07-14-2020

To keep myself in a constant mood of dressing as a woman as I am wanting  to go out dressed as a woman shopping.

I have just order a pink cock cage. Last evening my feminine self placed an order for some woman's flat shoes, she also ordered three inch heels and some glue for her silicone breast.

I was planning on going out on Halloween but my feminine self has decided that she wants to go out sooner.

She just ordered three tops to go with jeans that she has, looks like she is going to go out a lot sooner than what he had planned. Later this evening when I went to the grocery store I had on eye shadow, eyeliner, mascara and lip gloss. I did have on sun glasses and had to wear a face mask but still was thrilling knowing what I had on and will continue to use it as a continence builder. Next time I will have on a mix of woman's clothes and drab attire or just all woman's clothes since she ordered some tops to go with her jeans. She will have some flat shoes coming also, may just have to go there as a woman carrying a purse.

We will see as she is wanting to go out a lot sooner than he had planned.

07-12-2020 "B"

I had plans today but they got changed so I became a woman for the day and it felt wonderful and right. I started out using some hair remover lotion after five minutes I rinsed it off. I applied red nail polish to my toenails. Then used a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a tampon to help hold it in. Shaved my face and applied foundation, face powder, eye shadow, mascara, eyeliner and lip gloss.

Once flushed out I reinserted a well lubricated tampon back into my bio pussy, applied some scented body lotion and sprayed myself with perfume.

I then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose, control brief, heels, full slip and a dress. I also put on earrings and stay dressed as a woman for most of the day. I still have my makeup on.

I will be getting dressed as a woman again tomorrow and will go grocery shopping with a combination of woman's clothes and drab attire in the next couple of days. I will be wearing makeup as well.

07-12-2020

Laying in bed last might I kept having this dream of be taken by a man. I was laying on my back and he was pegging me, he started out slow with his cock and I was playing with my breast and nipples. Telling him it felt wonderful and he should do it harder and that I wanted his seed inside of me, I wanted to feel his cum shooting inside of me, about that time I shot my own cum into my hand and licked it up.

I will be going back to being feminine and dressing completely as a woman this evening.

06-28-2020

I have a craving for chicken all day, decided I would out get some.

If I was going out I decided That I needed to shave my face afterwards I applied some foundation and face powder, sprayed perfume on. Then I stripped down to my panties and put on suntan pantyhose, woman's jeans with a woman's top that is too small but it showed my puff up breast,

Put on a slip on shoes(drab) got my wallet in the jeans and keys and walked out the door. I went to a discount store looking for a few feminine hygiene items that I enjoy using along with a few other items.

Stop at KFC and got my meal and headed home.

It felt good wearing all feminine clothes and look forward to doing it again only next time hopefully I will go shopping for woman's clothes.

06-14-2020

If I still lived in a subdivision I believe I would go see a professional about getting started on hormones. Since I live in the country and have animals to take care of I don't see that happening, plus with the vehicle I drive it would make it hard to find a parking space downtown. It also one of the reasons I don't venture out dressed as a woman. At this time there is no way I can afford another vehicle for my feminine self to drive.

I do believe if I can get my breast to grow out and fill my bra without the silicone inserts. I would have no choice but to come out to friends and family even if they live a hundred miles or so from me

I can see one sister accepting it but not sure about the other.

Oh, well just keep doing what I have been doing keeping in the closet but door is cracking open more and more everyday. One of these days it is going to blow out and I will going out as a woman. I do know for sure I will go out on Halloween as a woman and may go out to a service the day after. If I'm seen out as a woman on the Sunday following Halloween so be it.

06-04-2020

I took some time out of my day today to get back into my feminine self and it felt wonderful. I started last evening by applying two coats of red nail polish to my toenails. This morning I took a shower before going out to mow the grass, when I came back in I had two half bottle of hair remover lotion. I used them starting at my chest and working downward, waited five minutes and washed it off. Next I took a feminine douche that I use as an enema took the four once bottle in my bio pussy and inserted a lubricated tampon to help hold it in. Once flushed out I applied some body lotion all over my body, use woman's deodorant, don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra. pantyhose, heels and robe. Done some laundry then got my breast pump out and used it.
I need some more feminine hygiene items and I also need some more pantyhose. I am thinking a shopping trip next week will happen. Not ready to go out as a woman yet but will have on lingerie and pantyhose under whatever clothes I decide to wear. I do have some woman's jeans might have to wear a drab top and some loafers.
Once my own hair gets long enough I want to have it styled and colored in a woman's style and get my ears pierced.

05-28-2020

I was planning on going out today as a woman but that changed as a friend is coming by sometime today and with her she doesn't want to know.
My nipples are puff up and stay that most of the day. I haven't use my breast pumping machine for almost a week now. I need to get back at it.
I did remove my body hair yesterday and applied red nail polish to my toenails. If I would have went out today in woman's attire I would have use the red nail polish on my fingernails and I have red lip gloss to match.
I want to start going out in dressed as a woman to do some shopping as I am getting tired of internet shopping, trying on clothes then sending them back if I don't like how they fit..