07-01-2022

 Here it is the first of July and the ex and her kids haven't moved in yet. I am thinking if they haven't moved in by the middle of the month the locks on the door will be changed again.

I will invest in more panties, bras, full slips, half slips, pantyhose, dresses. skirts, tops, heels, flat shoes, purses, makeup, perfume, women jewelry and a wig or two. I will also buy a couple of toys that I miss.

Can't forget about buying hair remover lotion and my feminine hygiene needs.

I will start going out this fall as a woman if they don't move in.

06-14-2022

 I don't know what will happen in the days or weeks to come. 

I do know I will be at ease a few days out of the month as I have just placed an order for some panties and a bra. I do know from past experiences I can't stop at panties and a bra. Sooner or later it will have to be more then just lingerie.

I will have to cross that bridge in the future.

06-11-2022

 I believe I have screwed up, back in late March my ex-wife and her oldest daughter came by the house and asked if they could move back in as they weren't getting along with her other ex as he lives with them so he can see his twin girls.

So I had to purge all of my feminine attire and toys.

Here it is going on the middle of June and they haven't moved in yet and I have started looking at panties and bras again. I am having withdrawls. All of my body hair has grown back where I used to keep it all off.

I am about to the point of changing locks again so I can go back to dressing as a woman.

At least the two back rooms got painted and my feminine self likes the color.

3-14-2022

 The male in me went and dome something  last month and now I am regretting it. I went to the barber and had a burr hair cut. I should have went to a beauty salon and had it dyed as I don't like seeing gray hair.

Now I will have to go out buy a wig after my taxes are paid. 

I also need to go to a gym and start excising.

02-03-2022

 I have been letting my hair grow out, thought about getting it cut the other day. Pulled into the barber shop and they were closed for the day. Guess it wasn't meant to get it cut.

Brought some hair dye and today I dyed it, had to cover up the gray. I hate having gray hair.

When the weather warms up a bit I need to remove my body hair and start being feminine more often. I do enjoy it, love wearing bras and panties. Dressing completely as a woman, I want/need to start going out as a woman. I want to go shopping, have a pedicure and manicure done, get my hair styled as a woman's, ears pierced. I also want to go to some clubs that are gay friendly.

01-07-2022

It has snowed yesterday and still extremely cold today, I thought it would be a good time to lose body hair, use a feminine douche as an enema and insert a well lubricated tampon in my boi pussy. I also have nail polish on my fingernails and toenails.

I have nipple suction cups on my breast.

When I get paid which will be the middle of the month, I want to go shopping for women's clothes. Tops/sweaters, slacks, lingerie and pantyhose/tights. May even see about getting ears pierced and hair styled

2022 is going to be the year I start going out as a woman and spending more of my life dressed as a woman.

12-15-2021

 I have been dressing as a woman most days and wearing makeup as well. I do wear a bra along with panties under my drab attire. What drab attire I have left.

I am suppose to go shopping with the ex-wife this Saturday, I will have panties on for sure might also have pantyhose or tights on also depending on the weather. I asked her what her three girls wanted for Christmas as I have always gave the oldest one something every year for the last twenty years plus. I thought it was time to do something for the twin that just became teenagers. I would love to go shopping with her completely dressed as a woman but will have to settle with some lingerie under drab attire unless I wear woman's jeans.

Once Sunday comes around I will apply nail polish to my fingernails and maybe go out in woman's casual clothes and do some shopping as a woman.

Come first of the year I do want to get a manicure, ears pierced and get my hair colored and a feminine style done to it.

I do want to start going out as a woman and may see medical professionals about becoming a woman.

A woman can dream can't she.