10-13-2022

 Her dresses did come in, she needs some shoes and the rest of her makeup.

She is going to lose his body hair in the morning and take a couple of enemas to clean herself out. She will insert a well lubricated tampon into her backside, don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose and a girdle. Then she will have to put his drab attire on. She might apply foundation, face powder and mascara.

She will then drive to Macy's and purchase scented body lotion and perfume. Once back in her vehicle she will spray the perfume on behind her ears, elbows, wrists and between her breast.

She will then go shopping for the rest of her feminine needs. 

As much as she dislikes slacks and jeans she will invest in a few and some nice tops to go with them. She will also need some coats/jackets to wear.

She also wants to put a cage on him, that way she can do as she wants.

09-27-2022

 She went ahead today and order some clip earrings. She also put some nail polish on her toenails.

She has been trying to get him to remove some body hair, to take a douche and insert a tampon. Then have him get under-dress as a woman and to go out this evening to get her some eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.

She knows when her dresses arrive she will want to try them on and she wants to see the full affect.

09-22-2022

 He is still waiting on a phone call to pick some items up for winter.

She went ahead and ordered two sweater dresses, one black and one gray along with heels.

She still needs a few more makeup items and she wouldn't mind a full slip in black.

She also needs some jewelry such as earrings, bracelet and a watch. She wouldn't mind a wig also.

09-20-2022

 I didn't make it to the pride event really wanted to though.

Waiting on a phone call to pick up an item my male side needs for the winter. Once that is done, Then my feminine side can order some heels and flat shoes along with some women's wear.

She does want to start going out this year as a woman.

She also wants some more toys to use. She seen a prostate vibrator with a remote that she wants to get as she can have it inserted when she goes out dressed as a woman. She can reach in her purse and turn it on or if she is lucky enough to find a woman, she can give her the remote.

09-14-2022

 Just ordered a new pair of silicone breast, makeup mirror, brushes and a few other items off of Amazon. 

All of the items are suppose to be here by Saturday.

There is a pride event here in town, if items show up may go to it as a woman. Otherwise if I go to it I will be under-dressed as a woman and smelling like a woman.

09-09-2022

 I got to thinking this morning instead of ordering some perfume, scented body wash and scented body lotion from Macy's website. I would just drive to a Macy's store next week and buy it in person.

My nipples are hard from just thinking about doing that.

I went ahead and ordered a high waist panty girdle from Rago Shape wear and have been looking at makeup on amazon as that is where I found it last time I brought some.

 I was also looking on Adam & Eve website at dildos, there again I will drive to a store and purchase what I want.

I would like to walk into one of those stores dressed as a woman to shop for toys. Maybe in time once I get back into dressing and going out as a woman.

09-08-2022

 I need a few grocery items from the store to last until I get paid again. Problem is I know if I go to the grocery store I will come back with more items for her then something to eat.

She needs sanitary napkins, she wants nail polish and lip gloss, she also wants some more hair remover lotion, woman's deodorant. She could use another box of feminine douche.

08-31-2022

 My nipple pump has arrived and have already tried it out.  It's improved since the last one I had.

 I can see using this one several time a day, this one is rechargeable.

 Now to get a couple of dildos and silicone breasts and my feminine self will be back.

08-26-20200

 Update  my toys are suppose to be here between 09-02-2022 and 09-27-2022. 

I may have to go an Adam & Eve store and buy a dildo to use on myself before then. May get some different size plugs to use also.

08-14-2022

I ordered two new toys for my feminine self, suction nipple cups and a vibrating dildo. 

I got to thinking how much pleasure I got from those two items. That I had replace them.

Dildo will be here this week the suction cups for my nipples should be here first week of September.

08-04-2022

 I have been busy restocking my lingerie but this month I need to spend some money on my house.

If I have anything left I might buy a pair of silicone inserts and a possibility of a wig. I would like to get a couple new toys to use on my feminine self.

07-22-2022

 Two of my bras arrived today the third one is on back order.

Took a shower using some scented body wash and shaved my breast, I will have to get some women's razors. Took a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a super tampon to help hold it in.

Here shortly I will release the plug so to speak, use woman's deodorant, reinsert a well lubricated tampon, don panties with a sanitary napkin, don a bra and put some drab attire on.

Next month I will order some woman's attire such as shorts, tops, jeans and slacks. May order some shoes as well.

Hopefully by end of weekend I will move back into a larger bedroom as my house guests aren't moving in. Just my feminine self will be here along with the drab self.

07-18-2022

 I placed an order for a couple of Valmont bras yesterday from HerRoom. I have always liked Valmont bras.

I got back on that web-site this morning and found some other bras that I may like and ordered three of them. One in black, one in pink which will remind  me of when I used to borrow my older sister's lingerie and one in beige.

By end of week I should have enough bras, panties, pantyhose, tights, purse and woman's billfold.

Then I can start on my makeup, wig, women's jewelry and woman shoes.

07-17-2022

 My order for two bras came yesterday, didn't realize when I order them that they were padded. I don't like padded bras but have kept them and did wear one yesterday afternoon.

It did feel good having a bra back on after three an half months of not having one.

I will look at some more bras today online unlined, really like lace bra if I can find some.

07-14-2022

 I just ordered some bras, panties and a purse from Macy's. I also ordered breast nipple clamps from Adam & Eve.

I am slowly on my way to dressing as a woman once again and this time there is no going back.

I am going to start going out shopping dressed as a woman, go to a nail salon for a manicure and somewhere to get my ears pierced. I may even get my eyebrows tattoo on, along with eyeliner tattoo on with some color added to my lips.

Now I need to get some feminine douche, tampons and nail polish for my toenails. Once my items show are delivered I want to be in the mood to be a woman.

I keep telling myself to just order a few things each month, it isn't working.

I just ordered some more panties and pantyhose and tights from Hane's.

I will need to get some woman's tops, jeans/shorts and shoes so when all of theses orders come in I can go out as a woman to get my makeup done. 

Guess I may have to order some makeup next.

07-12-2022

 Still waiting on my panties to show up, I had to go out this morning to get some blood work done.  While out I stopped and got two bottles of hair remover lotion, that I am planning on using today. I also got some baby oil, baby powder and a package of sanitary napkins.

Just wish I had gotten some feminine douche and tampons. I will need to go out on Friday and buy a bra.  I need to get some women's summer tops and shorts. along with bracelets and necklaces.

Panties did arrived and I lost my body hair and it feels wonderful not having any body hair and being in panties once again. Hopefully next week I will be wearing a bra and matching panties along with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-06-2022

 I am considering losing my body hair here shortly, using feminine douche as an enema and plugging my boi pussy with a tampon. 

I am also thinking of getting some new toys to use on my nipples.

What I really need is panties and bra, then lose the body hair, douche and plug my pussy.

I have to limit myself on what I buy each month, but would really like to get some panties and start wearing them  all of the time.

I just placed an order for a bra and 3-pairs of panties. 

I have a checkup in a couple of weeks where as I will be wearing panties under my drab attire and hopefully I will also be hair-free below my eyebrows. with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-05-2022

 I was informed today they won't be moving in, in one way I am disappointed but in another way I can go back to dressing as a woman.

This time probably late summer through late winter I am wanting to go out dressed as a woman shopping, support meetings for cross-dressers, nail salon and socializing at clubs.

I will have about three or four months to get a starter wardrobe, wig and makeup together. Then I will go out shopping for anything else I may need.

07-01-2022

 Here it is the first of July and the ex and her kids haven't moved in yet. I am thinking if they haven't moved in by the middle of the month the locks on the door will be changed again.

I will invest in more panties, bras, full slips, half slips, pantyhose, dresses. skirts, tops, heels, flat shoes, purses, makeup, perfume, women jewelry and a wig or two. I will also buy a couple of toys that I miss.

Can't forget about buying hair remover lotion and my feminine hygiene needs.

I will start going out this fall as a woman if they don't move in.

06-14-2022

 I don't know what will happen in the days or weeks to come. 

I do know I will be at ease a few days out of the month as I have just placed an order for some panties and a bra. I do know from past experiences I can't stop at panties and a bra. Sooner or later it will have to be more then just lingerie.

I will have to cross that bridge in the future.

06-11-2022

 I believe I have screwed up, back in late March my ex-wife and her oldest daughter came by the house and asked if they could move back in as they weren't getting along with her other ex as he lives with them so he can see his twin girls.

So I had to purge all of my feminine attire and toys.

Here it is going on the middle of June and they haven't moved in yet and I have started looking at panties and bras again. I am having withdrawls. All of my body hair has grown back where I used to keep it all off.

I am about to the point of changing locks again so I can go back to dressing as a woman.

At least the two back rooms got painted and my feminine self likes the color.

3-14-2022

 The male in me went and dome something  last month and now I am regretting it. I went to the barber and had a burr hair cut. I should have went to a beauty salon and had it dyed as I don't like seeing gray hair.

Now I will have to go out buy a wig after my taxes are paid. 

I also need to go to a gym and start excising.

02-03-2022

 I have been letting my hair grow out, thought about getting it cut the other day. Pulled into the barber shop and they were closed for the day. Guess it wasn't meant to get it cut.

Brought some hair dye and today I dyed it, had to cover up the gray. I hate having gray hair.

When the weather warms up a bit I need to remove my body hair and start being feminine more often. I do enjoy it, love wearing bras and panties. Dressing completely as a woman, I want/need to start going out as a woman. I want to go shopping, have a pedicure and manicure done, get my hair styled as a woman's, ears pierced. I also want to go to some clubs that are gay friendly.

01-07-2022

It has snowed yesterday and still extremely cold today, I thought it would be a good time to lose body hair, use a feminine douche as an enema and insert a well lubricated tampon in my boi pussy. I also have nail polish on my fingernails and toenails.

I have nipple suction cups on my breast.

When I get paid which will be the middle of the month, I want to go shopping for women's clothes. Tops/sweaters, slacks, lingerie and pantyhose/tights. May even see about getting ears pierced and hair styled

2022 is going to be the year I start going out as a woman and spending more of my life dressed as a woman.