It is suppose to be in the mid thirties today and warmer up for the weekend. This cross-dresser needs to get her act together and start working to better herself toward being more feminine. I have a few errands to run on Friday and either by Friday evening or on Saturday morning I will be getting ready to become a woman for the weekend.
If I could ever win the Power Ball or Mega Millions I would like to live the rest of my life as a woman with something extra between her legs. I would want to have breast argumentation to increase my own breast size and to take some male hormone blockers. Then I would move somewhere warmer in the winter time and live the rest of my life as the woman I believe I am at times.
Friday, January 31, 2014
Monday, January 27, 2014
01-27-14
A female friend of mine her mother had passed away this past Saturday and I agreed to be a pallbearer, so now I need to go out and purchase some white tee shirts to wear under a dress shirt that I still have.
You know where this is going as I can't go anywhere unless I have something feminine on to go shopping. So I will be taking a shower using scented body wash, scented body lotion, douche and insert a tampon then spray on perfume and get under-dressed as a woman. If I can get my butt in gear I can applied some makeup when I head out along with woman's billfold and woman's black wool coat.
Still haven't gone but am sitting here wishing I would have lived my life after divorced some twenty-something years ago as a woman instead of the make believe male that I am living as. If I can ever get ahead I would like to take a trip somewhere warmer to check out the living arrangements and live there as a woman to my end of days.
You know where this is going as I can't go anywhere unless I have something feminine on to go shopping. So I will be taking a shower using scented body wash, scented body lotion, douche and insert a tampon then spray on perfume and get under-dressed as a woman. If I can get my butt in gear I can applied some makeup when I head out along with woman's billfold and woman's black wool coat.
Still haven't gone but am sitting here wishing I would have lived my life after divorced some twenty-something years ago as a woman instead of the make believe male that I am living as. If I can ever get ahead I would like to take a trip somewhere warmer to check out the living arrangements and live there as a woman to my end of days.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
01-24-2014
There are some things I need/want from the store, here shortly I will be working toward being a under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and perfume on.
Just gotten out of the shower where I used scented body wash and have taken a feminine douche with a super plus tampon inside of me.
I did get dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on but didn't make it out of the house. I managed to masturbate and that was the end of dressing as a woman. About the only thing I kept on was the nail polish on my toenails. I didn't even buy the hair remover or douche that I wanted.
Just gotten out of the shower where I used scented body wash and have taken a feminine douche with a super plus tampon inside of me.
I did get dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on but didn't make it out of the house. I managed to masturbate and that was the end of dressing as a woman. About the only thing I kept on was the nail polish on my toenails. I didn't even buy the hair remover or douche that I wanted.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
01/22/14/B
I couldn't stand it any longer I kept thinking about douching and I finally gave in, not before applying nail polish to my toenails, and taking a shower using scented body wash. Once out of the shower and patted myself dry then I used a feminine douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in. Once flushed out I then sprayed myself with perfume and don panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose, three inch slip on heels, control brief, bra with silicone inserts and a pull over dress. It all feels so natural and right.
For sure the rest of the week will be just like what I done this afternoon, if not the rest of the month. The next time I go grocery shopping I will be going there under-dressed as a woman and will purchase some hair remover lotion along with some more douche.
For sure the rest of the week will be just like what I done this afternoon, if not the rest of the month. The next time I go grocery shopping I will be going there under-dressed as a woman and will purchase some hair remover lotion along with some more douche.
01-22-2014
I have been home sick since Friday the seventeenth of January, I left work an hour early I had miss read the clock when I signed out.
The young engineer left a voice mail on my cell phone and left a message on face-book that made me mad.
Needless to say told him I was sick and that I would drop by the office and change my time, then he started back peddling. By then I was really mad, typed a letter telling him my health was more important to me then that employment was.
So now I have more time to devote to my cross-dressing, still need to find part-time employment. I would love to find employment in a woman's specialty store/department as long as I could work there as a woman.
The young engineer left a voice mail on my cell phone and left a message on face-book that made me mad.
Needless to say told him I was sick and that I would drop by the office and change my time, then he started back peddling. By then I was really mad, typed a letter telling him my health was more important to me then that employment was.
So now I have more time to devote to my cross-dressing, still need to find part-time employment. I would love to find employment in a woman's specialty store/department as long as I could work there as a woman.
Monday, January 13, 2014
01-12-2014
I have been wanting to get back into my feminine mode but have kept delaying it until this morning when I forced myself to do it.
I took a shower using scented body wash, patted myself dry then applied scented body lotion all over my body, douched and inserted a well lubricated super plus tampon. Once flushed out thirty minutes later, I reinserted another well lubricated regular flow tampon, sprayed myself with perfume, don panties with a sanitary napkin, black pantyhose and a black all-in-one. I went ahead and applied makeup, donned a dress put on a wig and earrings. I got my black wool coat out and put it on then decided that I also needed to find a necklace to put on, loaded my purse up and thought of walking out the door to go for a drive but didn't.
I have a three day weekend coming up and I am serious thinking of going out somewhere either out for diner or out to a club under-dressed as a woman. I may even go out to a club as a woman if I can find the nerve to have a manicure done.
I took a shower using scented body wash, patted myself dry then applied scented body lotion all over my body, douched and inserted a well lubricated super plus tampon. Once flushed out thirty minutes later, I reinserted another well lubricated regular flow tampon, sprayed myself with perfume, don panties with a sanitary napkin, black pantyhose and a black all-in-one. I went ahead and applied makeup, donned a dress put on a wig and earrings. I got my black wool coat out and put it on then decided that I also needed to find a necklace to put on, loaded my purse up and thought of walking out the door to go for a drive but didn't.
I have a three day weekend coming up and I am serious thinking of going out somewhere either out for diner or out to a club under-dressed as a woman. I may even go out to a club as a woman if I can find the nerve to have a manicure done.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
01-08-2014
I am thinking Friday afternoon toward early evening I will be going to the Lane Bryant store to pick up my order. Thursday afternoon when I get home from work I will use the hair remover lotion I have and apply nail polish to my toenails. May take a douche also, that way when I get home Friday afternoon I can take a shower using scented body wash and apply scented body lotion as well. I will also use feminine douche and insert tampons on Friday as well. I should be out of here within the hour on Friday. When I head to the Lane Bryant store I will be under-dressed as a woman wearing woman's jeans and a sweat shirt under my long wool woman's coat.
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
01-07-2014
With warmer weather coming the next few days high in the thirties compare to the single digits we have now. I will be getting dressed as a woman when I get home from work and may venture out to pick up my order from the Lane Bryant store.
I will be under-dressed as a woman with some makeup, perfume on and I will be wearing a woman's watch. I will also wear a long woman's wool coat and carry a woman's billfold in the coat.
I will be under-dressed as a woman with some makeup, perfume on and I will be wearing a woman's watch. I will also wear a long woman's wool coat and carry a woman's billfold in the coat.
Monday, January 6, 2014
01-05-2014
On Friday I was notified that my order is in at the Lane Bryant store. Yesterday I had something to do that was in the opposite direction then the lane Bryant store is in. I had thought I would be there when the store open this afternoon. I didn't start getting into my feminine mood until 11:30am when I took my douche and inserted a super plus tampon to help hold it in.
After sitting here with the douche and tampon in my love hole I really didn't feel like going out with the cold that we are having in this area. I should have went out but didn't, hopefully by later this week when the temperature starts rising I will fell like going out and getting my three items. The next time I order something I will have it sent to my home.
Although it is humiliating at times to walk into a woman's specialty store to pick up something that I have ordered. Plus I usually walk in there under-dressed as a woman. When I started to go to the local Lane Bryant store it used to be in a mall. The first time I walked in there and started to look around a sales woman asked if I needed some help told her what I was looking for and she asked if I knew her size, told her it was for me that I enjoy wearing woman's clothes. I picked a couple of skirts and tops and used the dressing room to try on the clothes. As the sales person walked past I seen her look and she seen my nylon cover hairless legs with nail polish on my toenails. I brought a skirt and blouse that day and open a charge account.
After sitting here with the douche and tampon in my love hole I really didn't feel like going out with the cold that we are having in this area. I should have went out but didn't, hopefully by later this week when the temperature starts rising I will fell like going out and getting my three items. The next time I order something I will have it sent to my home.
Although it is humiliating at times to walk into a woman's specialty store to pick up something that I have ordered. Plus I usually walk in there under-dressed as a woman. When I started to go to the local Lane Bryant store it used to be in a mall. The first time I walked in there and started to look around a sales woman asked if I needed some help told her what I was looking for and she asked if I knew her size, told her it was for me that I enjoy wearing woman's clothes. I picked a couple of skirts and tops and used the dressing room to try on the clothes. As the sales person walked past I seen her look and she seen my nylon cover hairless legs with nail polish on my toenails. I brought a skirt and blouse that day and open a charge account.
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