06-21-2015

I went ahead and removed all body hair and then applied scented body lotion on my body.  I also sprayed some perfume on and have gotten dressed as a woman.  I wanted to try on the dress and shoes that came yesterday, sorry to say the dress is too small and the shoes are tight.  Both will be going back.

6/20/2015

My dress and heels that I ordered earlier this week came to day, I was hoping to wait until after the fourth of July to get feminine but I think that may happen on Sunday or Monday now.  I still need some feminine douche and a vibrating dildo but can get by with the douche. 
I have a few chores to do outside if it ever stops raining then I will lose the body hair and use some scented body lotion, get under dressed as a woman and head to the store for the douche and some spray on glue for my silicone breast.
Then on Monday I will use the douche and get dressed as a woman with my silicone breasts glued on and try on the dress and heels along with some makeup, wig and women's jewelry.

06-15-2015

I went and ordered a new dress and heels from Lane Bryant just now.  I don't really need it but felt like I would look good in it.
I guess I am more of a woman then I want to let on, I am hoping by fall I can start going out as a woman.
 It would be nice to have another woman to go shopping with or just to have a woman's day and/or night out on the town.
At this stage in life I wouldn't mine a man taking me out as a woman, to have him have his arm around me, to order for me, to hold a chair for me.  To completely treat me as his woman.  Of course I would have to treat him as my man, when coming back from powdering my face I would drop my panties in his lap, but to keep something from springing up I would have to have it in a cage.
It has gotten to the point pictures don't do nothing for me , I have to read a story to get excited any more.  As the third sentence say's I am more of a woman then I let on.

06/14/2015

Ok, the urge is slowly building up but I have notice that I have hair that has just started growing on my back, of all of the places for it to grow.
I think I can use some hair remover lotion on a rag or wash clothe on a handle and get it off.  If that doesn't work guess I will have to go to a salon for wax strips or pay extra for electrologist  to remove all body hair.
I need to go to the store today or tomorrow and when I do I am buying some douche, in case I am successful in removing the hair on my back and other body hair.
Yes, I am going to get dressed as a woman.  I need my high and that is how I get it.

06/05/2015

Ever since Jenner has come out about being transgender, had breast argumentation done, some facial features done and a reality show about it.  I have been having an urge to purge all of my feminine attire.  I know as soon as it happens I will regret it.  I will just keep in store away until the urge to get feminine come back again as we all know it does.

06-02-2015

I have just gotten out the shower where I had rinsed my body hair down the drain, once I patted myself dry I applied scent body lotion.  I then placed some lubricant on a super pus tampon and took a feminine douche then inserted the tampon.  It feels so wonderful.  I will have to make a trip to an adult store and get a new vibrating dildo, the one I have now quit vibrating, I will still use until I can get a new one.  I will probably go to a store under-dressed as a woman, I would rather go there fully dressed as a woman if I thought I could pull it off.  It would be nice to find another woman to go with or with a man  with me being dressed as the woman.
I don't know how far I will go in dressing as a woman today but do know I will be under-dressed as one if I go somewhere.