Monday, April 29, 2019

4-29-2019

I was sitting outside for a few minutes when I seen my hot looking neighbor and it brought back a wave of memories.
When I first moved in here I was dressed as a woman most of the time and would sit outside for her to see me.
There were a few times I would leave about the same time as her in my vehicle dressed as a woman to go out for a drive.  One time we actually waved to each other
I always wished she would have stopped in when I was completely dressed as a woman and we could have went out shopping together.
The memories we all have.

Thursday, April 25, 2019

4-25-2019

Know I shouldn't be looking at things to make me feel feminine, but couldn't help looking at some nipple/breast pumps.  Really would like to get one and start using it, what could she say if my breast started looking full?  Worst could happen in my mind would be that I needed to start wearing a bra.
May try it and see what happens.

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

4-21-2019

I got to thinking this morning of all of the Easter outfits that I used to buy, and would wear around the house or out in the yard for my neighbors to see me in.
I would also buy matching hats and shoes to go with the outfits.
I always wanted to go to a church service wearing one of those outfits but never did, oh how I regret not doing it.
If I did go out wearing one it was just to ride around town, even later on I would go out completely dressed as a woman and would just go to a post office after hours to snail mail bills.
I would love to be single again at times and to be able to dress completely as a woman and to go out shopping as one and to socialize as one.  At other times I am happy to be married, shame my wife doesn't share my old hobby.
I remember the first time she came to my apartment so long ago, I forgot there was a dress hanging on the back of the bathroom door. She asked about it and I told her sometimes I like to put it on.  she dropped the subject and has never said another word about it.
It is like don't ask or tell, not into it just drop it.
Really wish she would get into it but know it will never happen.

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

04-9-2019

Last night I got to thinking that I no longer wish to have intercourse with a woman, I would rather snuggle with one, caress her and lick her and that would be it.  I have no desire to stick something in her other than my finger or a dildo.  I wouldn't mind licking cum out of her.
I do want to dress as a woman and to go out as a woman and to socialize with women. With the right man I may even be his girlfriend or wife.  As long as I could always wear dresses, skirts and feminine tops.

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

3-27-2019

The panties and bras feel so good that I had to order more, just haven't gotten to the store to pick them up yet.
Looking forward to when I get get rid of this ugly body hair, it is one thing I hate is having body hair.
When the time comes instead of using color nail polish on my toenails I will use clear or pale pink, apply the hair remover lotion wait until it tingles then rinse it off, use a feminine douche as a enema and insert a tampon.  Then I will use probably baby oil to smooth my skin.  Don panties, a sanitary napkin and a bra to sleep in.  Next morning change my tampon and sanitary napkin.  I will need to buy some perfume the same brand as what my wife and step-daughter uses and will see if they carry some scented body lotion.  I do know I will be wearing pantyhose over my panties and under my drab attire.