You could cut the tension in this house with a knife the last two days. She leaves the house without saying a word, I asked her something this morning and got a short answer, in my mind I keep going over thinking about a divorce. I would rather be single again and do what I enjoy doing in my spare time.
I have dressed completely as a woman before and enjoy doing housework as a woman, from dusting to vacuuming the floor, doing my laundry, washing floors and doing dishes.
Should a divorce happen I wouldn't start going out as a woman for a couple of months. I would lose the body hair right away and under-dress as a woman under drab attire. I would also lay out in the sun in a woman's swimsuit. I would let my hair grow out, get my ears pierced, manicure and eyebrows shaped.
I would slowly build up a starter wardrobe of woman's attire so that when I decided to start going out as a woman I would have something to wear to local stores to increase my wardrobe. In years past I would order everything on line and have a full wardrobe in a matter of days. Now I think I would rather have a starter wardrobe and shop in stores where I could try items on and see how I look before buying them.
I wouldn't mind going on a date with either a male or a woman as long as I could be dressed as a woman. I wouldn't mind having a affair with a woman as a woman.
Monday, June 10, 2019
Saturday, June 8, 2019
06-08-2019
It has been over two years since I have removed all of my body hair and gotten completely dressed as a woman. I do believe it is the longest dry spell that I have done for a long time.
Monday, June 3, 2019
06/02/2019
I can't stop thinking if this marriage should end soon, I will go back to cross-dressing in a heart beat. First thing I would pick up in the store would be some Nair Hair remover, second thing would be feminine douche to use as a enema and some tampons to help hold it in. I would also buy my cosmetics to get started.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman. I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.
I would go on line placing an order for bras, panties and pantyhose and maybe a dress or two along with a skirt and a feminine top. Can't forget a purse to start with and a pair of low heels.
Once those items would come in I would get dressed as a woman and head out to a mall to do some shopping as a woman. I would get a manicure done, my ears pierced, have my hair colored and styled at a beauty salon. I would go to a sex shop looking for a dildo or two.
I would want a dual nipple suction cups and a dual breast pumping machine to help make my nipples and breast sensitive.
I would do my grocery shopping dressed as a woman, find church to go to and after church go to the outlet mall as a woman. In the summer months I would lie out in the pool in a woman's swimsuit and get a feminine tan.
I would spend 75% to 90% of my free time dressing as a woman.
I would want to go out on Thursday thru Saturday evening to a club as a woman.
I often wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and to get a mouth full of cum or to have someone shoot their cum into me and to do the walk of shame.
To keep it from leaking out I would insert a tampon to hold it in.
I know I could do it as a male but I find it repulsive as a male but let me be dressed as a woman and I think I could love it.
Monday, May 20, 2019
5-20-2019
Got to thinking about another woman I know, one of the last times I seen her she was wearing black leggings. I wanted to caress her behind because it looked so nice in those leggings, I didn't for a number of reasons first she was married and second I didn't want to offend her plus I was wearing panties with a sanitary napkin in them under my jeans.
I had thought about sending her a letter and asking if she be willing to be a dominate woman toward me as she is now a widow woman. I would love to serve her and to be her sissy behind closed doors to start with. Go out of town and become her girlfriend to go shopping, dinner or to shows as two women. To be taken by her with a strap-on, maybe even find a man we both could have fun with.
I had thought about sending her a letter and asking if she be willing to be a dominate woman toward me as she is now a widow woman. I would love to serve her and to be her sissy behind closed doors to start with. Go out of town and become her girlfriend to go shopping, dinner or to shows as two women. To be taken by her with a strap-on, maybe even find a man we both could have fun with.
Monday, April 29, 2019
4-29-2019
I was sitting outside for a few minutes when I seen my hot looking neighbor and it brought back a wave of memories.
When I first moved in here I was dressed as a woman most of the time and would sit outside for her to see me.
There were a few times I would leave about the same time as her in my vehicle dressed as a woman to go out for a drive. One time we actually waved to each other
I always wished she would have stopped in when I was completely dressed as a woman and we could have went out shopping together.
The memories we all have.
When I first moved in here I was dressed as a woman most of the time and would sit outside for her to see me.
There were a few times I would leave about the same time as her in my vehicle dressed as a woman to go out for a drive. One time we actually waved to each other
I always wished she would have stopped in when I was completely dressed as a woman and we could have went out shopping together.
The memories we all have.
Thursday, April 25, 2019
4-25-2019
Know I shouldn't be looking at things to make me feel feminine, but couldn't help looking at some nipple/breast pumps. Really would like to get one and start using it, what could she say if my breast started looking full? Worst could happen in my mind would be that I needed to start wearing a bra.
May try it and see what happens.
May try it and see what happens.
Wednesday, April 24, 2019
4-21-2019
I got to thinking this morning of all of the Easter outfits that I used to buy, and would wear around the house or out in the yard for my neighbors to see me in.
I would also buy matching hats and shoes to go with the outfits.
I always wanted to go to a church service wearing one of those outfits but never did, oh how I regret not doing it.
If I did go out wearing one it was just to ride around town, even later on I would go out completely dressed as a woman and would just go to a post office after hours to snail mail bills.
I would love to be single again at times and to be able to dress completely as a woman and to go out shopping as one and to socialize as one. At other times I am happy to be married, shame my wife doesn't share my old hobby.
I remember the first time she came to my apartment so long ago, I forgot there was a dress hanging on the back of the bathroom door. She asked about it and I told her sometimes I like to put it on. she dropped the subject and has never said another word about it.
It is like don't ask or tell, not into it just drop it.
Really wish she would get into it but know it will never happen.
I would also buy matching hats and shoes to go with the outfits.
I always wanted to go to a church service wearing one of those outfits but never did, oh how I regret not doing it.
If I did go out wearing one it was just to ride around town, even later on I would go out completely dressed as a woman and would just go to a post office after hours to snail mail bills.
I would love to be single again at times and to be able to dress completely as a woman and to go out shopping as one and to socialize as one. At other times I am happy to be married, shame my wife doesn't share my old hobby.
I remember the first time she came to my apartment so long ago, I forgot there was a dress hanging on the back of the bathroom door. She asked about it and I told her sometimes I like to put it on. she dropped the subject and has never said another word about it.
It is like don't ask or tell, not into it just drop it.
Really wish she would get into it but know it will never happen.
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