07-22-2022

 Two of my bras arrived today the third one is on back order.

Took a shower using some scented body wash and shaved my breast, I will have to get some women's razors. Took a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a super tampon to help hold it in.

Here shortly I will release the plug so to speak, use woman's deodorant, reinsert a well lubricated tampon, don panties with a sanitary napkin, don a bra and put some drab attire on.

Next month I will order some woman's attire such as shorts, tops, jeans and slacks. May order some shoes as well.

Hopefully by end of weekend I will move back into a larger bedroom as my house guests aren't moving in. Just my feminine self will be here along with the drab self.

07-18-2022

 I placed an order for a couple of Valmont bras yesterday from HerRoom. I have always liked Valmont bras.

I got back on that web-site this morning and found some other bras that I may like and ordered three of them. One in black, one in pink which will remind  me of when I used to borrow my older sister's lingerie and one in beige.

By end of week I should have enough bras, panties, pantyhose, tights, purse and woman's billfold.

Then I can start on my makeup, wig, women's jewelry and woman shoes.

07-17-2022

 My order for two bras came yesterday, didn't realize when I order them that they were padded. I don't like padded bras but have kept them and did wear one yesterday afternoon.

It did feel good having a bra back on after three an half months of not having one.

I will look at some more bras today online unlined, really like lace bra if I can find some.

07-14-2022

 I just ordered some bras, panties and a purse from Macy's. I also ordered breast nipple clamps from Adam & Eve.

I am slowly on my way to dressing as a woman once again and this time there is no going back.

I am going to start going out shopping dressed as a woman, go to a nail salon for a manicure and somewhere to get my ears pierced. I may even get my eyebrows tattoo on, along with eyeliner tattoo on with some color added to my lips.

Now I need to get some feminine douche, tampons and nail polish for my toenails. Once my items show are delivered I want to be in the mood to be a woman.

I keep telling myself to just order a few things each month, it isn't working.

I just ordered some more panties and pantyhose and tights from Hane's.

I will need to get some woman's tops, jeans/shorts and shoes so when all of theses orders come in I can go out as a woman to get my makeup done. 

Guess I may have to order some makeup next.

07-12-2022

 Still waiting on my panties to show up, I had to go out this morning to get some blood work done.  While out I stopped and got two bottles of hair remover lotion, that I am planning on using today. I also got some baby oil, baby powder and a package of sanitary napkins.

Just wish I had gotten some feminine douche and tampons. I will need to go out on Friday and buy a bra.  I need to get some women's summer tops and shorts. along with bracelets and necklaces.

Panties did arrived and I lost my body hair and it feels wonderful not having any body hair and being in panties once again. Hopefully next week I will be wearing a bra and matching panties along with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-06-2022

 I am considering losing my body hair here shortly, using feminine douche as an enema and plugging my boi pussy with a tampon. 

I am also thinking of getting some new toys to use on my nipples.

What I really need is panties and bra, then lose the body hair, douche and plug my pussy.

I have to limit myself on what I buy each month, but would really like to get some panties and start wearing them  all of the time.

I just placed an order for a bra and 3-pairs of panties. 

I have a checkup in a couple of weeks where as I will be wearing panties under my drab attire and hopefully I will also be hair-free below my eyebrows. with a tampon in my boi pussy.

07-05-2022

 I was informed today they won't be moving in, in one way I am disappointed but in another way I can go back to dressing as a woman.

This time probably late summer through late winter I am wanting to go out dressed as a woman shopping, support meetings for cross-dressers, nail salon and socializing at clubs.

I will have about three or four months to get a starter wardrobe, wig and makeup together. Then I will go out shopping for anything else I may need.

07-01-2022

 Here it is the first of July and the ex and her kids haven't moved in yet. I am thinking if they haven't moved in by the middle of the month the locks on the door will be changed again.

I will invest in more panties, bras, full slips, half slips, pantyhose, dresses. skirts, tops, heels, flat shoes, purses, makeup, perfume, women jewelry and a wig or two. I will also buy a couple of toys that I miss.

Can't forget about buying hair remover lotion and my feminine hygiene needs.

I will start going out this fall as a woman if they don't move in.