11-24-2020

 Since it has turned cooler out and we are required to wear a mask when shopping. I have been going out wearing a bra along with my panties and pantyhose on under my drab attire. Hopefully in the next few days I will have woman's sweaters to wear along with woman's jeans. I have gone out with some makeup on along with lip gloss on. It felt wonderful and so right.

When my woman's sweaters arrive along with a woman's pea coat I will be ready to start carrying a purse when I go out. I need some more perfume and other feminine needs. I will be going to woman's specialty stores.

10-20-2020

My feminine self has written a letter to my ex-wife telling about my desire to be feminine and wanting to go out on Halloween as a woman.

From the night forward living and going out as a woman in everything that I do. From going to a nail salon to getting my ears pierced and seeing about getting hormones.

How she would like to be her girlfriend to go shopping with and maybe have her come by and give me a good pegging with a strap-on dildo.

He wasn't going to mail it but since she has taken over his life, she wants it mailed. He has to go and pick up some medicine today, so what did she do, she applied nail polish to his fingernails, is making out a shopping list for feminine hygiene products for him to get. Plus he is going there under-dressed as a woman with some makeup on. He done most of it before but the nail polish is new thing for him.

Here in the future he will going there dressed as a woman, so he might as well get used to it.

She will be going out as the woman she is, shopping, to a club even to church service. 

What she really needs to do is go shopping for some butt plugs and dildos. She loves having a vibrating dildo in her backside, the longest she had it in there was thirty minutes and she lost count on her organisms.

10-09-2020

 

It has taken me 28 plus years to admit to myself what my first wife said one night while we were having sex, she said and I quote:You want to be a woman I denied it at the time but in truth that is what I wanted. Even now that is all I can think of having my own breast to fill out my bras, softer skin and a vagina to use.

Telling family and friends that I want to be a woman is different, don't know if I could do that especially with family I think I would be disowned, same with friends. Now if I ever hit the lottery I would just move away and start over somewhere else.

10-05-2020

 Now that I have been back to dressing as a woman that is all I want to do. 

I went to the grocery store this morning under dressed as a woman, once back home got my toys out and played with them it felt so wonderful. Vibrator in and breast suction cups going at same time. Now lounging around in my bra and pantyhose playing with my nipples.

Tomorrow morning will use some hair remover lotion, and use a feminine douche as an enema, plug it with a tampon, apply my makeup, remove the tampon and sit on toilet to flush myself out. then go and us my toys again they feel so good.

Then I will finish dressing as a woman and stay like that all day.

I need to start going out as a woman, to do my grocery shopping, go to a nail salon and just out clothes shopping as a woman.

I want to get a tramp stamp on my lower back and to get my ears pierced.

Next year I am thinking of going to see someone to see if I can get on hormones to increase my breast and make my skin softer.

Something has to be done all I can think about is being a woman.

09-30-2020

 I have been spending more time dressed as a woman than cleaning that room up. I even wore woman's jeans today and still can't get in that room to do some cleaning.

I had hope to be using a new dildo today but it to big for me. I will have to get something to open my bio pussy up.

I have been using two different types of  breast pumps here lately and I have to say my breast are tender to the touch. That hasn't stop me from pumping or sucking them up.

Just sitting here enjoying being dressed completely as a woman and it feels wonderful. 

In a way I wouldn't mind being caught or seen out dressed as a woman by some women I know. I still would like to go grocery shopping in a pencil skirt, satin blouse, nylons and heels on a Thursday or Friday afternoon or evening just like a business woman getting off of work and stopping by the store..

Then again I wouldn't mind getting employment where I go to work dressed as a woman, a specialty store for women, I would be willing to work in back of store as long as I could work there as a woman.

Here soon I will get his lazy butt back to cleaning that room until then I'm here to stay for a while and will continue to be the woman of the house.

09-27-2020

 Still haven't gotten that room cleaned up filled a large garbage bag with stuff they left here. Still have more to get rid of.

In the mean time I have decide to dress as a woman, something I haven't done for a while. Mainly because I have been having a hard time finding the foundation I like. Finally found some so today I decided that I need to dress as a woman. Sitting her my lingerie with pantyhose on using a breast pump to pump my breast up. I did use a vibrating dildo earlier and it felt wonderful.

It suppose to rain on Monday and I will be dressed as a woman all day. Hopefully all week long I will be dressed as the woman I know I am.

09-03-2020

 I'm giving the cat back to the ex-wife on Thursday as I want to do some redecorating of my house in the coming months.

I want to repaint some rooms in more of pastel colors and let my feminine self show through in her choice of colors and flooring. She needs to come out of the closet and start doing things her way as to how she wants her home to look like. She doesn't like the way he has done things in the past, she has her own style and she wants to do somethings that reflect her taste.

As she plans on being around more than he is. She has decided she wants a bedroom she can call her own and it will be decorated as a woman's bedroom. She will have lace drapes, besides a dresser with a mirror she will also have a makeup table and a closet of her own.  The room will be totally feminine as will most of the house.

Should anyone visit they will think a woman lives here, that is how feminine she wants it.

08-17-2020

 I went camping with a female friend that doesn't approve of my desire to be feminine, so I had to stay in male mood the whole weekend.

Today is a different day and time, I sitting here with nail polish on my toenails,  panties with a sanitary napkin in them with scented body lotion on along with some perfume I sprayed on. I also have on a bra, pantyhose, full slip with low heels. I jsu got through using my breast pump. It does a good job of puffy my nipples up. 

I need to make a run to the store for feminine hygiene products and to buy a woman's electric razor. I am getting tired of using hair remover cream.

Sometime this week I will go all out on dressing completely as a woman including makeup and earrings. I want to go out in a couple of months as a woman.  I want to go to a club, shopping and maybe to a church service as a woman.. 

When I am dressed as a woman it feels like this is who I truly am, it feels right and naturaly that I should have been a woman.

08-12-2020

 I had a first cousin past this week, I probably should go to the funeral, the only problem is I don't have any males clothes for a funeral, I do have woman's clothes  that would pass.  I don't think I need to show up fully dressed as a woman although it would be exciting driving a hundred miles or so as a woman. Go to the funeral as a woman and drive back home. Of course I would be out to everyone. I'm just not ready at this time. So I will pass.  

I found out today the man across the road from just retired so that will put a damper on my going out as a woman. I do have a plan when I decide I want to go out I will just get a motel/hotel room that way I can take a nice bubble bath shave every where, then get completely dressed as a woman and go out if I find someone I can bring her/him back to my room and make passionate love. I still want to go out on Halloween and the day after or several days after. I will see how it works out. I may see about getting some female hormones to take later this year. I would like for my breast to grow then I couldn't deny I was becoming a woman or I was transgender.

07-19-2020

If I just had one older sister instead of two I think I could come out to one of them as transgender. I couldn't come out to both of them.

The one older sister that I wish I could out to is the one I used to borrowed clothes back when I was a lot younger and she has seen me dressed as a woman a time or two back in my late teens to early twenties. She has never married and far as I know she has only dated once or twice with a male but she has plenty of female friends that she hangs with.

I would have loved for her to have taken me out the last time she seen me as a woman, gone out shopping or to a club. Even now I wish there was some way I could tell her I enjoy dressing as a woman. That feeling has never left me.

I want to tell someone but am afraid to, afraid of being shamed. Guess I will continue to do it private but I am still wanting to go out shopping as a woman.

One good thing about my two sisters they both live a hundred miles from me.

Today I have on a corset, panties, bra glued some silicone breast on, woman's top and woman's shorts. I really could have had some help in tightening my corset tighter than what it is but it will do for now.

Tomorrow I will get completely dressed as a woman including makeup and stay like that all day.

07-14-2020

To keep myself in a constant mood of dressing as a woman as I am wanting  to go out dressed as a woman shopping.

I have just order a pink cock cage. Last evening my feminine self placed an order for some woman's flat shoes, she also ordered three inch heels and some glue for her silicone breast.

I was planning on going out on Halloween but my feminine self has decided that she wants to go out sooner.

She just ordered three tops to go with jeans that she has, looks like she is going to go out a lot sooner than what he had planned. Later this evening when I went to the grocery store I had on eye shadow, eyeliner, mascara and lip gloss. I did have on sun glasses and had to wear a face mask but still was thrilling knowing what I had on and will continue to use it as a continence builder. Next time I will have on a mix of woman's clothes and drab attire or just all woman's clothes since she ordered some tops to go with her jeans. She will have some flat shoes coming also, may just have to go there as a woman carrying a purse.

We will see as she is wanting to go out a lot sooner than he had planned.

07-12-2020 "B"

I had plans today but they got changed so I became a woman for the day and it felt wonderful and right. I started out using some hair remover lotion after five minutes I rinsed it off. I applied red nail polish to my toenails. Then used a feminine douche as an enema and inserted a tampon to help hold it in. Shaved my face and applied foundation, face powder, eye shadow, mascara, eyeliner and lip gloss.

Once flushed out I reinserted a well lubricated tampon back into my bio pussy, applied some scented body lotion and sprayed myself with perfume.

I then don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra, pantyhose, control brief, heels, full slip and a dress. I also put on earrings and stay dressed as a woman for most of the day. I still have my makeup on.

I will be getting dressed as a woman again tomorrow and will go grocery shopping with a combination of woman's clothes and drab attire in the next couple of days. I will be wearing makeup as well.

07-12-2020

Laying in bed last might I kept having this dream of be taken by a man. I was laying on my back and he was pegging me, he started out slow with his cock and I was playing with my breast and nipples. Telling him it felt wonderful and he should do it harder and that I wanted his seed inside of me, I wanted to feel his cum shooting inside of me, about that time I shot my own cum into my hand and licked it up.

I will be going back to being feminine and dressing completely as a woman this evening.

06-28-2020

I have a craving for chicken all day, decided I would out get some.

If I was going out I decided That I needed to shave my face afterwards I applied some foundation and face powder, sprayed perfume on. Then I stripped down to my panties and put on suntan pantyhose, woman's jeans with a woman's top that is too small but it showed my puff up breast,

Put on a slip on shoes(drab) got my wallet in the jeans and keys and walked out the door. I went to a discount store looking for a few feminine hygiene items that I enjoy using along with a few other items.

Stop at KFC and got my meal and headed home.

It felt good wearing all feminine clothes and look forward to doing it again only next time hopefully I will go shopping for woman's clothes.

06-14-2020

If I still lived in a subdivision I believe I would go see a professional about getting started on hormones. Since I live in the country and have animals to take care of I don't see that happening, plus with the vehicle I drive it would make it hard to find a parking space downtown. It also one of the reasons I don't venture out dressed as a woman. At this time there is no way I can afford another vehicle for my feminine self to drive.

I do believe if I can get my breast to grow out and fill my bra without the silicone inserts. I would have no choice but to come out to friends and family even if they live a hundred miles or so from me

I can see one sister accepting it but not sure about the other.

Oh, well just keep doing what I have been doing keeping in the closet but door is cracking open more and more everyday. One of these days it is going to blow out and I will going out as a woman. I do know for sure I will go out on Halloween as a woman and may go out to a service the day after. If I'm seen out as a woman on the Sunday following Halloween so be it.

06-04-2020

I took some time out of my day today to get back into my feminine self and it felt wonderful. I started last evening by applying two coats of red nail polish to my toenails. This morning I took a shower before going out to mow the grass, when I came back in I had two half bottle of hair remover lotion. I used them starting at my chest and working downward, waited five minutes and washed it off. Next I took a feminine douche that I use as an enema took the four once bottle in my bio pussy and inserted a lubricated tampon to help hold it in. Once flushed out I applied some body lotion all over my body, use woman's deodorant, don panties with a sanitary napkin, bra. pantyhose, heels and robe. Done some laundry then got my breast pump out and used it.
I need some more feminine hygiene items and I also need some more pantyhose. I am thinking a shopping trip next week will happen. Not ready to go out as a woman yet but will have on lingerie and pantyhose under whatever clothes I decide to wear. I do have some woman's jeans might have to wear a drab top and some loafers.
Once my own hair gets long enough I want to have it styled and colored in a woman's style and get my ears pierced.

05-28-2020

I was planning on going out today as a woman but that changed as a friend is coming by sometime today and with her she doesn't want to know.
My nipples are puff up and stay that most of the day. I haven't use my breast pumping machine for almost a week now. I need to get back at it.
I did remove my body hair yesterday and applied red nail polish to my toenails. If I would have went out today in woman's attire I would have use the red nail polish on my fingernails and I have red lip gloss to match.
I want to start going out in dressed as a woman to do some shopping as I am getting tired of internet shopping, trying on clothes then sending them back if I don't like how they fit..

04-29-2020

This past Saturday my feminine self got the better of my male self and she ordered a breast pump the kind nursing mothers use.  She ordered it in pink and she used it today and it felt wonderful. She plans on using it  about six times a day so that should be every four hours for 10-minutes each breast.  She also ordered a pair of slacks and a blouse to go with it.  Now she needs some flat shoes and another purse and she will be ready to start shopping as a woman.

04-24-2020

Since Wednesday I have been dressed as a woman every day and today will be no different, I did need a few thing from the grocery store yesterday. I went there under-dressed as a woman no socks just nylon cover ankles. plus had on a control brief on under my jeans.
I would have went out yesterday morning shopping if my wig would fit better than it does.
I want so much to go out shopping as a woman that I have been thinking I may need to order a pair of woman's slacks, a woman's top  and some woman's flat shoes on line.  Then I would be set to go out as a woman to shop.
For the first time in my life I have fingernails, I used to bite them all of the time. Now I have a file and have been shaping them.
Everyday that I am dressed as a woman the urge to go out is getting stronger, just need more than the grocery store and discount stores.  My taste in woman's clothes you won't find in the discount stores.

4-15-2020

My slip and two night grown came today.  I went to the store and brought some hair remover lotion and some feminine douche to use as an enema.
I got back home strip and applied the hair remover lotion all ove my body waited a little past the time on the bottle.  I washed that body hair down the drain, cleaned myself out and used my vibrating dildo on myself and it felt wonderful as I haven't used it for four months or better.  I will have to start using it more.
I don my panties, bra, pantyhose, control brief and heels.  I then applied my makeup, put my new slip on and don a long dress.  Put on my wig (which I don't like) , earrings and a necklace. sprayed some perfume on and here I sit.
If it wasn't for this virus thing and if I had a woman's coat to wear I would have gone out this evening to a club.

04-10-2020

I wasn't planning on ordering any feminine attire until I got my taxes paid, but that changed the other day.
I ordered two night nylon night gowns and one full slip from HerRoom.  They should be here by the first of next week.
Next time I go to the grocery store I will have to get either some woman's razors or hair remover lotion,  I will also get some moisture lotion to use also.  Might as well stock up on feminine douche to use as an emema.
I had wanted to get an Easter outfit and wear it to a church service, I will have to work on a Christmas outfit now.
I am still thinking about a sewing machine more than ever now.

03-28-2020

As I was looking at some picture and captions on Pinterest, got me to think about the time either in my late teens or early twenties.
My two older sisters had moved out and I was still living at home.  Parents went on an extended vacation.  Work was slow so I called in and took a couple days off.  Unknown to me my older sister had called where I worked at to see how I was doing.
She showed up at our parents house that evening door was locked so she knoocked, I had looked out through the garage to see who it was as I was completely dressed as a woman.  By the time I got to the door she was getting into her vehicle.  She said she had somewhere to go, so she left and I stayed dressed as a woman.
She came back by about half hour later, I had unlock the door when I seen her pulling into the driveway.  She came in and asked if I wanted to talk.  I did but when I said can we have a woman to woman talk, her reply was we can never have a woman to woman talk. My response was a woman to whatever then.  This was back in the mid 1970's.
I wish she would have taken me out somewhere, maybe shopping or to a club.
She probably be upset if she knew I still do it and enjoy doing it.

03/19/2020

I tried on some dresses that came yesterday found two I like and two that are getting sent back..
I have glued my silicone breast on so they aren't coming off anytime soon.
I have a small vibrator something a natural woman would use to pleasure herself.  I turned in on and stuck it between that short thing above my ball sack and folded it down.  Pulled up my panties with a sanitary napkin in them then pulled up my pantyhose and put on a control brief.  I am going to let it vibrate until the batteries wear down.
I may go out and mail my bills.

03-18-2020

Divorce is final, only problem now is everywhere is closed for who knows how long.  Guess I will have to dig some exercise equipment out of the garage and put it on the back porch for now.  Once the back bedroom is cleared out I will put it in there,  I will have to get some woman's exercise attire to work out in and some exercises to do as a woman.  I really to drop a few pounds and dress sizes.

03-13-2020

Seems like a good time to practice with makeup and try out some new looks with makeup.  Since everything and every place seems to be shutting down.
A good time to coordinate makeup with new outfits for different looks.

03-12-2020

I got to looking on a web-site at some dresses that were on sale and ordered three or four of them along with some earrings.
I still would like to get a sewing machine as I would like a few satin blouses that don't come in plus sizes.
I think I am going to join a gym tomorrow as I need to do something about my weight, I could or need to lose some weight.  I know I would feel better about myself.  Dropping down in a few dress sizes wouldn't hurt either.
I got a burr hair cut last month so when my hair grows back it will be all even and I can style it anyway I want.  I hate having a male hair cut and can only style it one way.
Hopefully by end of summer I will be able to go to a beauty salon for color and  a fashionable cut/styled.  I also want to get a manicure and start going out as the woman I feel I am.

02-22-2020

I believe I am going to buy myself a sewing machine and start sewing my own blouses, skirts, slacks and dresses. 
There just isn't anything worth looking at for plus size  cross-dressers.
At the very lest I know can get the patters I like and go shopping for the fabric.  I was taught to sew back in my teens on a sewing machine and have stiched button back on since then.
Just need to get butt in gear and get this house cleaned out.  Then go out and buy a sewing machine and a du form to fit my body and start sewing.

0-20-2020

I went back and read some of my older posts where I was going out as a woman.  Where has the time gone?  I was more confidant back then in going out dressed as a woman.  Now I have to get that confidant back and start living my life the way I feel it is.  I enjoy dressing as a woman, wearing makeup, perfume and woman's jewelry.  I never gave it a second thought about who seen me back then.  A couple of years of not doing it has it's set back but I'm sure I can get it back in time and enjoy the woman that is inside of me.  She needs to come out and shine and be proud of who she is.

02-18-2020

I have been wearing panties more and more along with my bra, first thing in the morning I put my bra back on.  It has gotten to the point I feel I need to wear a bra and panties all day long.  For it being this time of year I also wear pantyhose and it feels wonderful, I wear all of these under my drab attire but here slowly I am building up my feminine attire and will start wearing it out to do my errands  I will need to get some woman's flat shoes to wear.  By end of year I am hoping I will going out to do my errands as a woman.  I also want to go out as a woman to a club or two and wouldn't mind going on a date as a woman.

02-15-2020

I just done something that I haven't for five years and that I glue on a set of silicone breast.  I have have had them and would let them ride in my bra but today after spending about an hour getting back into a feminine mood.  I decided to glue them on, I have a couple of errands to run this evening with a coat on I think I will be fine considering I am doing the errands in male mode I will be under-dressed as a woman with perfume on.
I have a few more items to get before I can start going out as a woman.  That will happen and the errands I am doing  this evening could be done as a woman.
I did order another dress and some tops from J.C.  Penny today.  I have a wig coming next week along with some more lingerie.

02-11-2020

She finally got the divorce papers signed and notarize, I sent them off to the attoney, now just waiting for it to be over and done with.
Hopefully in the next couple of months I can start going out the way I feel I am and that is a sissy who enjoys dressing as a woman.
Starting today I will be wearing panties and a bra 24/7/365 days a year.
Right now I do have my panties and bra on with some lip gloss, eyeliner and perfume.
I still want a breast pump the kind nursing mothers use but will have to wait as I owe on my taxes.
I will go out in the couple of month and shop for woman's clothes and ask to try them on before buying them.  I won't care who sees me buying them or what the sales women has to say.
I will get a manicure and in the summer go for a pedicure.  As my hair gets longer I will get me ears pierced and my hair colored and styled.
I will get a couple of woman's swimsuits to lay out in the sun to get that feminine tan.
Next year this time I will ne living as a woman with something extra between her legs.

02-04-2020

I'm having a hard time getting back into dressing as a woman, I may just have to force myself into doing it.  Any other time it would just come naturally for me to do it.  I have everything I need to do it including silicone breast that I brought with adhesive strips to secure them to my breast.  I also have two strapless bras that I brought to wear with a couple of dresses I have.
Today being 02-05-2020 I forced myself into dressing as a woman and it feels so wonderful and right.  I can say I don't like the strapless bras but they do look better under a sheer dress.  Once I get a wig I will taking some photos.  I will need to get my nails done also.
It may be a while before I can buy any new things for my feminine self, since the divorce isn't final I have to pay in my taxes, something I wasn't counting on.
If I had some tops to go with my woman's jean and a woman's coat I believe I would go out dressed as a woman.  I would love to go shopping or at least window shopping as a woman.  Just to get out and enjoy myself as the person I know I am.
Here lately every time I have been dressed as a woman I always find myself sipping wine, not that I am complaining.  I believe it helps in relaxing me, plus if and when I start going out to clubs or just out, a glass or two won't affect me so much.
I had wanted to take some pictures, but decided to wait until I got a wig and a manicure done.  Before the year is up I will have some pictures of my feminine self and will post them.

01-27-2020

I need a few things from the grocery store, going there under-dressed as a woman with perfume on. I also have on woman's jeans and a drab shirt.  I wll need to shop for a woman's shirt/blouse to wear with my woman's jeans.  I will also need a couple of woman's coats.
I need some lettuce, hair dye to cover up my gray hair, sanitary napkins and may get another bottle of hair remover lotion.
I ordered another set of breast enhancers this morning and a couple of strapless bras from Her-Room.
It felt wonderful being out under-dressed as a woman wearing woman's jeans, I really wanted too wear my straight leg woman's jean but opted for the wide bottom jeans.  I think the straight leg fit me better, in the near future I will wear them out.

1-22-2020

It has taken me a while to get back into the mood of being a complete woman.  Today is the day I am completely dressed as a woman wearing makeup, perfume and earrings.  It feels so wonderful and right.  I have some bills to make out and the woman in me wanted to do it.  So she gets to do it and she may be the one doing it from now on.  In the near future she will doing it with manicure hands and nails and once she has made the bills out she will take them out and mail them at the post office.  There is three things I need before going out dressed as a woman, I need some more silicone breast inserts, a wig and a woman's coat.  Once I have those and the divorce is final I won't care who sees me. I will be living my life my way.  Whenever I am dressed as a woman all I can think about is getting fucked as a woman.  I would love to be someone's housewife.
I need some stamps I thought I had enough out in my vehicle which I walked out there when I was completely dressed as a woman an looked.  I removed my makeup, took off my dress and earrings and now I have on drab attire but still have on my panties, pantyhose and bra.  Here shortly I will go out and buy some stamps to mail my bills.

01-13-2020

Today I have been dressed as a woman with makeup and perfume on  since 8:00am and I must say it feels wonderful and right.  I even walked out back to feel the cool air air on my nylon covered legs.  I usually dress as a woman for a couple of hours, them masturbate and lose all interest in being dressed as a woman.  Not today I even masturbated but kept telling myself that I needed to stay dressed as a woman, when I start going out in the next few months, should I cum in my panties I will still need to be dressed as a woman.  I probably need to shop for another shade of pantyhose, my two favorite colors are black and coffee, thinking may have to get suntan..
The last time I stay dressed as a woman this long is when I first moved into this home.  Back then I would stay dressed as a woman for about 8 to 10 hours a day.  Not everyday but would do it about 2 or 3 times a week.
One thing I do miss today I don't have any douche, where as I would have douche this morning and inserted a well lubricated tampon into my love hole.
I have been completely dressed as a woman for eight hours could have gone longer but have some chores to do outside as my male self.  Come Wednesday I will be back to dressing as a woman.

01-12-2020

I placed an order for some tops from Lane Bryant this past week and they are suppose to be in the store this week.  When I get an email or text saying the order is in I will be going there under-dressed as a woman with my drab attire on but I will also be wearing makeup.  If I had a decent purse and winter coat I would walk in there wearing a dress and heels.  Hopefully I can pick the order up on Monday otherwise I will have to pick it up on Wednesday.  If I pick it up one Wednesday I may be able to find a purse I like by then and will carry it into Lane Bryant store. 

01-08-2020

I haven't been out dressed as a woman since right before Christmas, I have gone out under-dressed as a woman without makeup on but I was wearing perfume.
Today I decide that I was going to make meat loaf before starting it I went ahead and applied my makeup, only right since I like to dress in woman's attire, might as well do as the woman of the house.
I went ahead and ordered two all in ones extra firm to drop down two dress sizes as I want to start going out in the new year as a woman.  I also want to start excising to lose some weight so when I do go out I will feel more confident in myself.
I also want to go back to the Adam and Eve store, only this time I want to go in there dressed as a  woman.  That way she can take her time looking at dildos, vibrators and butt plugs.