I had a checkup this past Monday and I had gain some weight, every else was in check but me personally didn't like the weight.
Before next check up which will be in January, I want to lose the pounds. I think I would feel better plus I will able to drop down in dress sizes. I would like to wear a garter-belt and stockings, I can do that if I lose the weight.
I couldn't stand it anymore having body hair it had to go, this afternoon it went. I even applied nail polish to my toenails and have used a feminine douche as enema. I now have a lubricated tampon in my boi pussy, once flushed out I will re-insert another lubricated tampon back in. I will apply scented body lotion to my body, don a bra, panties with a sanitary napkin and see where it goes from there. I am thinking pantyhose and a control brief then drab attire as the male self was invited out this evening.
I finally got the new to me bedroom set moved into the house and moved the old set into the spare bedroom. I still need to repaint the Mistress room but it will have to wait until that needy dog leaves.
I'm waiting on a mew mattress to arrive for the woman of the house.
Hopefully it arrives soon.
Hopefully needy dog leaves soon also.
I need to be able to dress as a woman and to use her toys on herself.
Seen my second ex-wife yesterday she had her eye brows tattoo along with eyeliner top and bottom tattoo. Needless to say I was jealous, didn't tell her that.
I have thought of having that done since my first divorce some 29 years ago.
The urge to be feminine is getting stronger everyday. I need to get hairless, apply nail polish to my toenails, douche and inset a tampon in my boi pussy. Then to apply scented body lotion, perfume and get under-dressed as a woman or even dressed as a woman and go out somewhere.
I have a need or a want to do it.
