11-28-2015

I have been having an overwhelming urge to get into a feminine mode and go out out shopping as a woman.  I have wanted to the last few days to remove what body hair that grown back, use a feminine douche as an enema, use my vibrating toys on myself, then insert a tampon, spray perfume on and get dressed as a woman, complete with makeup and have my silicone breast glued on.
To start going out as a woman and to just live as a woman, from day to day for the few days or weeks.

11-22-2015

I sometimes wish I still lived in the subdivision at least there I didn't have any chores to do outside and I could stay dressed as a woman all day long.  The only bad thing about it was every house was right next to each other it would be hard to leave and to come back as a woman when everybody would know only a male lived there.
I am thinking of leaving here tomorrow morning as a woman, it would be nice if I could find a  shopping bag from a woman's store to carry back in, once I get back home.  I guess if I really wanted to I could go shopping at a woman's store and have one.
I used to leave here dressed as a woman find a place to remove some items do my shopping then find a place to replace the items and come back as a woman.  I just need to skip the one place where I remove some items and keep them in my bra, keep the earrings and wig on and go about my business.

11/11/2015

I needed some things from the grocery store went there yesterday wearing panties with a sanitary napkin in them, black pantyhose, black all-in-one body brief, woman's jeans a drab tee shirt, men's gym shoes and a light jacket.  I also dusted my face with face powder, eye shadow, mascara and lip gloss.
I got the needed groceries plus two boxes of feminine douche, foundation and eye shadow.  I still would like to get eyeliner and another shade of eye shadow.  I could also get another bottle or two of hair remover or just buy a good woman's razor and some bubble bath beads.
It's hell living a double life at times if I ever could come into a ton of money, I would like to think I would give up my life style of being a male and become a woman full time.  I would also move to where it is socially accepted and warmer.

11-07-2015

I didn't make it out as a woman, for some unknown reason  I can't seem to make my way down the makeup aisle anymore when I go grocery shopping.
It has been several weeks since I have use feminine douche and have played with my anal toys.  I do need some more feminine douche, makeup foundation, eyeliner, eye shadow and woman's soap.  I could use another package of sanitary napkins and another bottle of hair remover lotion.
I may try again on Sunday to see if I can make my way down that aisle if I do then I can stay dressed as a woman for the next several days and be able to play with my toys.

10-25-2015

I wasn't going to get dressed as a woman today but here I sit with panties, sanitary napkin in them, jet black pantyhose, control brief,  bra with silicone breast inserts, woman's blue jeans, heels and a woman's pull over top.
I also applied foundation, face powder and lip gloss so far.  I can't forget about the perfume I sprayed on myself.  Here shortly I will apply some eye shadow and mascara.
Hopefully the grocery store won't be packed like it has been the last few times I have been there.  I really need some feminine supplies.
I didn't do it yesterday, I'm going to see if I have any makeup sponges in my purse and if I do I will getting under-dressed as a woman with some light makeup on and go out out and get my needed supplies.  As I have all of my chores done for the day.
I got lucky found an unopened bag of makeup sponges and a package of mascara.  I am now sitting here under-dressed as a woman with some makeup and lip gloss on along with perfume sprayed on.  I have my bra on with silicone breast inserts and heels on.  For now I have an oversize drab tee shirt on and will don a pair of woman's jeans and a pair a drab gym shoes to do my shopping in.  I will probably take out the breast inserts while I am shopping.
Depending on the weather I might not be home this weekend but if I am I want to go out completely dressed as a woman to a gay and lesbian club.  Starting next month I want start going out as a woman either in the evening to a club or out during the day to do some shopping.

10-20-2015

Had to do some chores around here in drab attire today.  My new wig should here on Wednesday and hopefully by Thursday I will be to dressing as a woman.
I still need a few things from the store for my transformation into dressing as a woman.  Mainly makeup as I am running low.
Hopefully when I am out doing some more chores in drab attire tomorrow I can get what I need or what she needs.
I am still planning on going out as a woman at the end of the month and I will have a manicure done with just clear nail polish.
Hopefully by this time next year my hair will have grown out and I will have my ears pierced and my hair styled in a feminine cut.
It would be so nice to have someone to share this with, to have somebody suck and nibble on my breast, to have them treat me as a woman.

10-19-2015

I found myself wanting to be a woman this afternoon and here I sit completely dressed as one and it feels so wonderful and natural.
Surely to God a natural born woman has to feel beautiful when dressed in nylons, heels, makeup and a dress if she doesn't then something has to be wrong with them.
Still waiting on my new wig, love the dresses I got would really like to go out shopping as a woman to try them on before buying them.
I need to work on losing some weight so that I can go down in dress sizes.
It has to be a wonderful feeling to have someone to share this activity with just wish I had someone.