Wednesday, November 26, 2014


I had wanted to get into my feminine mode today but that didn't happen.  I still need a few things from the store for tomorrow.  I had wanted to leave dressed as a woman but couldn't do it, now it is too late to start getting ready.  Hopefully on Monday I can do it and stay dressed as a woman for most of the day if not all day.

Monday, November 24, 2014


She has won this round, he didn't go to work yesterday.  So lets see what his feminine half will do today.  She should have done something on Saturday when the temperature was up near the seventy degree mark.  She could have use the hair remover lotion, applied nail polish to his toenails, taken a douche and used her vibrating dildo on him.  That didn't happen, she have better do something along that line today.  She also needs to starting going out as the woman she claims she wants to be.  She needs to do more things as a woman then he does as a male, which he is poor at.  Maybe she can succeed where he has failed.

Saturday, November 22, 2014


I have just gotten completely dressed as a woman, a little late in the day but it is worth it.
I have been disagreeing with my male self, he wants to get a part-time employment but by doing so he will infringe on her feminine side who enjoys being a woman every chance she gets.   She is saying no don't do it, that she will continue to dress and take care of the house and will go out more as the woman she knows that she is.
Just like now she has him in a bra and panties and it is only early Saturday morning.  She has until around 5:00pm on Sunday to convince him not to take that employment.  We will see what happens.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014


That feminine urge is coming back around today, I can see myself going out later today as a woman.  She may have jeans on but they will be woman's jeans with woman's boots, a woman's top, makeup, wig, jewelry, woman's long wool coat and carrying a purse.  She will be going out later today, where that will be anyone's guess but she will go out.
She is sitting completely dressed as a woman including her makeup, perfume, wig and jewelry on wearing a red and black pull over dress with her 3-inch slip on heels.

Friday, November 14, 2014


This will mark another day that I will be dressing as a woman.  I still need to stop by the store and pick up feminine supplies, need to make up my mind on a manicure if I do then I need to shop for a sweater dress to wear out tomorrow evening.
I have some errands to run today and here I sit partially dressed as a woman with her makeup on.  My male self says she wasn't going to come out until we got back home.  She said no she was coming out because she was going dress shopping and looking to get her nails done.  He wouldn't have done either one, but she will.  We will see what happens.
Here is what happen today, she did get her way to a certain point.  She left here dressed as a woman she had nail polish on her toenails, a regular flow tampon in her love hole, she had sprayed perfume on all her body.  She had on a panties with a sanitary napkin in them, pantyhose with an all-in-one body brief, with a woman's pull over top, woman's jeans, foundation, face powder, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara on.  She also wore a wig with earrings  and heels on with a long wool coat carrying her purse.  She also carried out a Lane Bryant bag with a pair of ankle socks and his gym shoes along with a jacket.
First stop to pay a bill, in the parking lot she removed the heels and slip on the ankle socks and gym shoes, once out of the vehicle she slip off the wool coat and put on the jacket.  She also removed the wig, earrings and the breast inserts.
Once that bill was paid next stop was the bank to get some money, then off to Lane Bryant store she didn't go in he chickened out.
Next stop was Kroger's to get her feminine supplies total bill was $96.00 but he did get a couple of things the rest was for her.
Stopped at a park on the way back home and she removed the socks and gym shoes and slip the heels back on, then she changed coats, got back into the vehicle and place the wig back on brushed it out and put the earrings back on.  Next came some blush and lip gloss and drove back home.
She hasn't done anything like that for at the very least 1-1/2 years or more.  It felt wonderful and natural to be out like that.

Thursday, November 13, 2014


I need a few groceries from the store, plus some feminine hygiene supplies.  So I took a shower using scented body wash and shaved my face.  I sprayed on perfume, don panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose, all-in-one body brief, slip on heels and a pull over woman's sweater.
As far as hygiene supplies go I need hair remover lotion, sanitary napkins, douche, mascara, foundation and eye liner pencil.  I also need some black cohost, iron pills and something for women going through menopause.  Yes, I like taking them helps me think of myself as a woman.
Plus I need a few grocery items as well.
I will probably wear woman's jeans when I go out and if I still had a short woman's coat I would have worn it also.  That's what I get for purging some items a few years ago.

Wednesday, November 12, 2014


I did dress Monday as a woman and it felt wonderful and right.  After having masturbating and shooting a full load of cum into my sanitary napkin.  I got to feeling guilty for dressing as a woman.  I removed my nail polish and strip everything off.
Didn't do anything yesterday as far as being feminine, but this morning I am having an overwhelming urge to apply nail polish on my toenails once again.  I know when I do it I will also take a shower using scented body wash and shaving my body, then I will be taking a feminine douche and inserting a tampon or two.  I will be back on my way to being a woman.  Just wish I had somebody to share this part of me with.
Here I sit completely dressed as a woman and what a feeling it is.
There are a few things that I should be doing today but here I am as the woman I long to be.  It feels so wonderful and right to be dressed as I am  including my makeup, perfume, wig and jewelry.
I have come to a conclusion this afternoon, I need to buy myself a cock cage put it on lock it and throw away the keys to it.  If I can deny myself from cumming I will be able to stay dressed as a woman longer and will be more likely to start going back out as one.

Sunday, November 9, 2014


I was having a hard time getting into my feminine self until I seen my hot looking female neighbor outside, then I was more then willing to get into my female self.
Got back inside from doing a chore outside when I seen my neighbor, strip applied nail polish to my toenails, then applied hair remover lotion all over my body, waited about ten minutes then rinsed it off.  Once out patted myself dry then applied scented body lotion, used a feminine douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I then used my vibrating dildo on myself and sucked on a regular dildo.  Once that was over I reinserted a regular flow tampon, don panties with a sanitary napkin, pantyhose, slip on heels, black all-in-one body brief.  Now I am getting my makeup on and will spend the rest of the day as a woman.
On Monday I will once again become a woman and spend my day as one.

Saturday, November 8, 2014


Today I have been doing my male side and trying to get some things done around here before bad weather sets in.
Tomorrow I am planing on my female side to come out and to stay dressed as a woman all day.  I have my new dress to try on also have a new top to try on with some woman's jeans.
I need to look on line for women's dress slacks.  As much as I hate the idea of wearing slacks but feel I need a pair or two.  They remind me of being born a male.
Hopefully I can find a part-time employment somewhere that will lead into full-time employment.  Then I can start buying more woman's apparel and under garments.  I enjoy wearing Rago's all-in-ones and would like to invest in some more vibrating dildos and a hand vibrating wand.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014


On November 01,2014 I stayed dressed as a woman for most of the day and it felt wonderful.  Today being the fifth of November  the urge awaken once again and again I am completely dressed as a woman and it feels so right and natural to be dressed this way.
I enjoy wearing makeup and perfume and a course having women's under clothes on don't hurt either.  I also enjoy using feminine hygiene products such as feminine douche, tampons and sanitary napkins, which a course I used this morning and I still have a regular flow tampon inside of me along with a sanitary napkin in my panties.  I also have nail polish on my toenails.
What would really feel nice instead of the tampon would  be a vibrating butt plug or dildo inside of me.
After masturbating I strip everything off and went the grocery store for a few things.  Once back home I took another feminine douche and reinserted a super plus tampon to help hold the fluid in.   Once flushed out I then reinserted another regular flow tampon, sprayed some more perfume on and proceeded to once again get completely dressed as a woman.  This time I will wait until about 6:00pm then head out the door and get into my vehicle and leave here as a woman.  I will go for a ride as a woman and may find some place to walk around then come back home.