06-28-2020

I have a craving for chicken all day, decided I would out get some.

If I was going out I decided That I needed to shave my face afterwards I applied some foundation and face powder, sprayed perfume on. Then I stripped down to my panties and put on suntan pantyhose, woman's jeans with a woman's top that is too small but it showed my puff up breast,

Put on a slip on shoes(drab) got my wallet in the jeans and keys and walked out the door. I went to a discount store looking for a few feminine hygiene items that I enjoy using along with a few other items.

Stop at KFC and got my meal and headed home.

It felt good wearing all feminine clothes and look forward to doing it again only next time hopefully I will go shopping for woman's clothes.

06-14-2020

If I still lived in a subdivision I believe I would go see a professional about getting started on hormones. Since I live in the country and have animals to take care of I don't see that happening, plus with the vehicle I drive it would make it hard to find a parking space downtown. It also one of the reasons I don't venture out dressed as a woman. At this time there is no way I can afford another vehicle for my feminine self to drive.

I do believe if I can get my breast to grow out and fill my bra without the silicone inserts. I would have no choice but to come out to friends and family even if they live a hundred miles or so from me

I can see one sister accepting it but not sure about the other.

Oh, well just keep doing what I have been doing keeping in the closet but door is cracking open more and more everyday. One of these days it is going to blow out and I will going out as a woman. I do know for sure I will go out on Halloween as a woman and may go out to a service the day after. If I'm seen out as a woman on the Sunday following Halloween so be it.

06-04-2020

I took some time out of my day today to get back into my feminine self and it felt wonderful. I started last evening by applying two coats of red nail polish to my toenails. This morning I took a shower before going out to mow the grass, when I came back in I had two half bottle of hair remover lotion. I used them starting at my chest and working downward, waited five minutes and washed it off. Next I took a feminine douche that I use as an enema took the four once bottle in my bio pussy and inserted a lubricated tampon to help hold it in. Once flushed out I applied some body lotion all over my body, use woman's deodorant, don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra. pantyhose, heels and robe. Done some laundry then got my breast pump out and used it.
I need some more feminine hygiene items and I also need some more pantyhose. I am thinking a shopping trip next week will happen. Not ready to go out as a woman yet but will have on lingerie and pantyhose under whatever clothes I decide to wear. I do have some woman's jeans might have to wear a drab top and some loafers.
Once my own hair gets long enough I want to have it styled and colored in a woman's style and get my ears pierced.