11-04-2024

 I would do or give anything to live in all feminine attire and to take hormones to increase my breast and to redistribute my weight. I also wouldn't mind getting breast argumentation done.

10-27-2024

I did try under dressing with panties, pantyhose and control brief a couple of weeks ago, IO couldn't get the pantyhose over my hips even tho I purchase the largest pair they offered. So much for buying at a department store. Well not the department store I like to shop at.

I do want to try again if I ever get the chance.

10-11-2024

 I got paid but had to use my budget for perfume on something else.

Tomorrow morning I should be able to lose what body hair that grew back and be able to don a bra, panties, pantyhose and control brief  for a bit on Saturday.

Just wish I had some heels to wear.

10-03-2024

 I used to shop on line at America Shape wear for foundation garments and Legg's pantyhose.  

This time I looked at Dillard's on line and found a high waist control brief with some pantyhose and tights.

I had it deliver to the store. Hopefully I will get paid on the eleventh and I can get some perfume to wear.

09-16-2024

 I was able to lose my body hair this past Saturday. Just wish I had some scented body lotion to use after I done it.

Hopefully I will have some by next month, I wouldn't mind having some perfume to use also.

I have a wedding to go to which is my roommate  oldest daughter since I'm not in the wedding party and just a guest. I have decided to be under-dressed as a woman. No body hair scented body lotion, light spray of perfume, panties, pantyhose and if I can find on a high waist control brief or panty- girdle.

All under my drab attire. I would love to wear a bra but am afraid someone would feel it or see the straps. 

09-09-2024

 I have been thinking the last week or so I am going to start a new life in 2025.

Starting next school year my roommate twins will be in college about 3-hours away and I am planning on dressing and living as a woman.

I am going to let my hair grow out, work on losing some weight and getting in shape. I also want to use breast suction cups, start working on getting my lingerie, shoes, nylons clothes and makeup together.

Roommate will either accept it or she can move  out.

I do want to start going out dressed as a woman especially shopping as one and may see about getting on Hormones .

09-06-2024

 I have a wedding to go to next month, I would love to go to it dressed completely as a woman. Since that is out of the question next best thing is to go to it under-dressed as a woman. I would love to wear a bra but not knowing who will put their hand on my back,

I know I will lose all of my body hair, may try to take an enema or two. I will also use scented body lotion, perfume don panties with a sanitary napkin along with either pantyhose or tights, may even wear a panty-girdle or control brief. Then put my drab clothes on.

07-22-2024

 I was unable to remove my body hair the last of June but I did wear panties for three weeks straight and it felt wonderful.

I tried wearing men's underwear for a week and have gone back to panties and a sanitary pad in them. I did order three bra/s should be here this week or next week.

I am thinking of sending roommate a letter explaining that he will be dressing and going out as a woman. That he will be getting some packages delivered with  women's attire and shoes along with makeup. That he is to replace his male attire with female attire.

06-08-2024

 I am having second thoughts about removing my body hair, in the past I always would put on pantyhose after doing it and be getting fully dressed as a woman.

Although it does feel right in wearing panties, that is all I will be donning, no bra or anything else.

Since I have the items I will remove the body hair and in three weeks maybe I will have a bra and pantyhose to put on. 

As they in roommate and her ex will have to make that trip again and I can try the items on.

06-04-2024

 I have been wearing panties with a sanitary napkin for a week and it has felt wonderful/ I did buy my own sanitary napkins and change them every eight hours/ I also sit take care of peeing/

Room mate and her ex-husband  need to take the twins to a college about three hours away this coming Saturday/ I am planning on losing all of my body hair and dying my silver hair blond.

04-03-2024

 I brought my panties in and was hoping to find roommates daughters sanitary napkins. As i enjoy wearing one in my panty. They must have started keeping them in their rooms.

I may have to buy my own as I really want to start wearing panties 24/7.

 I really need to have a talk with roommate about moving out.

02-29-2024

 Here I thought we had a romantic relationship only to find out today it is friendship.

So I will be continue to make plans in a couple of years to move into an apartment and live and dress as a woman most of the time. Like 95 percent.

I will go ahead and get some lingerie to wear under my drab attire and will work on losing my body hair this year

02-24-2024

 I looked on Macy.s web-site and ordered some bras and panties but never went to pick them up. 

I also looked on Her Room and found a bra I really like, didn't order it as it was $150.00 a piece.

Sometime in the near future I am planning on losing all of my body hair.