10-21-2019

Should have known better they didn't move out, beginning to think it will never happen.  I was hoping to get back into my feminine ways by now.
I long to be hairless and wearing women's attire.
To be able to wear feminine attire and to use women sex toys on myself.  I want to purchase a breast pump and to use it several times a day.  I also want a cock cage to wear and butt plugs to wear when I am dressed as a woman.  Which would be everyday.
Even if I was in drab attire for whatever reason, I would be under-dressed as a woman.  I would use only woman's deodorant and perfume everyday. 

10-16-2019

I was told this morning that they will be moving out this weekend.  I will be losing all body hair by first of the week and using feminine douche as an enema and inserting well lubricated tampons into my love hole.
Once all that is done I will then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose and control brief.  For now I will don drab attire and may go shopping for woman's shoes and attire.  I still need some makeup which I will get before the weekend gets here.
I can start replacing my drab wardrobe with woman's clothes.

10-10-2019

She told me last evening that she had wanted to be out of the house by October 01.  Well she missed that date, hopefully it will be by November 01 now.
I am having a hard time because I am wanting nail polish on my toenails, to lose all body hair below my eyebrows, to wear my bras, panties and pantyhose.  To be able to place some orders for woman's attire and have it shipped to the house.
Wanting to get the house back to the way it was, especially my walk in closet/dressing room.
I may even repaint some room in more pastel colors.
To be able to wear makeup when I have feminine attire on and to go outside wearing feminine attire.

10-06-2019

When the time comes that I can dress as a woman whenever I want to and for how long I want to.  I would like tto go out on a date with a woman as two lesbians or a date with a man.  To be able to go a show where I could wear a evening grown and have my hair fixed up, or just an afternoon in the park wearing shorts and a woman's top.  To be taken out to dinner in a dress or skirt and top and to remove my heeels and take my stocking foot and play with their crotch.  I would be a horny bitch that would need a good fucking.
I hope I would get it.

10-02-2019

She still hasn't signed the divorce papers, but it has got me to thinking once they are signed and they have moved out.  I will start getting rid of my male clothes and replacing them with feminine attire and lingerie.  Even today with it being so hot I have been wishing I had a woman swimsuit to wear outside.  I will keep a pair or two of drab jeans and shirts but everything else in my wardrobe will be from the women's section.  Next summer I will be wearing woman's shorts and tops along with woman's shoes.
I want to live as a woman for the next few years or at the very least dress as one.  To go to a beauty salon every few months to have my color touched up, my nails done and eyebrows waxed.
I want to experience making love to a man, getting a mouthful of cum and swallowing it.  Having a man shoot his cum into my love hole and having it run down my leg.  To have him suck and nibble on my breast and nipples.
I wouldn't mind wearing a cock cage either, that way I would have to sit to take care of business. Also to be able to spoon with him and to have him stick his cock in my love hole and for him to caress my nipples and breast.