Monday, October 27, 2014


Haven't had the desire to get feminine but this afternoon I forced myself to get back into my feminine self.
I have used a new bottle of hair remover lotion all over my body, once out of the shower I use scented body lotion and have taken a douche with a super plus tampon inside of me.  Once I flush that out I will use my dildo on myself, then start getting dressed as a woman with the slight chance I can leave here this evening as a woman to snail mail some letters.  If for nothing else I will go to the grocery store under-dress as a woman.
I am now completely dressed as a woman and it feels fantastic, I have my look down  for when I get the chance to leave here as a woman.
I went ahead and ordered a new pull over top and a dress from Lane Bryant, hopefully it will come Friday and if it does I will go there under-dressed as a woman with some makeup on pick up my packages then ask to use a dressing room.  If allowed I will put on my dress, touch up my makeup and walk out of the store wearing my new dress.

Friday, October 24, 2014


For the last few days I have been somewhat wanting to get dressed as a woman but for the life of me can't seem to do it.
Finally figured it out I don't have any nail polish, that has been my stopping point.  That will change today, went to the grocery store for some feminine supplies last evening.  Wrong time to go as they were having Halloween for kids, place was packed but use it to buy feminine needs.  Now have nail polish, eye liner two different shades, mascara, hair dye, feminine douche and hair remover lotion.  Suppose to be in the seventies this weekend and into the eighties next week, which will put me back into the mood to become a woman.
Have one more important chore to get done outside with the weather being nice and hope to get it done this weekend then off to being a woman or at least dressing as one.

Monday, October 20, 2014


I have been out of nail polish and for some unknown reason I just get into being a sissy without some nail polish.
I may try again today to get into the mood and go grocery shopping under-dressed as a woman and purchase some needed feminine supplies.  Just in case I decide to go out at the end of October as a woman.
I do know I need to find some employment this winter and it would be nice to find it where I could work dressed as a woman.  In the real world that won't happen at least in the bible belt.
Took a shower using scented body wash, douched and had a super plus tampon inside of me.  I sprayed perfume on, don a bra with my silicone breasts inserts.  Have flushed myself out,  here in a few minutes I will be using my vibrating dildo on myself.  Then I will reinsert a regular flow tampon, don panties with a sanitary napkin in them, coffee color pantyhose, all-in-one body brief, jeans, pull over top.  Heels to start with, may apply some makeup, grab a purse and a change of shoes and head out the door to get some feminine supplies.
I do need to go shopping for some woman's shoes flats or casual shoes to go shopping in.

Sunday, October 12, 2014


As my male self I gave in to some friends and join Pinterest, I thought it was all private until today when I realized it wasn't.  As my male self I had looked at some crossdressing sites and had followed them not knowing anybody could look at my page.  Guess I am out to some people that didn't know I was into crossdressing. 
Anyway I deactivated my account with them as my male self, my feminine self is still on there and speaking of feminine.  I am now on my way to be feminine from today to who knows when I will stop being feminine.  I am planning on using hair remover a couple times a week and feminine douche at least three times a week if not more.  Every time I douche I will wear at lest two tampons one super pus to help hold in the douche and a regular flow after flushing my system out and a sanitary napkin at all times in my panties.  From here on out I will wear only panties with a pad, keep nail polish on my toenails and may even get a manicure done this week. 
I will be using my vibrating dildo on myself a few times this week starting today.  I will also be getting under-dress as a woman with some makeup on as I need to go to the grocery store.
This week and for the next few weeks I will be dressing as a woman during the day and evening and will be going out as one as well.  Whenever I go out during the week I will always carry a purse and will have on woman's jeans and a woman's top or be wearing a dress with heels or a skirt, top and heels.