Should have known better they didn't move out, beginning to think it will never happen. I was hoping to get back into my feminine ways by now.
I long to be hairless and wearing women's attire.
To be able to wear feminine attire and to use women sex toys on myself. I want to purchase a breast pump and to use it several times a day. I also want a cock cage to wear and butt plugs to wear when I am dressed as a woman. Which would be everyday.
Even if I was in drab attire for whatever reason, I would be under-dressed as a woman. I would use only woman's deodorant and perfume everyday.
Monday, October 21, 2019
Wednesday, October 16, 2019
10-16-2019
I was told this morning that they will be moving out this weekend. I will be losing all body hair by first of the week and using feminine douche as an enema and inserting well lubricated tampons into my love hole.
Once all that is done I will then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose and control brief. For now I will don drab attire and may go shopping for woman's shoes and attire. I still need some makeup which I will get before the weekend gets here.
I can start replacing my drab wardrobe with woman's clothes.
Once all that is done I will then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose and control brief. For now I will don drab attire and may go shopping for woman's shoes and attire. I still need some makeup which I will get before the weekend gets here.
I can start replacing my drab wardrobe with woman's clothes.
Thursday, October 10, 2019
10-10-2019
She told me last evening that she had wanted to be out of the house by October 01. Well she missed that date, hopefully it will be by November 01 now.
I am having a hard time because I am wanting nail polish on my toenails, to lose all body hair below my eyebrows, to wear my bras, panties and pantyhose. To be able to place some orders for woman's attire and have it shipped to the house.
Wanting to get the house back to the way it was, especially my walk in closet/dressing room.
I may even repaint some room in more pastel colors.
To be able to wear makeup when I have feminine attire on and to go outside wearing feminine attire.
I am having a hard time because I am wanting nail polish on my toenails, to lose all body hair below my eyebrows, to wear my bras, panties and pantyhose. To be able to place some orders for woman's attire and have it shipped to the house.
Wanting to get the house back to the way it was, especially my walk in closet/dressing room.
I may even repaint some room in more pastel colors.
To be able to wear makeup when I have feminine attire on and to go outside wearing feminine attire.
Sunday, October 6, 2019
10-06-2019
When the time comes that I can dress as a woman whenever I want to and for how long I want to. I would like tto go out on a date with a woman as two lesbians or a date with a man. To be able to go a show where I could wear a evening grown and have my hair fixed up, or just an afternoon in the park wearing shorts and a woman's top. To be taken out to dinner in a dress or skirt and top and to remove my heeels and take my stocking foot and play with their crotch. I would be a horny bitch that would need a good fucking.
I hope I would get it.
I hope I would get it.
Wednesday, October 2, 2019
10-02-2019
She still hasn't signed the divorce papers, but it has got me to thinking once they are signed and they have moved out. I will start getting rid of my male clothes and replacing them with feminine attire and lingerie. Even today with it being so hot I have been wishing I had a woman swimsuit to wear outside. I will keep a pair or two of drab jeans and shirts but everything else in my wardrobe will be from the women's section. Next summer I will be wearing woman's shorts and tops along with woman's shoes.
I want to live as a woman for the next few years or at the very least dress as one. To go to a beauty salon every few months to have my color touched up, my nails done and eyebrows waxed.
I want to experience making love to a man, getting a mouthful of cum and swallowing it. Having a man shoot his cum into my love hole and having it run down my leg. To have him suck and nibble on my breast and nipples.
I wouldn't mind wearing a cock cage either, that way I would have to sit to take care of business. Also to be able to spoon with him and to have him stick his cock in my love hole and for him to caress my nipples and breast.
I want to live as a woman for the next few years or at the very least dress as one. To go to a beauty salon every few months to have my color touched up, my nails done and eyebrows waxed.
I want to experience making love to a man, getting a mouthful of cum and swallowing it. Having a man shoot his cum into my love hole and having it run down my leg. To have him suck and nibble on my breast and nipples.
I wouldn't mind wearing a cock cage either, that way I would have to sit to take care of business. Also to be able to spoon with him and to have him stick his cock in my love hole and for him to caress my nipples and breast.
Wednesday, September 18, 2019
9-18-2019
I went and seen a attorney this past Friday to get the divorce started, I picked up the papers for her to sign yesterday.
I have been slowly buying thing that I will need once they have move out. I have panties, bras, two bottles of hair remover lotion, two packages of feminine douche to use as enemas. Tampons to help hold the douche in, sanitary napkins to place in my panties in case of accidents. A pair of pantyhose along with a control brief.
Just got through placing an order from Macy's for a dress, heels, purse and perfume. In the near future I will be getting some woman's slacks/jeans and tops to go with them along with some woman's flat shoes.
The next time I am in the grocery store I will buy Cover Girl makeup along with some nail polish.
About a day or two after they move out I will be dressing as a woman and I won't look back, I will move forward dressing as I please and eventfully going out as a woman.
I will let my hair grow out, get my eye brows waxed into a feminine shape, get a manicure and my ears pierced.
I still want a couple of dildos, dual nipple pump and maybe silicone breast forms.
I have been slowly buying thing that I will need once they have move out. I have panties, bras, two bottles of hair remover lotion, two packages of feminine douche to use as enemas. Tampons to help hold the douche in, sanitary napkins to place in my panties in case of accidents. A pair of pantyhose along with a control brief.
Just got through placing an order from Macy's for a dress, heels, purse and perfume. In the near future I will be getting some woman's slacks/jeans and tops to go with them along with some woman's flat shoes.
The next time I am in the grocery store I will buy Cover Girl makeup along with some nail polish.
About a day or two after they move out I will be dressing as a woman and I won't look back, I will move forward dressing as I please and eventfully going out as a woman.
I will let my hair grow out, get my eye brows waxed into a feminine shape, get a manicure and my ears pierced.
I still want a couple of dildos, dual nipple pump and maybe silicone breast forms.
Wednesday, September 4, 2019
9-4-2019
The panties I brought are too big, so I didn't lose the body hair as I intended to. I did order some more panties this morning along with a control brief.
I talked with a lawyer this afternoon about getting a divorce, I will call next week and set up an appointment to get the ball rolling. The sooner the wife and her kids get of of here the better I will be.
My feminine self is wanting to take over the house and get it back to the way it was. Mainly cleaner than what it is now. She will keep the sinks cleared of all dirty dishes, the floors cleared and the basement also back the way it was.
She will also enjoy doing what she likes to do and that is using vibrators on herself.
She will also change the locks on the doors so she doesn't get disturbed.
I talked with a lawyer this afternoon about getting a divorce, I will call next week and set up an appointment to get the ball rolling. The sooner the wife and her kids get of of here the better I will be.
My feminine self is wanting to take over the house and get it back to the way it was. Mainly cleaner than what it is now. She will keep the sinks cleared of all dirty dishes, the floors cleared and the basement also back the way it was.
She will also enjoy doing what she likes to do and that is using vibrators on herself.
She will also change the locks on the doors so she doesn't get disturbed.
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