothes are for me.
Might have to think on it some more before I apply.  I would wear what ever they wanted me to wear.

Sunday, March 30, 2014


I was hoping the new outfit I had ordered would have come yesterday as I was hoping to try everything on today being Sunday.
I will go ahead and use the hair remover lotion I have and take a douche with the inserting of tampons and will be getting back into my feminine mode.  I may also use my vibrating dildo on myself today if not I will deferent use it this week.
While I am in my feminine mode I may go ahead and apply for a sales associate position at a woman's specialty store.
Tomorrow if my outfit arrives I will try it on and see how I look in it before deciding if I want to keep it or not.
More than likely I will keep it, I used to buy them every year when I lived in the house in the subdivision and would walk around in the backyard for one of my next door neighbors to see me.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014


I just got through ordering a new Easter outfit, probably won't wear it out to Easter service but if I would go to one this would be what I would wear.
I hope by later this year that I will start going out as a woman.  I had tried to log on to a woman's specialty store to apply for a sale associate at one of their stores.  If hired I would be willing to wear some of their products, ok all of their products.  I would dress as a woman if that is what it would  take to work there.  It would be hard for me to wear slacks as I much prefer dresses with heels and skirts with tops and heels.  But I would wear whatever they wanted me to.

Sunday, March 23, 2014


I was in full male mode this afternoon while grocery shopping at the check out which I wish I didn't go through but at times a person has to do it.  I usually go through self service check outs.
I was putting everything on the belt when the cashier asks if I was going to dye my hair as I had picked up a box of woman's hair dye told yes that I was going to cover my gray hair.  I thought for a minute to think if I had pick anything else feminine up.
I think the next time I am in there buying my makeup or feminine products I will see if that cashier is in there and go through her lane and wait for the comments then calmly as possible tell her that the products I have are for myself.

Thursday, March 20, 2014


Since it is the first day of spring I may take the time to strip and use my hair remover lotion, douche and insert my vibrating dildo into my male sissy hole.
Then finished getting completely dressed as a woman including makeup and jewelry and go out for a drive.

Sunday, March 9, 2014


I do believe I will be dressing as a woman this week, seen my hot neighbor even thought she had jeans and a coat on you could tell she is hot looking.
I have some chores that need done outside with it being nice warm weather this week once they are done I will then be dress as a woman with makeup and jewelry on.
That is one thing if I am going to become a woman for the day I have to go all out or nothing at all.


I was trying to figure out what to give up for lent about the only thing I could think of was cross-dressing.  I don't know if I will be able to or not, I haven't made it a week and the temptation is already getting to me.
The weather this week is suppose to be warm and inviting to dress as a woman and to go out for a drive to snail mail some letters.  Plus I got my new all-in-one body brief this past week and I would really like to try it on.  I wouldn't be able to just try it on I would have to go all out and dress completely as a woman.  Of course in doing so I would have to start with hair remover lotion, then douche and insert a super plus tampon once flushed out I would want to use my vibrating dildo.  After thirty minutes or so then I would be inserting another super plus tampon spraying myself with perfume then I would be ready for my panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose, all-in-one body brief, high heels, robe and then I would start applying my makeup once my makeup was done then select a dress double check my makeup, earrings, woman's watch and rings.  Load my purse up and walk out the door for a drive to the post office to snail mail my letters.
Just don't know if I can give it up or not, time will tell.

Monday, March 3, 2014


She is back, she took a shower using her scented wash lotion, patted herself dry, used a douche and inserted a super plus tampon into her love canal.  She then went ahead and applied her makeup and use her underarm deodorant.  She is now waiting to flush herself out then she can reinsert a regular flow tampon, spray herself with perfume and finish getting dressed as the woman she is. 
I do believe she is here to stay for a while, it is suppose to start getting warmer by Wednesday and I look for her to start using her bedroom toys on herself once again.

Saturday, March 1, 2014


I was going to do something else this morning but it got cancelled.  Done a couple of things outside that I have been putting off came back inside around noon.  Strip applied hair remover, showered wipe myself down with baby oil then took a douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  I went ahead and applied foundation and will here soon be dusting myself with face powder, once flushed out I will be using my vibrating dildo after about thirty minutes I will reinsert a regular tampon and finish applying my makeup then finish dressing as a woman.  I am hoping to stay that way most of the day.  I may change into woman's jeans and a woman's top and go to the grocery store, once back home it will be a dress again unless I take one with me and find a place to change.  Then I will coming back home as a woman.