I want to start doing some exercises, I should say my feminine side wants to. She would like to do them as a woman but couldn't figure out what to wear.
Last evening it finally came to her. she has the two piece swimsuit, she could get a one swimsuit plus she has a pair of tights. She can put the tights on then either the two piece swimsuit or get a one piece swimsuit and do her exercises while wearing that outfit. She may have to get some athletic shoes to wear.
After being up for a few hours, something came over me and I had to get a bra and put it on. It feels so good and feels right that I have my bra on. My nipples are hard and full.
I need to do something outside and when I come back in looks like I will be getting into my woman's lingerie after taking a shower using scented body soap, douching inserting a tampon and perfume.
I ordered some Mac makeup from Macy's this morning, I usually buy it at the grocery store something a bit cheaper and I loved it but they stop making or carrying the foundation and face powder I liked. So I will see how Mac works out, I always felt comfortable wearing the makeup and hopefully I will feel comfortable once again.
Hopefully next week I can get outside while wearing my two piece swimsuit.
I have notice the couple across the road from me has been gone for several days. I was planning on wearing woman's clothes out to do some shopping the first of the week. I have a pair of woman's slacks and a woman's shirt that I could wear. I also have a black purse that would go with the outfit. It would appear I was a sissy out shopping.
Well that isn't going to happen now they just showed up, I will have to figure something else out.
Laying in bed this morning the thoughts going through my mind was, some one was making love to me. First thing they were playing with my breast and nipples, then went down to lick my clit and the next thing I know I was telling to stick it my pussy. That I wanted to feel the cum inside of me. The next thing I woke up with a boner.
I got it bad wanting to be a sissy/woman, Too strict of upbringing as I feel ashamed to admit to myself that I need to transition to being a woman.
I often think if I wasn't in a financial bind, I would be tempted to sell out and move to a bigger city and dress full time as a woman. It is so relaxing when I am dressed as a woman, plus it feels so right.
I would love to have breast augmentation done to being my breast up to a full C-cup, provided I could dress full time. I would have to work on losing some weight to be able to dress full time.
By moving some place new I could down size in a vehicle that would more be like what a woman would drive.
I need some printer ink and need to mail some bills, I have decided that when I do go out I will be under-dressed as a woman. I will also have some makeup and perfume on as well.
First I need to apply hair remover all over my body, I brought some feminine douche and tampons last week, I will be using them today. I also need to apply color nail polish to my toenail.
It felt wonderful going out with my feminine hygiene products, under-dressed and smelling like a woman. I even wore a woman's top under my shirt.
I need to do it more often in the near future.
Next week it is suppose to get back up in the eighties, would be a good time to work on my tan while wearing my woman's two piece swimsuit.
I had high hopes of getting some chores done outside this morning, it got shot down when I went to rent something and couldn't get it.
Came back home and now I am thinking of applying nail polish to my toenails, applying hair remover lotion all over my body, douching and inserting a tampon and being a woman for the week. It would be a lot better if would stay warm all week,only that isn't the case suppose to turn cold again.
I would love to lie out in the sun and work on my feminine tan in my two piece swimsuit.
Oh well might check some web-sites for woman's clothes.
I'm sitting here under-dressed as a woman with perfume on and foundation, face powder, mascara and kip gloss on.
I need some feminine items from the store and a few grocery items as well.
If my hair was longer, finger nails were longer and shaped as a woman's, I would be tempted to leave here completely dressed as a woman to do some shopping
Instead I have to go out partially dressed as a woman and smelling like a woman.
I am slowly getting back to a time when I used to go out for drives or to the post office after hours as a woman. Baby steps is what I am taking.
Before I go out completely as a woman I need to get a second vehicle instead of the big pickup I drive. She needs an economy car/ SUV to drive.
I had ordered a assortment of panties and bras last month and they arrived last week. I washed them all so I can start wearing them everyday with a sanitary napkin in them.
Now I need to order some jeans, shorts, woman's tee shirts and tank tops for summer wear. I also need a couple more everyday purses.
I still need to restock my makeup and still need to work in that spare room so I can get the Mistress bedroom done.
I also need a couple of wigs.
I miss douching and inserting a tampon in my backside. I also miss not using a dildo and my breast suction cups. I will have to start using both again.
Whenever I took a shower I would always douche and insert a tampon, once flushed out I would then use my dildo. After pleasured myself I would reinsert a well lubricated tampon then get dressed as a woman. If I was going grocery shopping or just running errands I would go about my business under-dressed as a woman. I used to go about my day smelling like a woman as I always used woman's deodorant, woman's scented lotion and perfume. I need or want to start up again being that person.
I have been cutting calories, trying to get by on the least amount. I have drop down two inches around my waist.
I need to restock my makeup, foundation, face powder, mascara , eye shadow, eyeliner and lip gloss/lipstick. I also want to get more scented lotion, scented bath oil and perfume.
I just need to restock my wardrobe with all woman's attire, shoes and purses along with a assortment of outerwear such as coats/jackets.
I finally got rid of my body hair and tried on the swimsuit. I will have to glue on my breast when I have top of the swimsuit on.
I can't wait to lie out in the sun while wearing it.
I still need to apply the nail polish on my toenails.
I still need to transplant some rose bushes, kinda late but still needs to be done.
Some how some way I am going to be dressed as a woman for the summer and rest of the year. I will need to buy woman's shorts and tank tops, maybe a summer dress.
I need to see if I have any feminine douche and tampons, if not will have to get some.
I didn't lose the body hair yesterday hopefully that will happen today. I still need to apply nail polish to my toenails. I would like to find a pair of woman's sandals. I don't think they make them in my size may have to go with flipflops.
It would be nice to get a large towel, flopping hat, beach bag or large straw bag/purse and cover up for my woman's swimsuit.. I will also need a new wig. To be able to go somewhere and lie out in the sun or to a beach.
After Easter I will remove what body hair that grown back and will apply nail polish to my toenails. My swimsuit came a couple of days ago still haven't tried it on. I want to get the full affect of being completely hairless and nail polish on my toenails.
I have some pantyhose coming along with some more panties.
He needs to transplant the roses along the fence line in thee side yard and she wants to get some bushes to screen the backyard. The next time he is a garden store he needs to get her some garden gloves and a flopping hat.
Later this spring through early fall she will be in the backyard, in the summer time she will be in her swimsuit getting that feminine tan.
