Here it is Saturday morning and I am having an overwhelming urge to wear a bra and to keep it on all day. I am also thinking of putting nail polish on my toenails.
Is the moon doing this? Since it closest to the earth this time of the year? I like it if it is doing it, it could stay around for a month or more.
If not then I am just going through one of my moods or having PMS. Thinking today or tomorrow I will be using my hair remover lotion again, douching and inserting a tampon. Getting under-dressed as a woman with some light makeup and perfume on to go grocery shopping. I may go ahead and fill out an application on line for work at a couple of woman's specialty stores. What do I have to lose, the stores already know I shop there. Other then my references will find out about me.
I went ahead and donned a bra and panties this morning but had an overwhelming urge to masturbate which I did but now the urge is back this afternoon to get feminine. I wish I could over come my silliness about feeling ashamed of myself after I masturbate while I am dressed in lingerie.