01-30-14

It is suppose to be in the mid thirties today and warmer up for the weekend.  This cross-dresser needs to get her act together and start working to better herself toward being more feminine.  I have a few errands to run on Friday and either by Friday evening or on Saturday morning I will be getting ready to become a woman for the weekend.
If I could ever win the Power Ball or Mega Millions I would like to live the rest of my life as a woman with something extra between her legs.  I would want to have breast argumentation to increase my own breast size and to take some male hormone blockers.  Then I would move somewhere warmer in the winter time and live the rest of my life as the woman I believe I am at times.

01-27-14

A female friend of mine her mother had passed away this past Saturday and I agreed to be a pallbearer, so now I need to go out and purchase some white tee shirts to wear under a dress shirt that I still have.
You know where this is going as I can't go anywhere unless I have something feminine on to go shopping.  So I will be taking a shower using scented body wash, scented body lotion, douche and insert a tampon then spray on perfume and get under-dressed as a woman.  If I can get my butt in gear I can applied some makeup when I head out along with woman's billfold and woman's black wool coat.
Still haven't gone but am sitting here wishing I would have lived my life after divorced some twenty-something years ago as a woman instead of the make believe male that I am living as.  If I can ever get ahead I would like to take a trip somewhere warmer to check out the living arrangements and live there as a woman to my end of days.

01-24-2014

There are some things I need/want from the store, here shortly I will be working toward being a under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.
Just gotten out of the shower where I used scented body wash and have taken a feminine douche with a super plus tampon inside of me.
I did get dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on but didn't make it out of the house.  I managed to masturbate and that was the end of dressing as a woman.  About the only thing I kept on was the nail polish on my toenails.  I didn't even buy the hair remover or douche that I wanted.

01/22/14/B

I couldn't stand it any longer I kept thinking about douching and I finally gave in, not before applying nail polish to my toenails, and taking a shower using scented body wash.  Once out of the shower and patted myself dry then I used a feminine douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.  Once flushed out I then sprayed myself with perfume and don panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose, three inch slip on heels, control brief, bra with silicone inserts and a pull over dress.  It all feels so natural and right.
For sure the rest of the week will be just like what I done this afternoon, if not the rest of the month.  The next time I go grocery shopping I will be going there under-dressed as a woman and will purchase some hair remover lotion along with some more douche.

01-22-2014

I have been home sick since Friday the seventeenth of January, I left work an hour early I had miss read the clock when I signed out. 
The young engineer left a voice mail on my cell phone and left a message on face-book  that made me mad.
Needless to say told him I was sick and that I would drop by the office and change my time, then he started back peddling.  By then I was really mad, typed a letter telling him my health was more important to me then that employment was.
So now I have more time to devote to my cross-dressing, still need to find part-time employment.  I would love to find employment in a woman's specialty store/department as long as I could work there as a woman.

01-12-2014

I have been wanting to get back into my feminine mode but have kept delaying it until this morning when I forced myself to do it.
I took a shower using scented body wash, patted myself dry then applied scented body lotion all over my body, douched and inserted a well lubricated super plus tampon.  Once flushed out thirty minutes later, I reinserted another well lubricated regular flow tampon, sprayed myself with perfume, don panties with a sanitary napkin, black pantyhose and a black all-in-one.  I went ahead and applied makeup, donned a dress put on a wig and earrings.  I got my black wool coat out and put it on then decided that I also needed to find a necklace to put on, loaded my purse up and thought of walking out the door to go for a drive but didn't.
I have a three day weekend coming up and I am serious thinking of going out somewhere either out for diner or out to a club under-dressed as a woman.  I may even go out to a club as a woman if I can find the nerve to have a manicure done.

01-08-2014

I am thinking Friday afternoon toward early evening I will be going to the Lane Bryant store to pick up my order.  Thursday afternoon when I get home from work I will use the hair remover lotion I have and apply nail polish to my toenails.  May take a douche also, that way when I get home Friday afternoon I can take a shower using scented body wash and apply scented body lotion as well.  I will also use feminine douche and insert tampons on Friday as well.  I should be out of here within the hour on Friday.  When I head to the Lane Bryant store I will be under-dressed as a woman wearing woman's jeans and a sweat shirt under my long wool woman's coat.