Friday, January 23, 2015

01-23-15

I haven't gotten back into my feminine mood since last week, I did check into a couple of fitness center.  I decide that they were too high for me so I went out and brought a second hand fitness machine today.
I will work on using it as soon as I can get it unloaded and hopefully in a couple of months I can see some results.  I will also start taking some black cohost pills and start eating some green leaf to increase my breast size.  I also want to get a breast pump the kind nursing mothers use to increase my nipples and breast.

Friday, January 16, 2015

01-16-15

I should be outside doing some chores but at the moment I am thinking about getting into a feminine mood and doing some errands under-dressed as a woman.
It has been closed to a month since the last I have gotten into my feminine self and I miss it.  I am also thinking of going to a fitness center to work on losing some weight.  I have come across some old photo's and would like to get back down to the weight I had in those photo's.  Plus my dress size would also go back down.
One part down as I am sitting typing this I have lost all of my body hair, have taken a douche and now have a regular flow tampon in my love hole.  I have sprayed perfume on, don panties with a sanitary napkin, black pantyhose, black all-in-one body brief.  Tried on my new shoes but they were too big, might need a size thirteen but not a size fourteen.   I even put in my medium size breast, which are probably glued on right now.
It feels so natural and right to be wearing my feminine things.
When I go grocery shopping this afternoon I need to pick up a few feminine needs as I want to go out as a woman next week and will need these items.
Hair remover lotion, nail polish, mascara, lip gloss and/or lip stick and some hair dye.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

01-14-15

Later this week and into the weekend it is suppose to warm up again, when it does I will be using my feminine hygiene products along with my products from Victoria Secret to help in feeling feminine.  I will also dress in my women's attire and have my silicone breast glued on.
First of the week I will also leave here once again dressed as a woman and will find someplace to go as a woman.  I would really love to go shopping as a woman, for that to happen I would need to have something locked up to keep from playing with it.  If only there was a place to buy it locally.

Monday, January 12, 2015

1-12-2015

Since the first of the year I haven't really felt like getting into a feminine mood, probably because of it being so cold outside.  I wouldn't enjoy being my feminine self, but I believe that could change.  I need to do it as I have way too much women's attire to leave it sit in storage bins and dresser draws.  Plus I still think and have fantasies about being a woman or being dressed as a woman and making love to another woman and/or making love to man dressed as a woman.  Having either a woman with strap on make love to me and abuse my love hole or have a man use my love hole and me use his cum maker.
I have some new tops to wear along with a pair of new heels to try on.  I should have done it yesterday as the temperature was up in the mid forties but didn't.  Hopefully this week I will. 

Friday, December 26, 2014

12-26-14

My feminine self had ordered two tops a couple of weeks ago and they came last week along with scented body wash and scented body lotion  that she also ordered.
Now with the shoes that she is waiting on, she will be getting dressed as the woman she thinks she is in the New Year.
She already had him get some hair remover lotion for her to use in the next couple of days and she will be using some feminine douche as an enema.
Of course when she uses it she will also use a tampon and sanitary napkin in her panties.
She is doing her best to convince him to let his hair grow out and if she can convince him to do it by this time next year (s)he should have pierced ears and will be wearing pierced earrings.
They both need to find employment somewhere, so he can pay bills and she can continue to shop for women clothes and accessories.

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

12-23-14

My male self has been having some issues with his toes, he seems to think that his female side has been wearing the wrong size woman's shoes.  She has been wearing the same size as her male part does.
To keep from giving it up she has ordered a new pair of heels two sizes bigger then her male self wears.  She is hoping this will convince her male side to keep up her female appearance as she has way to many clothes to just give up.
Plus she has ordered and have received some more scented body wash and scented body lotion from Victoria Secret.
She hasn't given up on being a woman and is more then willing to convince her male side to get that manicure and to start going out as a woman.

Monday, December 15, 2014

12-15-14

It took until today being Monday for him to get back into her feminine mood and only happen around 2:00 pm.
It now 3:30 pm and as far as she has gotten she removed the body hair applied nail polish to her toenails, taken a feminine douche and have a regular tampon inside of herself.  She did spray perfume on, panties with a sanitary napkin inside of them, black pantyhose, all-in-one body brief, black slip on heels, a light lace cover up.  She also has on her makeup and she is fighting with the male side as he wants to masturbate.  She wants to stay like this for as long as she can.
Now if she can convince him to get a manicure done then she will start going out as a woman.  There won't be no changing back and forth.  She will leave here as a woman do her thing as a woman and come back home as a woman.